“Once, I arrived at the daycare late, and Brother Jin had taken Brother Yun out to play. I was very angry. When he brought Brother Yun back that day, I was the only one in the daycare. I was tidying up my things, and I was actually sulking to myself.”
"Little Jin brought Yun to pick up some things. When they saw me, they greeted me. I wasn't planning to get angry, but I felt wronged, so I lost my temper. I said, 'Why didn't you tell me you were taking Yun out to play? I tell you everything, but you don't tell me anything. It's one thing to not tell me when you take other people out to play, but you didn't tell me when you took Yun out to play either. I'm not happy!' That was my angry tone at the time."
Xiao Jin was a little stunned at the time, and Yun Ge also hugged me and looked at me with concern.
"Xiao Jin explained to me that I wasn't there when he came over, so he didn't say anything. He only took Yun Ge out this one time. I knew I shouldn't have gotten angry for no reason, so I ran away and went home. The next day, Xiao Jin came back and visited Yun Ge at the daycare. While Yun Ge and the others were napping, I was drawing when Xiao Jin came over and sat down. He told me that he might be gone for two days. I was stunned. He's in Beijing, and he doesn't come to the daycare every day. He's never told me when he's coming or not, but that day he did."
"I narcissistically thought that he told me he was going out and wouldn't be coming for the next two days because I had thrown a tantrum the day before. I was in a good mood, and I even wondered if he had a little bit of a crush on me."
“Sometimes, when I get home late at night, I happen to run into Brother Xiaojin. I'll say goodnight to him, and he used to just say 'Mm.' But one time, I deliberately waited for him to come back and said, ‘Brother Xiaojin, say something to me so I can get a good night’s sleep!’ He said, ‘It’s time to sleep, goodnight.’ Then I went home and slept very well. The next morning, when I came back and saw him resting, I told him, ‘Brother Xiaojin, I didn’t dream, I slept very well!’ He said, ‘Isn’t that good?’ I said, ‘Mm, I’ll hear it again in the future.’ After that, I ran into Brother Xiaojin almost every day on my way home, and he said goodnight to me almost every day. Of course, the premise is that I have to stay here for a long time until he comes back. If I go back early, I won’t run into him or hear goodnight.”
“A few days ago, I was very upset and felt that things couldn’t go on like this. I couldn’t get the results I wanted, so I told Xiao Jin that I would avoid coming back at the same time as him in the future. He asked me why. I said that it was getting late and I wanted to go home earlier. He said that he would come back from the Royal Academy earlier in the future and that the food here was delicious. I said that I would not come to daycare anymore, and my mother could bring my younger siblings. He said, no, no, I won’t come.”
“I told him, ‘Brother Xiao Jin, I like you, but my feelings for you will cause you distress, and they will also cause me distress. This feeling is very painful.’ I asked him why he wouldn’t let me not come. He said, ‘When you come, we have a great time chatting, and Brother Yun is happy too, isn’t he?’ I said, ‘I can take care of Brother Yun, but we have to avoid your schedule.’ He said, ‘We have a very relaxed and enjoyable time chatting, don’t we?’ I said, ‘The happier we are, the more I like it. Don’t you understand?’”
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