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Ye Zhi left before me, and the warmth of her hand still lingered in my palm. The feeling was both real and unreal...
I leaned on the railing, gazing at the buildings on the opposite bank. I thought my mind was blank, but deep down, a question still welled up uncontrollably: Will the man she's going to marry hurt her in the same way she hurt me?
I have no answer, but I see myself as a hedgehog... I no longer imagine love to be beautiful. I think love has the property of cyclical harm, just like when I hurt someone, I will also be hurt by someone else.
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I really wanted a cigarette, so I asked another man who was leaning on the railing for one. When I lit it, I saw the brightly lit city, but my heart remained as lonely as ever.
The emotional framework I held dear seemed to have been destroyed by something.
None of this was my choice.
That's not what I want either.
I really want to know, when Ye Zhi learned about my upcoming marriage at the dinner party that day, did she feel the same way I do now?
And are we, really, two people in love?
One of them had to compromise with reality... the other had deep karmic burdens in his heart.
Hehe... There is no perfect world, no perfect rules, and no perfect love!
It's time to accept your fate!
But I haven't told her yet... During the time she lost contact, I was also a rich person. I bought a very expensive car and owned two houses... Although I still have a long way to go before I become extremely wealthy, I am already capable of building a small family where I don't have to worry about food and drink.
But what she was pursuing was not a small family where she could live comfortably without worrying about food and drink.
This is probably the real reason why we can't be together.
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