Chapter 245
"You are the minister's girlfriend. For his sake, the higher-ups won't hurt you."
"I'm not. I've never been his girlfriend. I just want him to die."
"Don't be so stubborn, little girl. This is going to kill me. If you keep being angry like this, you'll really be dead."
"I'm not angry, I just want him to die!"
"You must be speaking out of anger now. You have such a close relationship with him, otherwise you wouldn't be so reluctant to let him die. He also told me that he couldn't bear to see you die. He brought you here just to make you behave and scare you. As long as you mend your ways, he will let you go. Aren't you going to move to the house over there? He said that as long as you stop associating with the people in your organization and listen to him, he will still pamper you and love you as before. You still have to live in that house."
She spoke word by word, coldly saying, "I didn't feel sorry for him. He saw someone suddenly leave outside the window. You can kill me, but you can't humiliate me."
Secretary Zhang said angrily, "Listen carefully! If you continue to be so stubborn, no one can save you!"
She said, "I died for my beliefs, and it was a worthy death."
For the first time in her life, she pretended to shout slogans, and she found it funny. She remembered Old Wu and Kuang Yumin, the two of them, always shouting those high-sounding slogans and speaking those empty and pretentious principles.
She didn't want to laugh, but when she thought of this, she couldn't help laughing.
When Secretary Zhang saw her like this, his eyes widened like Old Wu's and his face swelled up like a pig's liver.
Thinking of this, she laughed even harder. It wasn't intentional, she just couldn't help it. They seemed like they were in the same group.
When I think of him when he's angry, he's still very handsome. His eyes are fierce and deep, not those swollen eyes like a goldfish. Even when he's angry, his face won't be red and swollen like pig liver, but still sharp and angular.
Oftentimes, his eyes were so pure. She still couldn't believe it.
After all, he doesn't look like a vicious person at all.
She was surprised that at this moment, she couldn't help but think of this again.
In fact, she was touched when Secretary Zhang mentioned the house. But his words were obviously false. Secretary Zhang still didn't know him well enough, so he wouldn't say that.
In fact, she wanted to curse him several times to show her determination, but she just couldn't open her mouth. She didn't want to talk about him like Old Wu and the others did. Regardless of whether what they said was true or not, she didn't want to say anything bad about him.
There have been enough people scolding him in his life, and she doesn't want to be one more.
Secretary Zhang tried hard to control his emotions, and patiently and gently persuaded him: "Don't be silly, you are a girl, your body is fragile, if you really make him angry, have you seen what's here?"
On the way to the interrogation room, it also saw torture instruments and bloodstains along the way, which made her shudder.
She had been with him for so long, and although he seldom mentioned it, she knew from the occasional words that this place was hell on earth.
She knew she couldn't bear it, but she still said stubbornly, "I'm not weak at all. I've endured any torture. If you have the guts, ask him to come and see if I can handle it."
At this point, tears were about to flow down her face. Delicate, how could someone think she was delicate. Everyone treated her like an animal. It didn't matter who she slept with, it didn't matter how much suffering she endured, she had no dignity, no feelings. She was just a tool in their hands, a rope was tied around her mouth, a shackle was put around her neck and tied with a rope, they pulled the rope with one hand and whipped her with the other, forcing her to work desperately for them. When the work was done and she was no longer useful, they would drive her to the market and kill her to sell for money. They felt that this was what she deserved, and they had done nothing wrong to her.
With tears in her eyes, she smiled and said to Secretary Zhang very sincerely, "Thank you."
For the first and only time, she felt that Secretary Zhang was not annoying, and she was actually grateful to him.
This unusual behavior actually made Secretary Zhang at a loss. After a moment of shock, he angrily said, "You are crazy!"
After Secretary Zhang left, she had lost all hope and was no longer afraid. But when Secretary Zhang mentioned torture, she actually became afraid.
But then I thought, it would be so exciting if he came in person.
I always heard him talk about a few people coming over unexpectedly. Now that she was his "guest", what would he do to her? If he wanted to use the torture device on her, would he be able to do it?
He would strip naked and torture her on the bed until she cried and screamed. She was very interested in seeing how he would torture her to the point of excruciating pain while dressed neatly. She was looking forward to seeing what his expression would be like at that time.
What kind of torture would he use on her? She had read in books that interrogating female prisoners was cruel, stripping them naked and even insulting and torturing their bodies. Would he do that? To expose his woman in public? If he still treated her as she was.
Just two days ago, they had been making love on the bed in that apartment for several times. Her mind flashed back to him. Just two hours ago, he was holding her hand, looking at her with affection and speaking sweetly. But in such a short time, he was torturing her. It was truly a fairy tale, unbelievable. She had read many scripts, but now that she thought about it, those scripts written by famous people were so boring compared to her story at this moment. It was a pity that she was going to die, and few people knew about this script, so she couldn't put it into writing. If she could become a ghost after death, she would definitely write it down before going to hell.
In the end, he didn't show up, but was told to be taken away and shot. She was actually very disappointed.
She didn't take the pill at that time. She didn't expect to survive. She just wanted to see him again.
She couldn't explain why she wanted to meet again.
She thought, her heart was longing that when he knew all her shameful past, there would still be a hint of tenderness in his eyes towards her.
In the end, she never got the chance. He still looked at her the same way as everyone else, thinking she was dirty, lowly, and unworthy of love.
But before she died, she thought, or maybe it was nothing, she just simply wanted to take one last look at him before ending this miserable life.
"I just want to see you again." She said in her heart at that time.
There are some regrets in this world that can never be made up for.
Until her death, she felt that he looked down on her and disliked her just like everyone else, and that he would never love her again.
She never knew it until her death, and she would never know it. When he knew what she had experienced, he did not feel bad for her, but felt more sorry for her.
But he couldn't see her for the last time and couldn't tell her in person.
He also didn't wait until she moved into the apartment to give her a temporary home.
A person's life is very short, so short that there are many things we don't have time to do and many words we don't have time to say.
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