After watching Yan Zi finish writing, Feng Xiaoyun pointed to a small artificial lake outside the window and said, "Look at those fallen leaves on the lake. Do they look like him sleeping?"
"Yeah, it looks like it!" Yan Zi nodded obediently.
"Then write your third sentence: The fallen leaves drifted on the lake and fell asleep. Do you think you can let it go now?"
Yan Zi shook his head, "I want to let it go, but I can't."
Feng Xiaoyun sighed for some reason, feeling a little sad. "Then write your fourth line: I want to let go, but I can't, and tears are falling."
“…………”
When Yan Zi woke up, he only felt a severe headache. He sat up, took the cup of water on the bedside table, and drank two sips before he felt much better.
I thought hard, and it seemed like I called Feng Xiaoyun over for a drink yesterday, and then he taught me how to write songs. Then, I seemed to have some memory loss, and later I seemed to hug him?
I raised my hand and rubbed my temple, then realized something was wrong. Yesterday, when I was drinking, I was wearing shorts and a T-shirt. How come I was wearing pajamas now, and the armor on my chest was not on, and it was naked.
Yesterday, it was just me and Feng Xiaoyun at home. Could it be?
Yan Zi was still a little confused at this time, but he felt furious. He jumped out of bed, opened the door, rushed to the next door and knocked on Feng Xiaoyun's door.
"Feng Xiaoyun, come out! Open the door for me!"
"What's wrong, Yanyan?" Chen Mei, who lived next door, opened the door and looked at Yan Zi and asked, "Why did you drink so much yesterday? You even pestered Xiaoyun, crying and making a fuss. If Xiaoyun hadn't come over to call me, I wouldn't have known you drank so much."
"Look, you're a girl, but you hugged Xiaoyun's thighs and told him not to leave, and he wouldn't pry them apart. Then I changed your clothes, and you were still making a fuss, which made my old waist tired."
"Aunt Mei, it was Feng Xiaoyun who called you yesterday..."
"What else can you do? You're dragging him around and not letting him leave. Also, why are you knocking on Xiaoyun's door so hard? He left this morning."
"No, nothing, it's okay, I just, I don't have anything to talk to him about. Then I'll go back first."
Yan Zi felt her cheeks flush. Chen Mei's words reminded her of something. But why had she hugged Feng Xiaoyun and told him not to leave? What had she forgotten?
When I returned to the room, I saw that the photo frame containing my photo with Ma Dong had fallen over on the desk, with a piece of paper underneath.
Straightening the photo frame, Yan Zi sighed softly as he looked at the two brightly smiling faces on it.
She picked up the piece of paper below, and saw some crooked words written on it. It turned out to be a song with music composed for it. Although the words in the lyrics were messy, it was still obvious that she had written them herself.
So this is the song that Feng Xiaoyun taught me to write last night. The melody above it is written in unfamiliar handwriting, which should have been added by Feng Xiaoyun.
Taking the guitar from the wall and placing the music score in front of him, Yan Zi played the guitar and sang softly.
The weather turned cold, the rain started, and you left.
I know that my love is lost
The fallen leaves fell asleep on the lake
I want to let go but the tears are floating
Look, can you see it?
I pretend the past doesn't matter
But I found that I couldn't do it
I said goodbye only to find I'd never see you again
I can't lose your smile like this
The photo is on the corner of the table but you and I can't find it
What if the roles were reversed?
I said goodbye only to find I'd never see you again
Can I just hold back my tears?
You promised to stay with me till old age, where can I find eternity?
Hug me again for a minute or a second
The weather turned cold, the rain started, and you left.
I know that my love is lost
The fallen leaves fell asleep on the lake
I want to let go but the tears are floating
Look, can you see it?
I pretend the past doesn't matter
But I found that I couldn't do it
I said goodbye only to find I'd never see you again
I can't lose your smile like this
The photo is on the corner of the table but you and I can't find it
What if the roles were reversed?
Your smile, your goodness
My mind keeps turning
I can't forget my hands
The temperature of your hands
My heart is broken and I can't get back the heartbeat I had before
Sad past, I can't escape
I said goodbye only to find that I would never see you again
Can I just hold back my tears?
You promised to stay with me till old age, where can I find eternity?
Hug me again for a minute or a second
The first time she sang and played the song, it wasn't very smooth. She finished the song haltingly. Yan Zi was alone in the room, tears streaming down her face once again.
Looking at the last line of lyrics on the note, what appeared in her mind was the scene of her and Feng Xiaoyun hugging each other for the last time yesterday.
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