It's ridiculous. I feel like a clown. How could the person who appeared in my memory so generously appear in front of me so generously? This is something I shouldn't have thought about, nor should I get.
A luxury is always a luxury. I am afraid that I will never have the chance to meet that person in this lifetime.
Jing Yi seemed to have figured it out halfway. She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at the ginkgo tree in a daze.
I have known since I was a child that there was a ginkgo tree in my yard that has been accompanying me as I grew up. Until now, the ginkgo tree seems to have understood my thoughts and is in constant contact with me.
It seemed as if it could hear its own voice and grieve with itself.
Jing Yi laughed at herself, unable to hold back the tears that fell from her eyes once again. Her tears blurred her vision, but she still looked at Ginkgo.
"I don't know if that person will come, or if he or she never existed. All this is just my extravagant hope.
I was such a fool, waiting for someone who couldn't possibly exist to show up."
Jing Yi said these words while her body was trembling, and then she squatted down, leaned against the ginkgo tree, and rested her head on it.
A golden ginkgo leaf fell down and landed perfectly on the shawl on Jingyi's shoulders.
It was so peaceful, as if this was Ginkgo's way of comforting her.
Rui'er couldn't bear it any longer. If this continued, the young lady would definitely catch a cold.
"Miss, it's so cold in the snow, how can you just sit here like this." Rui'er frowned and quickly stepped forward to help her young lady up.
"Miss, no matter what, please go back to the house with Rui'er. It's cold here. If you catch a cold, you will be the only one hurt!"
This time, Rui'er didn't want to care about how the young lady would obstruct her actions, so she leaned her hands on Jingyi's arms and lifted her up with her seemingly petite body.
What surprised Rui'er was that this time her young lady did not stop her actions, which obviously made Rui'er relieved.
If the main lady didn't refuse, then everything would be much easier.
"Miss, although Rui'er can't share anything with you, Rui'er will always be by your side. I will always take care of you."
Rui'er panted and held Jingyi on her shoulder, taking each step with difficulty, leaving several deep footprints on the snow.
Jing Yi's face was dazed at the moment, and her mind was full of that man's gaze. Although the face was very blurry, she could clearly see that it was a face that people could not help but fall in love with once they saw it.
But when I thought that everything I had dreamed of would become an unattainable dream in the future, my heart felt dead and lifeless.
"Miss, lie down first. I'll get you a large basin of hot water to wipe your body, and then replace the charcoal stove with a new one. Maybe this will make it warmer."
Rui'er pulled Jingyi's shawl down, helped Jingyi onto the bed, covered her with bedding, and then quickly walked out of the room.
Jing Yi looked at the beams in front of her, but her vision was dim, as if she could not see anything.
The empty eyes gradually became frustrated.
My mind couldn't calm down, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get that person's shadow out of my memory.
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