Chapter 56 The Long Night
One of Jiang Jinyue's hands was held tightly by Lu Qingmian, and the other hand was grabbing the bed sheet helplessly. The tail behind him broke free from Lu Qingmian's control and kept swinging and slapping Lu Qingmian. The tip of the tail trembled, and he seemed extremely nervous.
"What, what mini-game?" Jiang Jinyue opened his mouth, his voice shaking so much that he couldn't even hear it himself. He closed his mouth again and stopped talking, just looking at Lu Qingmian with a pair of watery cat eyes.
The cat's pupils became round in the darkness, appearing somewhat silly and innocent.
"Exercise your lung capacity?" Lu Qingmian moved closer and closer, and his voice disappeared on Jiang Jinyue's lips.
A dense kiss fell on the lips. Unlike Lu Qingmian's usual strong and fierce kiss, this time the kiss was particularly gentle. Jiang Jinyue went from being panicked at first to being relaxed later. Her lips slightly opened, and there was only Lu Qingmian's figure in her eyes.
The long kiss went from lip-to-lip contact to a passionate deep kiss. Jiang Jinyue let go of the bed sheet and instead grabbed the clothes on Lu Qingmian's shoulders, pulling them continuously. A vague plea came from the plundered lips.
"Lu Qingmian... I... can't breathe... I can't breathe..."
After Jiang Jinyue begged for mercy several times, Lu Qingmian finally mercifully let go of Jiang Jinyue's lips, giving him time to catch his breath.
Jiang Jinyue didn't care about anything else. She tilted her head and breathed in the air. Just as she was catching her breath, Lu Qingmian kissed her again.
The two people lay on the mattress and soon made the sheets and quilts messy. The golden finger quietly appeared and began to cycle various Mary Sue functions in the room.
Romantic piano music sounded in the room, and colorful petals fell from the sky, landing on the bodies and shoulders of the two people. One petal was even blown by an inexplicable breeze and landed on the two people's tightly pressed lips, and was accidentally sucked into their mouths.
The petals were bright red and were pushed into Jiang Jinyue's mouth from between Lu Qingmian's lips and teeth. The petals were crushed and the flower juice slid down the corners of Jiang Jinyue's lips and spread all the way to the side of her neck, leaving an eye-catching red line.
Lu Qingmian's kiss deviated from its course, moving along the flower juice and finally sinking into Jiang Jinyue's neck.
Jiang Jinyue's heartbeat was rapid, his brain was out of work, and his whole body felt limp as if floating in the clouds. It seemed that he could not feel anything except Lu Qingmian on his body. Until the bitter taste of flower petals filled his mouth, he frowned slightly and said vaguely:
“It’s so bitter…”
"Heh." Lu Qingmian chuckled, and like performing magic, he took out a candy from his pocket, peeled off the candy wrapper and pushed it into Jiang Jinyue's mouth. The next moment, he lowered his head and kissed her again, and his mouth and tongue competed with Jiang Jinyue for the candy.
Jiang Jinyue tried to grab the candy back but failed several times. He asked dazedly, "Is this also one of the games?"
"Whatever you think it is."
The atmosphere gradually became excessive, and Lu Qingmian pinched the cat ears on Jiang Jinyue's head from time to time. One of the cat ears tilted to the side, limp, well-behaved and soft.
Unlike the cat ears that twitched from time to time, Jiang Jinyue's cat tail was completely motionless, lying limply to the side. It would only twitch the tip of the tail when it was kissed in a strange place and it was too stimulating.
The kiss lasted so long that even the background music in the room changed several times. The things falling from the sky changed from petals to feathers and then to pink bubbles. When Jiang Jinyue felt that he was about to melt into a puddle of cat food, Lu Qingmian finally let him go, stood up and walked straight to the bathroom.
Because of Lu Qingmian's departure, Jiang Jinyue was suddenly surrounded by cold air. His body shivered with coldness, and he subconsciously reached out and hooked Lu Qingmian's fingers.
Lu Qingmian remained in a half-kneeling position, turned his head, and looked at Jiang Jinyue without saying a word.
Jiang Jinyue was lying on his back on the mattress. The buttons of his shirt had been undone long ago, and some buttons were even missing. The collar of his shirt was spread out in a mess, and only one leg of his pants was still hanging at his ankle. His white shorts were also hanging at his hips, pitifully serving as the last bit of coverage.
He seemed to be unaware of his own situation. He looked at Lu Qingmian with his clear cat eyes, and his mouth, which had been kissed, even became unclear in his pronunciation.
"Lu Qingmian...where are you going?"
Although he would always be kissed to the point of being unable to breathe when being held by Lu Qingmian, Jiang Jinyue became more and more greedy for Lu Qingmian's body temperature. Rather than being wrapped in cold air, he preferred to nestle in Lu Qingmian's arms, even begging for mercy to breathe.
