She had met Ye Zhi once, so the woman she was talking about must be Ye Zhi. I was lost in thought for a moment before replying, "I gave up. Just a few days ago, I threw the phone she gave me into Erhai Lake in front of her."
"Isn't it unnecessary to go to such extremes?"
"If I don't go all the way, I'm afraid I'll become indecisive... Do you want to hear it?"
I need your advice regarding my experience.
"I do think... I've always felt that you're a man with a lot of experience... You seem to take everything lightly, but when you really get to know you, you realize that you care about everything!"
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All I felt empty about was time, and so did An'an. So I started by talking about how Lu Jia broke up with me and how Wang Lei encouraged me to come to Dali... The time span was three years, covering Shanghai and Dali... I'm a good communicator, so when I talked about these years, it was like a scroll slowly unfolding in front of An'an.
So much so that for a long time after I finished speaking, An'an was still immersed in it.
She felt sorry for Wang Lei, was angry at Lu Jia's actions, and felt powerless because I couldn't reach Ye Zhi's level... Only when talking about Yang Sisi did she find it interesting, because putting aside feelings, Yang Sisi and I really had a lot of ups and downs together, so we had many moments to reminisce about.
After a moment, An'an finally asked me, "If what you said is true and without any embellishment, then I think the women who have appeared in your life have all been quite sincere towards you... at least, at some point, they were sincere towards you... I really want to ask, which of them do you think loved you the most?"
"Shouldn't you be asking me who my favorite person is?"
"No rush, we have plenty of time. Let's unravel these issues step by step and figure them out..."
An'an is a great conversationalist. She is very patient and has a knack for creating topics of conversation. At one point, I truly believed that she could solve my long-standing problem.
Since she was willing to slow down the pace of the conversation, I relaxed and changed the subject, then asked her, "After hearing all that I've said, do you think I'm a fickle man?"
An An laughed: "Isn't being a womanizer a common problem for men?... You're pretty good, you've handled each relationship cleanly, without juggling multiple relationships at the same time... But from your perspective, it must have been tough... It seems like every woman you've met has been great, but I think that you can only truly love one person at a time."
(End of this chapter)
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