Fern was watching Little Sesame playing happily in the house. At this moment, he had a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to tell Little Sesame, but he was afraid that the clever Little Sesame would guess something from it...
Fern didn't dare to reveal any information, and even spoke very cautiously.
Maybe sometimes Fern speaks faster, but today it was completely different. It seemed like he thought twice before saying anything.
Little Zhima didn't notice anything unusual and continued to stay by his owner's side as excitedly as usual.
"Master, have you had a hard day today? You look a little overworked." Little Sesame looked at Fern with concern.
"No, it's okay. I'm fine. Maybe it's because I encountered a lot of things during the day." Fern forced a smile and said to Xiao Zhima.
"Why don't we go to bed first? We have plenty of time to play together. Since you are tired today, go to bed early." Little Sesame smiled and said to Fern.
When Fern heard what Xiao Zhima said, he was very resistant in his heart, but he didn't know how to face it, so he could only accept it...
Fern was very sad at this moment. Even though he looked very happy on the surface, he really had a lot of things he wanted to tell Xiao Zhima.
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Fern smiled and said to Fern.
In Fern's heart, he decided to agree to Xiao Zhima first. He really didn't want any mistakes to happen. It was good enough now.
Seeing Xiao Zhima being so caring, Fern felt very warm in his heart. It would be great if he had the chance to spend the rest of his wonderful time with Xiao Zhima.
At this time, Fern tried hard to control his emotions and wanted Xiaozhima to fall asleep quickly so that he would feel better.
There may be many reasons. He didn't want Little Sesame to know more about himself. Whenever Fern saw the sleeping Little Sesame, he would feel at ease.
I hope that in the days to come I can be with little Sesame quietly like today. This is a result that Fern could not ask for.
Faced with the situation of having to go out tomorrow, Fern decided to write a letter and give it to Ivan for safekeeping before leaving, so that he could pass it on to Xiao Zhima in case of any accidents.
This letter expresses all the author's feelings for Xiao Zhima, and expresses the author's hope that he can live a better life in the future and not give up on himself because of a change in life.
Looking at the sleeping little Zhima, Fern slowly stood up, his movements were very small, fearing that he would wake up the little Zhima. Fern sat at the table and pondered for a long time...
After Fern took out a pen and paper, he kept a picture of Mo Kexuan in his little notebook. Looking at her, Fern still missed her very much in his heart.
When Fern thinks about the good times in the past and the problems he will face tomorrow, his mind becomes very confused and he doesn't know what to do.
Fern's confused emotions made it impossible for him to write, and he sat there until midnight. Fern felt that he still had a lot of things to do, and he sincerely hoped that everything would be fine.
Fern thought for a long time and decided to write a letter to express his gratitude to Little Sesame. Although he might not be able to accompany Little Sesame well in the future, he still needed to tell it something...
The letter carries Fern's love for Little Sesame, and she hopes that this letter can support Little Sesame's future and make him forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye.
Maybe it’s because my feelings for Xiao Zhima are too deep, I feel very touched every time I write a sentence.
In Fern's heart, Little Sesame seems to be a very outstanding person, and is very well-behaved and sensible, so he hopes that he can keep doing this and be the best version of himself.
Sometimes, Fern's feeling towards Xiao Zhima is that he is very reluctant to let her go, and in Fern's heart, he can still control his emotions.
The sleep quality is still very good for Xiao Zhima. He sleeps very deeply every time and generally does not wake up.
It is precisely because of this situation that Fern can prepare to write the letter with peace of mind, and sincerely hopes that this letter can effectively help Xiao Zhima.
Through the explanation in this letter, if I really encounter misfortune, I hope Xiao Zhima can live well.
Fern knew that no one would know about the future, but he was still very confused...
When Fern finished writing the letter, he saw that it was gradually getting brighter outside. After everything was ready, he went back to bed and tossed and turned, but still couldn't fall asleep.
In order not to disturb the little sesame, Fern looked at the one next to him who was still sleeping. Fortunately, he was not discovered by it. He hoped that everything would go well in the future. Looking at the little sesame that was sleeping soundly, Fern was very relieved.
After a while, Fern fell asleep, probably because he was too tired. Although he slept very late, he was still the first one to wake up, which was really very early compared to the past.