Lu Qingmian's black eyes stared at Jiang Jinyue steadily, without a single ray of light reflected in them.
"bathroom."
Jiang Jinyue's brain was still in a mess and he hadn't reacted yet: "Why go to the bathroom?"
Lu Qingmian suddenly stretched out his finger and rubbed Jiang Jinyue's slightly swollen lower lip hard, saying, "Jiang Jinyue, don't you really know why I went to the bathroom?"
Jiang Jinyue was stunned for a moment, then suddenly realized what was happening, and her already rosy cheeks became even more beautiful.
He looked away guiltily, but did not loosen his grip on Lu Qingmian's fingers. "It's not that we have to go to the bathroom... We are not lovers anymore..."
Lu Qingmian's fingers, which were hooked by Jiang Jinyue, moved, and he held Jiang Jinyue's wrist with his backhand, "Are you sure you want me to stay?"
I'm not really sure... Jiang Jinyue hesitated as soon as he opened his mouth, but when he met Lu Qingmian's dark eyes, courage surged in Jiang Jinyue's heart.
He nodded seriously, "Yeah! It's so cold in the room..."
He wanted Lu Qingmian's hug.
Lu Qingmian still didn't move, "Are you not afraid of me now?"
Jiang Jinyue could still vividly remember how she looked when she was afraid of Lu Qingmian's size.
Jiang Jinyue lowered her eyes and turned her head away shyly. Her voice became softer and softer, and Lu Qingmian had to bend down to hear her clearly.
"I'm scared, still very scared...but you said you wouldn't hurt me."
Lu Qingmian had never caused Jiang Jinyue any pain, no matter what it was.
Jiang Jinyue's trust, dependence and love for Lu Qingmian did not come suddenly; they have come to this day step by step.
Lu Qingmian curled his lips, "Jiang Jinyue, I'm asking you one last time, are you really planning on letting me stay?"
Jiang Jinyue was silent for a moment and nodded again.
Lu Qingmian lay back down beside Jiang Jinyue, stretching out his long arms. Jiang Jinyue took the initiative to roll into Lu Qingmian's arms.
The cold air was squeezed away by the embrace, Jiang Jinyue sighed softly, and finally returned to the beloved arms again.
The trouser legs hanging at his ankles were pulled away, and half of the shirt draped over his shoulders was torn off. Only then did Jiang Jinyue realize that he wanted to hide himself.
Lu Qingmian pressed down on Jiang Jinyue's shoulders with a strong attitude, not letting Jiang Jinyue break free at all.
Jiang Jinyue turned his head and finally realized what was going to happen. The inferiority hidden in his heart overwhelmed the ambiguity and showed up.
Although he stopped struggling, the slight blush on his face faded and his complexion became paler.
Lu Qingmian realized something was wrong and lowered his voice: "Yueyue, what's wrong with you?"
Jiang Jinyue lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes trembling slightly. He hesitated for a long time before whispering, "My body... is it ugly?"
His PTSD is now cured, but the words that haunted him over the past few years still exist in his memory.
Sissy, effeminate, androgynous...
Jiang Jinyue glanced at Lu Qingmian quickly. He didn't dare to look at her any longer, for he was afraid to see disgust for his body in Lu Qingmian's eyes.
"Why do you feel so?" Lu Qingmian lowered his head, and put his forehead against Jiang Jinyue's, rubbing their noses lightly.
Lu Qingmian's fingertips gently fell on Jiang Jinyue's shoulders, moving gently as if playing the softest melody, "You are very beautiful."
"Your body is not ugly at all."
"Yueyue, in my eyes, you are the most beautiful in the whole world and the whole universe. Do you remember what I said in the camping area?"
Every word of praise came out of Lu Qingmian's mouth, his tone was sincere and there was no falsehood at all.
Jiang Jinyue slowly turned her head, her trembling eyelashes raised little by little, meeting Lu Qingmian's gaze.
"What did you say?"
"Jiang Jinyue, I like you, I am madly infatuated with you, and I have been pursuing you."
"These words are not excuses or perfunctory. Every word comes from the heart."
A teardrop rolled down from the corner of Jiang Jinyue's eye, and his curled up body slowly unfolded, like the most shy flower gradually blooming.
"Yueyue, you are the most beautiful and unique Jiang Jinyue. You never need to feel inferior, because you are born with a unique radiance. Your brilliance makes those who fear you can only attack you with the most vicious and shallow words. Don't waste your life on despicable people."
Jiang Jinyue took the initiative to hook her arms around Lu Qingmian's neck, her tearful eyes curved into a relieved smile.
“I’m beautiful.”
“I am unique.”
"I am who I am, Jiang Jinyue!"
