The ginkgo tree seemed to have a spirit. Jing Yi looked so sad that even the earth seemed to resonate with her, and the snow fell even more violently.
The ginkgo leaves fell more and more violently, as if they had not fallen for a long time, but at this moment they seemed to be falling better, falling with the wind along with Jing Yi's sobs.
Jing Yi lowered her head and slowly opened her red eyes, looking at the small groove in the snow that was evaporated by the heat released by her tears.
He looked at the pit with lonely eyes.
"Why, why do you leave me alone?"
Her sad and lost words broke the silence in the dark night. Rui'er behind her had a complicated expression and unconsciously wanted to step forward to support her.
But thinking that he couldn't disturb the young lady at this time, he forcefully restrained his activities.
No, absolutely not. Rui'er turned her head towards the door, and her heart felt as if it was covered with a layer of frost by the chill of the snowy night, cold and sad.
The lady's appearance at this moment is really unsettling.
Rui'er gritted her teeth and closed her eyes tightly. She didn't want to look, nor did she want to leave. She was resisting strongly in her heart.
The young lady cannot be alone at this moment, but she cannot allow anyone to disturb her. Only she can calm herself down.
There were already bloodshot eyes in Rui'er's eyes. She tried her best to suppress her tears from falling. She must not cry like this.
The lady can be so sad, but I have to stay sober. No matter what I do, I have to do so. This is inevitable.
"Who are you? You often appear in my dreams. I always feel like you are looking for me, so I have been waiting for you.
But I've waited for so long, for more than ten years, and I've been suffering from the same emotions day and night, why don't you show up?
There's nothing I can do now. Tomorrow I'll have to become the concubine of that cruel and merciless Baili Jueyu. And you've been hiding like a tortoise, never showing up. Why is that?"
Jing Yi was completely unable to control her emotions. She didn't know when it started, but there was always a person in her memory who occupied a part of her memory.
But she had no idea who that person was, which made her feel more anxious than ever before.
Whenever that person's blurry face appeared in my dreams or in a certain memory, I would suddenly wake up or burst into tears.
But I never knew who that person was. The only thing I could remember was his charming eyes, which were as dazzling and beautiful as the stars and the sea in the summer night.
I was just surprised at first and curious about who that person was, but as time passed, I became more and more curious.
Then I realized that the person was probably not the one I had seen or remembered at that moment.
He was like someone who had always lived in my heart, never left, but whom I had forgotten for too long.
I once tried hard to recall certain moments I had spent with that person, and the beautiful mountains and rivers that appeared in those memories.
I began to hope and expect that one day that person would appear before me just like in a dream.
But today I suddenly realized that I was just wishful thinking and waiting for the appearance of someone who might not even exist.
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