Meanwhile, Zheng Qiu was also at home thinking about tomorrow.
Because the number of guests exceeded her initial expectations, she went to the market after leaving the Gu family home to ask the vendors to reserve some vegetables and meat for her the next morning, and also went to the shop to buy some seasonings that she didn't have at home.
After returning home, she cleaned the house thoroughly, inside and out.
After finishing my work, I made myself a bowl of noodles, ate it, washed up, and then went to bed.
She was thinking about what Gu Xin meant by inviting everyone to come tomorrow. As clever as she was, she had already understood what it meant.
She hadn't really thought about anything between men and women, nor did she think that Gu En had those kinds of feelings for her. After all, in Gu En's eyes, she was just a rather handsome man.
But it didn't seem to be the case in Gu Xin's eyes.
Zheng Qiu wasn't annoyed by being misunderstood by Gu Xin and the others, but as for whether she had any feelings for Gu En, she didn't at the moment.
She analyzed the possibilities between herself and Gu En in her mind.
If Gu En knew she was a girl and still treated her like this, then Gu En had feelings for her. Does she deserve Gu En?
Gu En has a very good chance of passing the imperial examination this year. He will be either the top scholar, the second-best scholar, or the third-best scholar. At that time, all the young ladies in the capital will want to marry such a young and promising man!
As for her, she was just a coroner, and her identity was that of a dead person. She still carried her mother's ugliness, as well as her brother and younger brother. If she really got together with Gu En, perhaps she would avoid a lot of trouble, and things would become much easier.
But this is not what she wants. She can seek help from outside forces, but seeking help from outside forces does not mean handing everything over to others.
Of course, another possibility is that Gu En knows she is a girl and will stay away from her, since it's not appropriate for single men and women to interact like this.
If that's the case, then she has nothing more to think about.
Thinking about this calmed Zheng Qiu down.
Regardless of whether the Gu sisters are coming tomorrow to see if she is qualified to marry into the Gu family, she should just treat them as usual.
Don't let these trivial matters constrain you.
The most important thing is Gu En's thoughts. Gu En doesn't know her true identity yet, so thinking about it now is useless.
If you ask Zheng Qiu if she has any intention of marrying into the Gu family, she can honestly say that she has no feelings for Gu En. However, if she finishes dealing with her own affairs and the opportunity comes her way, she will accept it.
In her view, marriage does not necessarily require love. As long as two people trust and support each other and stay together for life, that is the true meaning of marriage.
She didn't know if she would fall for another man, but given her current situation, if she had to choose to get married, she wouldn't rule out Gu En.
Zheng Qiu is different from the Gu family's daughters. She did not grow up under the protection of her parents, and her biological father was that kind of person, so she does not believe in love.
But she had been comforted by Gu Xin before, and she had also seen many beautiful stories of couples staying together for life, so she was willing to get married, and she was able to remain faithful to her husband until the end.
That's life; you can't have all the good things in the world.
As long as you can live with your conscience and have a clear conscience, that's enough.
Zheng Qiu wasn't one to overthink or be sentimental; once she figured things out, she quickly fell asleep.
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