"Classmate Xiao Jiang, can you do something with me now that won't waste your life?" Lu Qingmian whispered.
Jiang Jinyue raised his head and kissed Lu Qingmian's chin loudly, then asked knowingly, "For example?"
"For example...fuck-you." Lu Qingmian bit Jiang Jinyue's ear.
As the night deepened, the background music playing in the house changed one song after another. The soft music could not suppress the secret and ambiguous sounds in the room.
The thick mattress was placed directly on the ground without the support of a bed frame. It tilted from the middle of the floor all the way to the corner of the wall, knocking down a group of simulated human models.
Jiang Jinyue finally had a formal meeting with the little Lu Qingmian whom he feared. The content of the meeting was very complicated. He went from being scared at first to being addicted in the end, and he didn't even care about the terrifying-looking simulated human specimen lying beside him.
The super invincible Mary Sue golden finger, which had always been full of energy, finally stopped working after cycling through the Mary Sue functions several times. The background music played sounded like a singer who had run out of breath, and the voice gradually became hoarse and intermittent, along with the increasingly sparse rain of petals, pink bubbles, etc., which disappeared together.
Lu Qingmian's endurance was not even comparable to Mary Sue's golden finger. Jiang Jinyue leaned against the tilted simulated human model, looking up at the ceiling helplessly. His tears were almost dried up, and he felt that he had no strength at all.
He began to beg for mercy.
"Lu Qingmian, I want to sleep..."
"Lu Qingmian, let me go..."
"Lu Qingmian Lu Qingmian Lu Qingmian..."
Jiang Jinyue couldn't remember what he said afterwards. He spoke incoherently and cried all night long, without end.
Jiang Jinyue finally fainted from exhaustion when the first ray of morning sun squeezed in through the gap in the curtains. In the last second before his consciousness faded, he heard Lu Qingmian whispering love words to him over and over again in his ear.
"Yueyue, I love you so much."
Jiang Jinyue slept very soundly. When he opened his eyes, the room was still dark.
He was a little confused. "How long have I slept? Why is it still not dawn?"
"Click." The light above my head was turned on.
Lu Qingmian came over with a glass of warm water and sat next to Jiang Jinyue. "It's dark again, Yueyue. You slept all day."
Jiang Jinyue held the warm cup in a daze, blinked slowly, and lowered his head to sip the water.
"Is it dark again?"
Had he slept that long? He was already wearing new pajamas and was dry. All the stickiness and sweat from the night had vanished. He must have showered.
Jiang Jinyue glanced at Lu Qingmian secretly. Was it Lu Qingmian who helped him wash?
As his sluggish consciousness gradually returned, Jiang Jinyue suddenly realized what he and Lu Qingmian had done. His cheeks instantly turned red, and the red spread along his neck and into his clothes.
On Jiang Jinyue's neck, collarbone and even on his chest covered by clothes, one could faintly see a series of purple marks mixed with unclear teeth marks.
Jiang Jinyue lowered his eyes and saw his hands holding the cup again. There was even a circle of teeth marks on his little finger.
His hand shook and the cup tilted. A big hand reached out to help him hold the cup.
"predict with confidence."
Lu Qingmian's voice was no different from before, and the look in his eyes when he looked at him was still calm.
But on Lu Qingmian's wrist, where he was holding the water cup, there was a circle of deep teeth marks, which were left by him.
The details of last night became clearer and clearer, and Jiang Jinyue's head drooped lower and lower.
He suddenly didn't know how to face Lu Qingmian, so he could only drink water to cover it up.
After drinking most of the glass of water, Jiang Jinyue frowned slightly.
He placed one hand gently on his belly and touched it.
Lu Qingmian asked, "Are you hungry? I've been asking the restaurant to prepare it. I'll have them send it over now."
Jiang Jinyue tilted his head, a little confused. He was indeed hungry, but compared to the feeling of hunger, his lower stomach felt strange.
He raised his eyes, his topaz-like eyes filled with pure doubt, and asked Lu Qingmian:
"Lu Qingmian, I feel weird here... It's like there's something inside."
As Jiang Jinyue spoke, his fingertips ran across his belly, drawing an absurdly large outline.
Lu Qingmian's dark eyes narrowed suddenly, and the calm disguise on his face was completely torn apart. He held Jiang Jinyue's wrist and drew a circle along the shape Jiang Jinyue had just drawn.
"Yueyue." Lu Qingmian curled his lips, his eyes were deep, and the smile on his lips made Jiang Jinyue's spine tremble, and he subconsciously felt a sense of danger.
Lu Qingmian grabbed Jiang Jinyue's wrist, leaned closer, pressed his thin lips against Jiang Jinyue's earlobe, and his voice rang out at the closest place.
"Your body has remembered me."
The outline drawn by Jiang Jinyue's fingertips was exactly 19cm.
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