Chapter 85 Doctor Xiao
But he couldn't show that he cared too much.
If only he showed some real emotion.
She said he crossed the line.
I wish I could use this as an excuse to completely break up with him.
Bo Jinxiu forced a smile: "I'm glad you're alright. I'm not that unkind. Let him have a good rest. I'll send someone to take good care of him."
Jiang Ciyou nodded.
Bo Jinxiu walked over to Jiang Ciyou and asked, "Let's go to the supermarket together? I'll cook for you tonight?"
Bo Jinxiu cooks delicious food.
But he is very busy and rarely cooks.
To be honest, Jiang Ciyou was quite envious of his cooking skills.
But in the end he refused: "I have to go back to Yan's house tonight, so I can't have dinner with you today."
Jiang Ciyou walked to Bo Jinxiu's side.
She tiptoed and kissed his cheek: "I'm leaving first. I might be back late tonight."
After saying that, Jiang Ciyou left in her high heels.
Jiang Ciyou couldn't wait to go to Yan's house.
Soon he went to Yan Feng's room.
The safe was opened successfully using the password.
The safe was empty.
There is only one notebook.
Her diary.
Jiang Ciyou squatted down and took out the diary.
It was the diary that I lost in the first semester of my sophomore year.
It's still brand new, with no signs of being frequently flipped through.
I guess Yan Feng has only read it once.
Jiang Ciyou held the diary and slowly walked to the sofa.
Holding this diary, I feel extremely complicated.
She never expected that a small diary could completely change the trajectory of her life.
And at this moment, it is like a Pandora's box.
Jiang Ciyou knew, just open it.
All the sins, deceptions, darkness, traps and schemes will be thoroughly exposed.
Maybe it will affect the fate of several people.
Jiang Ciyou slowly opened the diary.
The first few articles were all written by her.
A record of some interesting college stories and future plans.
Finally, she turned to the first diary entry written by Xia Ling imitating her handwriting.
[May 1st, sunny.]
Today, I watched Ah Feng play basketball and saw the scar on his waist. It was so ugly and scary. I've always felt guilty about that incident and promised to take responsibility for it. However, when I look into my heart, I find that I hate him more and more. It was clearly his own carelessness, so why should he blame it on me and make me feel guilty for the rest of my life?
May 7th cloudy
Yan Feng got into a fight today and ended up at the police station. How can he still be so childish? From childhood to adulthood, it seems like I've always been cleaning up his messes. I'm so tired of it, and in the end, I still have to comfort him. He's always like a child who never grows up. When will he be able to mature a little?
May 23rd cloudy
I've really had enough of Yan Feng. He's as dumb as a groundhog that can only bark. We clearly had a sure win in today's debate, but in the end, he gave someone else an opportunity to take advantage of us. I really want to pick his brain apart to see if it's empty. He's been bad at nothing since elementary school, and he's incredibly stupid. He's just lucky to be born into a wealthy family. If he were an ordinary person, he would definitely achieve nothing and wouldn't even be able to get into university.
June 9, cloudy
Yan Feng wanted to kiss me today, but I didn't really feel anything for him. Even the thought of the scar on his waist made me feel sick. It was a constant reminder of how much I owed him. I hated this feeling so much that I even wondered if it would only go away if he died. Of course, I didn't want him to die, I was just thinking about it.
[Rainy day on July 7th
Today is Chinese Valentine's Day. Yan Feng asked me out for French food. He probably doesn't know that I hate French food the most. He also gave me a pair of sneakers, which I find ridiculous. Sneakers are something he likes, but I never wear them. How can I break up with him in a decent way? However, I don't want to give up my status as the young mistress of the Yan family. After all, the Yan family knows me well and is one of the richest families in Rongcheng.
[Sunny on July 30th
Gao Qiao confessed to me, and I was a little moved. He is much better than Yan Feng, and he is also manly. I enjoyed kissing him. These are things Yan Feng can't give me. But I can't tell Yan Feng about these things yet. But the feeling of having two girlfriends at the same time is really good. It's just a relationship, not marriage.
August 19 Rain
I slept with Gao Qiao, and it was such a pity. Unfortunately, Gao Qiao knew it wasn't my first time. I lost my virginity on a rainy day during the summer vacation of my freshman year. Fortunately, Yan Feng didn't know. I've been in a relationship with Yan Feng for two years, and he's always been very well-behaved. At most, we just held hands. I doubt he's capable of that. Maybe he had more than just his waist and legs burned back then? If I really marry him, do I have to spend my whole life with this cripple?
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Jiang Ciyou's fingers began to tremble, deforming the edge of the diary.
Xia Ling imitated her handwriting and wrote a whole book.
From the little things in life to the big events on special days.
Even Jiang Ciyou was surprised how Xia Ling knew so much.
She seemed to be invading every day and every detail of her past at any time and anywhere.
Just thinking about it makes people feel a little creepy.
No wonder Yan Feng said that she looked down on him, hated him in her heart, and wished he would die.
This diary constructs a dark, twisted and shameful psychological world.
Xia Ling also calculated Yan Feng's proud and cowardly self-esteem.
There was no way he was going to confront her.
I have to admit that Xia Ling is a master at playing with people's hearts.
All the past events, like peeling off a cocoon, removed the obscurity and laid bare in front of Jiang Ciyou.
She finally resolved some of her initial confusion.
But these were not the answers she was looking for.
About that matter.
There isn't much mentioned between the lines.
But there is one thing.
Jiang Ciyou was certain of it.
That incident must be related to Xia Ling.
Because that day, there was a rare rainstorm in the year.
Jiang Ciyou left the Yan family without even staying for dinner.
She threw the diary on the passenger side of the car.
Driving a car, speeding through the city's elevated roads.
Her head was splitting and her vision was starting to blur.
The panic and trembling of a few years ago came like a wave.
Her body couldn't help but tremble and shake.
The cold sweat oozing from my back had soaked my thin shirt.
Jiang Ciyou knew that her depression had recurred.
And it is accompanied by severe physical symptoms.
Jiang Ciyou has always suffered from severe depression.
From the day she knew she had been violated.
Because from that day on, she had nightmares all night long.
But I can't talk to anyone.
Her sleep became extremely poor.
But at that time, her symptoms were not too serious.
Because she met Dr. Xiao.
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