Fern felt so upset that he decided to leave quickly, also to prevent Little Sesame from noticing his unusual behavior.
After leaving, Fern quickly returned to the dormitory. At this time, Ivan thought about it seriously and felt that this outing was really not simple. Something big must have happened that required so much trouble.
But in order to reassure everyone, Fern didn't tell many people. He told Ivan because he had something to ask you, otherwise he wouldn't have let him know...
Fern has always been considerate of others and doesn't want anyone to be implicated because of anything or anyone else. Maybe it's because of what happened before that makes Fern so cautious about the current situation.
I face different problems in different ways and methods, but I also have different feelings in my heart. I am really worried about this matter.
In his heart, Ivan always trusted Fern and Feifan, and believed that all problems could be solved together with them and the elders.
Through his interactions with Feifan and the elders, Ivan is still very confident. Perhaps it is because he has experienced a lot that he is so sure.
But Feifan himself was a little unconfident, probably because it happened too suddenly, but he still believed very much in his own abilities.
Fern had just returned to the dormitory when Xiao Zhima woke up not long after. Fern thought that the elders had arranged for him to come back in the morning, so it was definitely impossible for him to come back at noon...
Considering this situation, Fern decided to find an appropriate reason to give a reasonable explanation to Xiao Zhima so as not to arouse Xiao Zhima's suspicion.
Xiao Zhima still trusts Fern very much in his heart, and will try his best to obey his orders no matter what decision Fern makes.
Every separation will be magnified many times in Xiao Zhima's heart, and he doesn't want to disturb Xiao Zhima's life because of his excessive emotions.
Little Zhima, who has just made some progress, still needs to persist. Now all Fern can do is to provide a quiet living environment for studying.
So far, Fern has not thought of a reasonable solution. He hopes that he can control his emotions before leaving and not let Xiao Zhima worry about him.
Seeing Xiao Zhima waking up in the morning, I felt a little depressed, because I really didn't know if I could hold on, and whether Xiao Zhima would trust my excuses...
This problem still needs to be thought about calmly. Of course, Fern had already considered this problem yesterday, but the moment he saw Xiao Zhima, he felt completely confused.
Some things are really like this. Even if you have a good idea, when you really face the problem in practice, there is still some gap.
At the beginning, Fern acted as if nothing had happened and chatted with Xiao Zhima as usual. Xiao Zhima was in a good mood because the morning air and temperature were his favorite.
Sometimes we may judge whether a person is good or bad based on various things, but it turns out that one's heart is the most important.
You must be different in the eyes of different people. You may see a hundred different images of yourself in the eyes of a hundred people, so being the most authentic version of yourself is the most important thing.
Sometimes some small things may affect your true view of a person, but it is also possible that what you see is just an illusion.
"Little Sesame, I want to tell you something that I almost forgot." Fern smiled and said to Little Sesame.
Fern was really nervous at this time, but he had to pretend to be very relaxed, so as not to attract Xiao Zhima's attention.
"Okay, what's the matter?" Little Sesame looked at Fern curiously and answered.
"Wait, let me guess whether it's a good thing or a bad thing." Little Sesame said to Fern with a smile.
Seeing such a cute little sesame, Fern couldn't help but smile, but tears were flowing in his heart. He really couldn't bear to let go...
But there is no way out. Things have come to this point and we must persist and complete them.
"Okay, no problem, you can open your heart and think about it carefully with your smart brain." Fern said to the naughty little Sesame.
Xiao Zhima really thought about many situations. As a person who has always been positive, Xiao Zhima still yearns for a better life in his heart, so the guess is a good thing.
"I think... it should be a good thing." Little Zhima said to Fern with his eyes almost narrowed into slits while smiling.
"Well...you can say that, it's a good thing." Fern looked at Xiao Zhima reluctantly and answered.
"Ah? It really can't be a bad thing." Little Sesame looked at Fern in amazement and questioned.
"How can I explain this matter? Many situations are unpredictable, so it may happen suddenly." Fern said hesitantly, looking at Xiao Zhima.
