Ryunosuke is usually a listener and he doesn't like to reveal too much about his life to Dazai.
The only thing we could talk about was probably literature. They talked a lot about the stories I wrote as a ghost.
Dazai Osamu would laugh at the hypocrisy and selfishness of the characters in my ghost stories. The stinking disguise only allows the dirty souls to ferment and rot under the bag of disguise.
Ryunosuke did not disagree with Dazai Osamu's statement. It is normal to have different opinions. If they had the same opinions, then the story would be boring.
He would also share some of his own thoughts, such as he would say: "It is normal for people to want to hide their true selves, because the heart is a very private thing, which is only open to those who love it.
It is human nature to conceal one's own malice. People need to be controlled by reason, not malice.
Most of the satire in my ghost teacher's works is not to make people laugh at these behaviors, but to face their own hearts, to feel the pain in the darkness, and then not do the same things as the people in the story. "
Ryunosuke didn't think too much when he wrote this story. He was really just explaining a story, or even explaining his own doubts. Now he finds it quite interesting to discuss the story he wrote face to face.
It's just that the view is a little dark.
Dazai Osamu shuddered: "My ghost teacher will definitely not like what you say."
Ryunosuke just smiled.
They have known each other for almost a year, and Ryunosuke feels that he has not changed Dazai Osamu that much.
He bought gifts for Dazai Osamu and also received some gifts that were not really gifts.
Yokohama is too small, and Ryunosuke also tried to take Dazai Osamu out to play when he was on vacation. They watched the rising light of dawn, the sun and the moon shining together on the silent sea, and the sad and beautiful moonlight since ancient times, which seemed to burn itself in a trance to emit warmth at sunrise.
It was sunset again, and the sky was a beautiful twilight purple. Under that beautiful gauze-like curtain, a cargo ship tore through the gauze and made a long buzzing sound.
"Hey! Dazai! You skipped work and are slacking off here. Are you going to jump into the sea again? Get out!" After a busy day at work, Nakahara Chuuya wanted to go to the beach to relax, but he met someone who made him unhappy.
"It's so rare that such a beautiful view is ruined by a noisy slug." Dazai Osamu wanted to provoke Nakahara Chuuya again, but when he saw Ryunosuke beside him, he reluctantly restrained himself a little.
Nakahara Chuuya also saw Ryunosuke, and knowing that Dazai Osamu did not want to jump into the sea, he was ready to go back. He nodded slightly to Ryunosuke and greeted him, and sighed in his heart that there was actually someone who could tolerate Dazai Osamu.
He wanted to turn around and leave, but he smelled the scent of roses and looked at Ryunosuke in shock.
He had never smelled this scent on anyone else. At this moment, he had a bold idea, but seeing that Ryunosuke was now a little younger than Dazai, he didn't say it.
He probably didn't want others to know, so he pretended not to know. However, he still couldn't help but ask Dazai Osamu about Ryunosuke. Dazai Osamu didn't say anything and even mocked him.
It's really infuriating.
If you count carefully, Ryunosuke has met Chuuya in his non-transformed state only three times. Chuuya always kept a comfortable distance from Ryunosuke, which made Ryunosuke feel a little relieved.
Getting along with Chuuya Nakahara is much easier than getting along with Osamu Dazai.
Another day passed, and Ryunosuke was just about to tell Dazai Osamu that he would be busy from now on. He was already a senior in high school this year, and it was time to start choosing a university and focus on studying for the exams.
He couldn't put more thoughts on Dazai Osamu. This pessimistic child could not tolerate any ugliness in the world. He was looking for someone who was completely flawless, kind and without any haze like a fairy tale.
Ryunosuke can't do it, it's too difficult. He wants to take some of his thoughts back. He wants to follow Luo Li's guidance to change Dazai Osamu, but this doesn't mean he has to delay his own life.
Even in their previous interactions, he had rejected Dazai many times because of family gatherings.
This time, before he could open his mouth, Dazai spoke first: "Akutagawa, a very scary organization has come to Yokohama. Mr. Mori said that if I can stop that organization, he will let me leave the mafia. You will help me, right?"
"Okay, I'll help you." Ryunosuke agreed.
Ryunosuke and Luo Li, who sincerely hoped that Dazai could escape from the mafia, did not notice the mockery that flashed in Dazai's eyes.
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