Chapter 5: Throwing myself into this melting pot of heaven and earth, there are always some dreams and things that need to be passed on from generation to generation



"do what?"

Chen Fan murmured, looking up at the sunset in the distance. When this beautiful sunset falls behind the mountain, the real darkness will come.

Chen Fan didn't say anything.

Until the moment of separation,

He didn't even tell his brothers what he was going to do!

After everyone left,

He stood up silently and walked towards a room.

"What? You want to be a Gray Man?"

In the office, an old man suddenly stood up, his face full of disbelief.

"Yes, I want to be a gray man!"

For the first time, Chen Fan's eyes were so determined.

The old man was stunned for a long time, staring at Chen Fan intently.

"well!"

After a long time, the old man suddenly sighed.

"Why do you want to be a Gray?"

Chen Fan didn't say anything.

Instead, he silently took out a martyr's medal. The red flag on the medal was as red as blood.

"My parents and their colleagues were either drug enforcement officers or gray men. When they were alive, they stood in the darkness and burned themselves to light up the world.

Now they have all sacrificed their lives, and I have grown up. Let me take over the torch in their hands and walk into the darkness to illuminate the light!

Hearing Chen Fan's words,

The old man's body was shaking.

He reached out and touched the martyr's medal, tears welling up in his eyes.

a long time,

He slowly controlled his emotions and looked up at Chen Fan.

His face was filled with satisfaction and admiration. "Like...like, so much like. When your father first entered the academy, the sunshine on his face, his determination and fearlessness of sacrifice, were just like you. They're practically cut from the same cloth!"

"He is my student and one of my proudest students!"

"But he's already walked this path, and his sacrifices are enough. Whether it was out of selfishness or something else, I... don't want you to walk this path again!"

"Son, I don't want to see this police number sealed again one day!"

The old man shook his head slowly.

"But... this is the only meaning of my existence. Only in this way can I feel my body is hot, I can feel my blood flowing, only in this way can I feel that I am alive!"

"But...but...the death rate for drug enforcement officers is 4.9 times that of regular police officers, and their injury rate is 10 times higher. And the Grays are several times more likely to be killed than drug enforcement officers! Aren't you afraid?"

"Afraid! Of course I'm afraid. I think my parents were afraid too, but they still chose this path. This proves that when people are alive, there are always things more precious than life!"

"As a Gray Man, no one will know what you have done. Your files, your information, everything about you will be sealed.

It's like you disappeared from this world, everything about you will be erased!

You have to endure endless loneliness,

You may even be left standing in the darkness, barely surviving. You will have to face countless brutal enemies... You may even become the enemy of the entire world, condemned by thousands, and forever away from the light!"

"I do!"

Chen Fan's answer was still "I do."

Calm yet resolute,

He clearly knew,

There will be no light on the road ahead. He knows clearly that the road ahead is a life-or-death journey.

But he still made the choice resolutely.

He is willing to stand in the darkness,

Burn yourself,

Light up this darkness!

Seeing this scene,

Everyone was silent and stunned.

The expression on his face was extremely complicated.

"He... actually chose to be a Gray Man!"

He clearly knew that the future was bleak, so why did he still rush in recklessly?

He wants to take over the torch from his fathers, step into the darkness, and illuminate our light!

Everything about the Grays will be erased, as if they had never been in this world. They will have to endure endless loneliness.

They may be condemned by thousands of people, and may be far away from the light forever! Gray people, what a tragic word!

"I don't know why... I suddenly don't hate him so much anymore. At least... at this age when he was in the prime of his life, he chose to walk into the darkness... and burn himself!"

"At this age, they are clearly not mature yet, but they are already on the road to return!"

"He was still the bravest warrior at this time, but... he was able to save others, so why couldn't he redeem himself?"

"Hundreds of anti-drug police officers die every year, but many gray men blend into this number and remain invisible!"

“............”

Seeing Chen Fan choose to become a gray man, everyone's heart was uneasy.

Even though they knew that there was darkness ahead and no way back, they still rushed in without hesitation!

Becoming a gray man may lead to being condemned by thousands of people.

Or you might become the enemy of the whole world,

They need to endure the loneliest loneliness in the world,

They are about to face the most brutal enemy in the world.

They have one foot in the world of the living,

One foot in hell!

Chen Qingxuan stared at the screen, her body shaking uncontrollably.

Gray man!

She never thought that Chen Fan would choose to become a gray man.

Chen Qingxuan kept repeating what Chen Fan said in her mind. With every word he said, her heart trembled a little.

But,

Even if you are a gray man,

Even if you became an undercover agent, why did you kill your wife and children? They are your blood relatives!

Why did you kill your colleagues? They were your brothers who shed blood together!

Why do you want to be a demon? Why do you want to be a heartless executioner?

Can this be covered up by being a gray man?

Or did you hide in the darkness, unable to resist its erosion, and then fall into depravity and become a slave to darkness?

Chen Qingxuan only felt an immense sorrow in her heart, a pain as if she were torn apart.

In the jury box,

Several middle-aged men in Mao suits with extraordinary auras saw this scene.

The mist couldn't help but fill my eyes.

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