"What's going on? Master, please don't keep me in suspense. Tell me quickly." Little Sesame looked at Fern anxiously and said.
At this moment, Fern felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife. He didn't expect that his inner reaction would be so strong.
"Okay, actually, I had nothing to do today, but when Feifan was counting the materials, he found that a lot of them were not enough, and considering the special period now, he finally decided to go out for adoption. He may not be able to come back to accompany you at noon." Fern looked at Xiao Zhima very attentively and said.
Xiao Zhima's first reaction was to support Fern's scientific achievements. He didn't think it was a bad thing, but he was a little worried about Fern...
In order to leave the real side of himself in Xiao Zhima's heart, Fern chose to tell Xiao Zhima the truth since he was going out. This way he would feel more balanced and would not easily expose himself.
Fern thought about it for a long time before he came up with this solution, but after careful observation, Xiao Zhima still believed what he said.
"That's good. You must pay attention to safety on the road. I strongly support your technology. Don't worry." Xiao Zhima looked at Fern very open-mindedly and said.
This answer almost melted Fern's heart. He never expected that little Zhima could be so sensible.
Not knowing how to answer Little Sesame, Fern chose an action to express his inner feelings.
Fern bent down and gently picked up little Zhima. This feeling was very solid and satisfying. Fern hoped to remember this beautiful moment for the rest of her life.
There are too many things that deeply touch Fern's heart, but this time it was less profound, probably because of the different environment.
In Fern's heart, Xiao Zhima's emotions fluctuate greatly, but his performance today was beyond his imagination.
"Master, I'm really fine. It's just a little while. I can still hold on. I'm grown up now and can handle my life independently. Don't worry." Little Sesame said, looking into Fern's eyes.
When Fern heard what Xiao Zhima said, his nose felt sore and he could no longer control his emotions. His eyes were wet with tears...
Every time something happens, Little Sesame is much stronger than Fern imagined, and is very considerate of other people's feelings.
When Fern heard Xiao Zhima say, "It's just a noon time," his heart felt like it was being stabbed by needles and he was very sad.
But there is no other choice but this. I hope the problem can be solved in just one lunch time.
If misfortune really happens, I hope that when Xiao Zhima knows it, he will forgive his actions and continue to live a good life.
Not everyone is as sensible as Xiao Zhima. Maybe it’s because I have experienced more, so when problems arise, I can consider the other party better.
"Okay, let's go have breakfast together." Fern said to Xiao Zhima with a forced smile.
Little Zhima saw that his master was so excited that his tears were a little out of control, so he didn't answer and was trying hard to control his emotions. He nodded gently and went to the kitchen with his master.
Fern cherishes every minute of this moment. This may be the last time he will have breakfast with Xiao Zhima, so he cherishes it especially.
In order to have a better future, the problems that should be faced still need to be solved. This step will come sooner or later. The elders have helped me so much, and I must complete this task today no matter what.
As soon as I walked into the kitchen, I saw Feifan. Before Feifan could say anything, Fern had already signaled that Xiaozhima was unaware of the elders' affairs.
Fern found an excuse to talk to Feifan. His meaning was clear in his eyes and words. Feifan was very smart and responded.
"Brother Feifan, are you here for dinner too?" Xiao Zhima looked at Feifan excitedly and said.
"Yes, what a coincidence that we meet again." Feifan said to Xiaozhima pretending to be very happy.
In order to avert Xiao Zhima's suspicion, Feifan and Fern worked together very well, and their cooperation was seamless.
In Xiao Zhima's heart, she really had no idea what would happen today. Although she knew what happened at noon, she still tried her best to act very happy.
"Come on, let's eat at the same table today, okay?" Fern said excitedly to Little Sesame.
"Okay, no problem, I like this one." Little Sesame looked at Fern happily and answered.
Today's breakfast is still very important in Fern's heart. What might happen next is unpredictable no matter who it is...
She could only defeat all difficulties with her strong will. To be honest, this breakfast took a very short time, but it felt really long in Fern's heart. She really didn't want it to end like this...
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