Chapter 137 Let Him Give Up His Idea
Meng Han was not asleep. He woke up after hearing the noise and found Yu Huan sitting beside his bed.
He looked at her with sleepy eyes, and after a while he reached out to touch her. Only after his fingers touched her body did he smile.
"I thought I was dreaming, you..."
Before he could finish his words, Yu Huan leaned down and pressed herself into his arms, wrapping her arms around him. She said in a low voice, "Did I do something wrong? Why did you transfer me away?"
Meng Han's shallow sleepiness completely disappeared, and his mind became clear. He reached out and held Yu Huan's shoulders, pushed her away, and sat up himself.
His eyes fell on Yu Huan's pajamas, and he frowned, "You just came here like this?"
Yu Huan looked down at herself and realized that she had come in such a hurry that she had forgotten to change her clothes.
Although it is a very conservative style, it is somewhat not suitable for going out.
"I..." She bit her lip, not knowing how to explain.
Meng Han wanted to scold her, but after thinking about it, he swallowed the words back.
Forget it, everyone is already here, and what is more important now is what he is going to say next.
"Since you're here, it's just right. I have something to tell you."
His words gave Yu Huan a bad feeling, and a feeling of unease instantly enveloped her. She looked up at him, and her usually calm eyes now held a certain determination.
"Can I not listen?" She was scared. She was afraid to hear Meng Han speak, afraid to hear the answer coming out of his mouth.
Meng Han reached out and stroked her hair, his voice soft but firm, "You must listen."
Yu Huan bit her lip and looked at him without saying a word.
Meng Han couldn't bear to see her expression, so he turned his gaze away and looked to the side, then spoke slowly, "Actually, I've been regretting it. I regret that I shouldn't have agreed to you in the first place."
"It's not because you did something wrong. You're good, good in every way. It's my problem."
"You should be able to see that when I agreed to this, it was actually just to dissuade you. Starting this kind of relationship with you was never my original intention."
"But I never thought that I would be with you till now and have so many intimate behaviors with you."
"None of this is what I meant, but I can't control this desire. I can't even guarantee that I can push you away the next time you come close."
“So, if something goes wrong, we should stop the loss in time and not let it continue to go wrong.”
He looked at Yu Huan and finally said those words.
"Let's finish and return to where we were."
When Yu Huan said this, tears fell from her eyes, one drop after another, which made Meng Han feel depressed.
He liked to see her cry, her tears always aroused his desire.
But at this moment, his desire was suppressed by pity, and his heart seemed to be strangled by something, and for the first time he tasted an indescribable sour taste.
Leaning over slightly, he reached out and wiped the tears from her face. "As for transferring you, it's also for your own good. That company is completely independent of the group and is now in a stage of rapid development. You can learn more by following He Xiaowei. It will also be more stable."
Yu Huan shook her head in his hand, "I don't want stability, I just want to be by your side."
"Don't be ridiculous. Isn't your dream life to stay in this position and work peacefully until retirement? I can't guarantee anything else, but as long as this company doesn't go bankrupt, you can stay in this position forever."
Yu Huan still shook her head, tears flying everywhere as she shook them. "I don't want to be Xiao Wei's secretary, I want to be your secretary!"
As she spoke, she seemed to remember something and leaned forward suddenly, almost bumping into Meng Han.
She grabbed Meng Han's hand and said anxiously: "You said last time that I only approached you and started with you because I used you as a refuge."
"I didn't react at the time, so I didn't refute you, but I figured it out on the way back. It wasn't like that."
"You're wrong. I'm not using you as a refuge. I really like you."
"I've never been in love, nor have I ever liked anyone else, but it's precisely because I've never liked anyone else that I know I like you."
"Perhaps in your eyes, I only want to be close to you because I long for your affirmation and encouragement."
"But these are just excuses for me to get close to you. Before this, even earlier, I already liked you."
“It’s not that there are people around me who have affirmed me, but that affirmation doesn’t make me happy.”
"Your affirmation and encouragement are the only things that can make me happy for a long time. Even just one sentence from you can make me so excited that I can't sleep."
"It's because I care about you and I like you, so I have such a strong reaction to your affirmation."
"It's just that you're too far away from me. I know I can't reach you, so I've always kept this love in my heart."
"Do you know how happy I was when I discovered your secret? All I could think of was that I could finally be close to you."
"You are no longer a deity in heaven. You are also a mortal, a mortal with desires. I have the opportunity to stand by your side in this way. Even if it is just a short relationship that may end at any time, I am willing to do it."
She grabbed Meng Han's hand more and more tightly, crying more and more miserably. Tears covered her entire face and her eyes were red from crying.
"I just want to stay by your side. This is just a small request of mine. Please, don't push me away, okay?"
"You said you were afraid you couldn't control your desire, so don't try. Now that you know I'm willing to do this because I like it, you don't need to control yourself."
"I beg you, please don't push me away."
The more she spoke, the sadder she became, and her whole body trembled with her sobs.
Helpless and pitiful.
Meng Han almost softened his heart again. He wanted to hug her, comfort her, kiss away her tears, and agree to everything she asked for.
The determination I had just made was now shaky.
Finally, before his determination was completely shaken, he broke free from Yu Huan's hand.
"You are still young, so you think that love is more important than anything else. But in life, love is actually the least worth mentioning thing. You have many things worth exploring and trying."
"When you look back in a few years, you might not even remember why you fell in love with me."
After saying that, Meng Han took out a tissue from the bedside and wiped the tears from her face, "Be good, don't cry, your eyes will be swollen if you cry any more."
After wiping the tears from Yu Huan's face, he threw back the quilt and got out of bed. "Have you eaten? Wait for me to clean up, and then I'll take you out to eat."
As he said that, he walked towards the bathroom.
Yu Huan was a little confused. Is this the end?
But she couldn't recover anything she wanted to recover, and he just turned the page with just a few words?
She doesn't want it!
She knew this was her last chance and she would never see him again. Perhaps after leaving the room today, she would never be able to come back next time.
She must make Meng Han give up the idea of ending the game with her today.
But what method should she use?
How can she stop Meng Han from pushing her away?
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