"Back then... he left without saying goodbye. I thought he was a coward. I thought he chose to escape. Turns out, he became a Gray Man!" A middle-aged man with short hair trembled.
At that time, Chen Fan suddenly disappeared, leaving their side and their world.
They thought Chen Fan had deserted the battlefield.
Chen Fan chose to be a coward and escape. They cursed Chen Fan as a coward countless times in their hearts.
But until today,
They knew the truth.
They thought they were cowards, but they chose to walk into the darkness, blend into the darkness, and drown themselves in the cold darkness.
Burn yourself,
Act as a beacon in the darkness for everyone, shining the light,
At this moment,
They felt like they were about to stop breathing, and they felt the pain of their hearts being torn apart.
Self-blame,
Mixed with guilt!
"Becoming a Gray Man, one must try to hide in the darkness and allow it to drown them. They must make their hearts extremely cold, like machines without emotions.
They have to face life-and-death tests time and time again, and they even have to watch their loved ones, their colleagues, and the loves of their lives die before their eyes!
Another middle-aged man spoke, tears in his eyes. He didn't know what Chen Fan had gone through during the dark years when he became a Gray Man.
But he knew,
Being able to turn Chen Fan, who was so brave that he didn't even blink in the face of death, into a demon walking in the world,
Chen Fan's experience must be more difficult than walking in hell.
"He should have risen higher than us. He should have had a glorious life. His end shouldn't be tormented in this memory judgement device!!"
Another middle-aged man's hands were trembling crazily, and his words were filled with extreme reluctance and grief.
Everything finally fell into deathly silence.
At this moment, countless mobile phone screens and TV screens are watching the live broadcast.
I couldn't help but hold my breath,
They who were cursing just now fell into silence at this moment.
"Maybe... back then, he didn't expect that he would become what he is now!"
"At first, he just wanted to hide in the darkness and illuminate the light!"
"If...if we only look at him at the beginning, is there a moment when you can feel the light radiating from him?"
"If he could hold on to the light deep within his heart...would he have already become the sun by now?!"
"At least for that moment, he deserved those two words - hero!"
“..........”
On the screen,
The picture continues to play.
Chen Fan submitted various review materials. His father was a Gray Man and a martyr, which allowed him to successfully join the ranks of the Gray Man.
He began to enter a new stage of training.
Here,
He has to accept the most severe, painful and demanding training. Here, he also has a group of like-minded comrades.
They have the harshest but warmest instructors.
As expected, he won first place.
Everyone was happy for him getting first place, but no one was jealous of him getting first place.
because,
When you see students studying various subjects until late at night, until they can no longer open their eyes,
After each training session, he would do additional training alone.
Until you are too tired to stand up, you will understand that he deserves the first place!
Instructor Ding Hui asked him why he was trying so hard.
He calmly replied, "Because... after becoming a Gray Man, I... want to die with more meaning!"
sound,
calm!
The words are cold,
That extremely indifferent attitude even makes people feel a little pitiful.
He didn't say any big words.
He just wanted to make his death more meaningful.
"Narcotics police are already excellent enough, and the gray men selected from them are even more outstanding.
He still stands out among the Grays. I never thought he would be so outstanding in the past."
"His words were so calm that it was terrifying. As I listened, I felt my heart tremble!"
"After becoming a Gray Man, he wanted to die a worthwhile death! As the saying goes, a good death is worse than a miserable life. All things are struggling to survive, and he trained so hard just to die a worthwhile death!"
"At this moment...has he already made up his mind to die?"
“...........”
Everyone felt as if a huge stone was pressing down on their hearts.
Chen Fan is only in his twenties.
I am just in the prime of my life.
He should have enjoyed sweet love, he should have enjoyed the beauty of this world,
But,
At this moment, he
But one foot has already stepped on the edge of death, and the hard training is just to make the death worthwhile.
He was so outstanding back then,
How disheartening he is now!
In a corner of the judgement seat, a group of people had faces filled with sorrow and pain.
They were all the Grays who were in the same group as Chen Fan.
But,
There were dozens of people, but only a few of them survived.
The biggest culprit,
In the jury box,
Chen Qingxuan's eyes were somewhat empty.
He was so outstanding and should have had a brilliant life, but in the end he chose the most dangerous Gray Man.
That desperate training,
But just to die more meaningfully,
That tone of indifference towards life and everything,
Is he really not afraid of death?
No,
But in his heart, there are always some things that are more important than living, and some things that can always overcome the fear of death.
But...why can't you hold on to the end?
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