After Fern woke up, he looked at Xiao Zhima's expression and seemed to have had a good dream. He looked very, very happy.
"We're setting off today. I hope everything goes well." Fern thought to himself.
Fern was still worried about whether he and Feifan would be able to come back safely after going out today.
Feifan woke up unusually early and made full preparations for today's actions. Both Fern and Feifan are very rigorous and serious people, so they hope that they can overcome all difficulties through hard work.
I really want to stay in bed for a while and I really don't want to leave Xiao Zhima, but the reality is that I can't let myself think like this and it's impossible to achieve it...
No matter what time it is, you must have a strong heart to face everything that happens in life. Only when you are determined in your heart will miracles happen.
Fern musters up the courage to face reality and strives to be the best version of himself and complete his tasks no matter what happens.
In fact, everyone has their own obligations and responsibilities. As long as we can clearly realize this problem, it is not too late.
Today, Feifan and Fern are about to face an unknown event. Everyone hopes to do a better job of completing the tasks assigned by the elders.
Thinking of the letter she wrote last night, Fern thought she might as well deliver it now while Little Zhima was still sleeping. She got up, packed her things in a hurry, and went out quickly.
Fern was quite relieved about Ivan's usual performance, because in Fern's heart he still trusted him very much, otherwise he would not have entrusted everything to him.
Fern knew clearly that it might not be a good idea to go to Ivan at this time, but in order to reassure Little Zhima, he decided to take this step bravely.
This was the first time that Fern came to Ivan's dormitory. Before, they mostly went to Feifan's dormitory to communicate with each other.
Since Feifan has to complete the task with me this time, I still have to find a reliable person to complete it, and that is Ivan.
Although Ivan doesn't talk much, he is still cautious and serious in his heart. He just is not good at expressing it. Ivan remembers many things clearly in his heart.
When Fei Fan woke up, he thought about a lot of issues. His master was about to go out. This trip was a bit urgent, so he needed to be fully prepared. No matter what happened, he had to take it seriously.
Fern waited for a while at Ivan's door, looked at the time and thought it was about time, so he knocked on the door.
Everyone has their own way of dealing with things, and Ivan's response to strangers knocking on the door is different from others.
Ivan didn't say anything when he heard the knock on the door. No matter how nervous he was, he walked to the gap in the door and silently observed the situation outside.
Fern held the letter he had written last night in his trembling hands, feeling very heavy in his heart, perhaps because of the uncertainty brought about by a major event.
In the face of such a life, Fern has always been very grateful. Now that he has encountered difficulties, he will do his best no matter what, not only for himself but also for all the people who have helped him.
Although life sometimes plays a huge joke on you, there are always some detours to keep growing.
People often say, "Suffering a loss is a blessing." When you encounter a problem, you may really feel wronged, and those who suffer losses tend to grow faster.
Ivan's behavior of observing in the gap is actually worth learning, probably because if you really encounter a bad guy knocking on the door, at least the person outside the door is not sure whether there is anyone in the house.
In this situation, it would be better to find an opportunity to escape as soon as possible, so Ivan was still quite cautious.
"Master, why are you here? Is there something you want to talk to me about?" Ivan looked at Fern in surprise and said.
Seeing someone open the door, Fern became very nervous...
"I... I'm here today to ask you a favor, is that okay?" Fern looked at Ivan seriously and said.
"Okay, no problem. Please go ahead, Master." Ivan said to Fern who was fidgeting.
When Ivan just walked into the dormitory, he still wanted Fern to sit down and have a good talk, but it seemed that Fern didn't want to do so and looked very anxious.
"I have a letter I want to give you. Feifan and I will go out this morning, but we are not sure what it is or what will happen. So if anything unexpected happens, I hope you can give this letter to Xiaozhima, okay?" Fern looked at Ivan seriously and said.
"There's no problem letting me keep it for the time being. Don't worry, Master. You are all very capable and I believe you will return triumphantly." Ivan looked at Fern firmly and agreed.
"Okay, thank you so much, it's trouble!" Fern said, his heavy heart relaxing a little.
Fern trembled as she handed the letter she had written in advance to Ivan. At this moment, Fern felt mixed emotions...
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