Lan Feng walked to my bedside and looked at me with eyes full of heartache, "Xiao Shan, I'm sorry for making you suffer."
"Mom..." Lan Xiaoyu gently pulled Lan Feng, as if trying to dissuade her.
The solemn expressions on their faces gave me a bad feeling.
I was startled and reached out to touch my lower abdomen. It was flat, and my heart began to fill with fear.
I looked at Lan Feng with red eyes and asked in a hoarse voice, "My child...is the child okay?"
Lan Feng lowered her head, not daring to look me in the eye, and said in a low voice: "Xiaoshan, the child..."
As if she couldn't bear it, Lan Feng hesitated for a long time without giving an answer, but I already understood in my heart.
My heart felt like it was being torn apart and the pain was unbearable.
My child, he hasn't been born yet, hasn't even seen this world, how could he bear to leave me like this?
My hands tightly grasped the hem of my shirt, and I murmured in disbelief: "Impossible, how could this happen..."
"Xiaoshan, you're still young and you'll have children in the future." Lan Feng tried her best to comfort me, reaching out and squeezing my shoulders. "Don't be too sad. You just had surgery, and too much emotional fluctuation is bad for your health."
How could I care about myself at this moment? My mind was full of the child whom I had not protected.
Perhaps my appearance frightened Lan Xiaoyu. Tears welled up in her eyes, and she sobbed as she persuaded me, "Auntie, don't be like this..."
I shook my head, my mind in a mess. "No, you must be lying to me! My child won't leave me. I'm going to find a doctor. The doctor promised to save my child."
I threw back the quilt and tried to get out of bed, but Lan Feng stopped me. She begged me, "Xiao Shan, that's enough. Accept the reality. The child is gone!"
"You're talking nonsense!" I suddenly became emotional and glared at Lan Feng fiercely, not allowing anyone to say anything about my child.
Lan Feng was a little scared by me, and before she could react, I reached out and pushed her away.
I said stubbornly, "I want to go find a doctor and ask him clearly. I want to find my child..."
I staggered out of bed, and just as I took a step, my legs went weak and I fell to the ground unexpectedly.
“Xiaoshan!” Lan Feng exclaimed as she helped me up and shouted to Lan Xiaoyu beside her, “Go call a doctor!”
I reached out randomly to push Lan Feng and struggled to get up from the ground.
Lan Feng's pleading voice rang in my ears: "Xiaoshan, I beg you, can you please be rational? The child is gone, you must accept the reality."
"I don't want it! You're lying to me!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. Due to lack of oxygen, my head felt heavy and my vision was black. I just got up and fell to the ground again.
Lan Feng was crying with heartache, but she didn't know how to persuade me.
At this time, the door of the ward was opened and Lan Xiaoyu walked in with the doctor.
When I saw the doctor in the white coat, I didn't remember the doctor's face at all, but I was sure that he was the doctor who performed the operation on me.
I suddenly pushed Lan Feng away and stumbled towards the doctor.
Just as I was about to fall, the doctor took two steps forward and reached out to support my arm.
I seemed to see hope. I looked up at the doctor and asked for confirmation: "My child is still alive, right? They are all lying to me! I want you to tell me, I want you to tell me..."
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