"Don't resist fraud, don't trust?" Chen Heng murmured. She understood this sentence. It meant that you should not subjectively suspect others of fraud or dishonesty based on your own assumptions.
Turning the page, there was a short story. Lu Ji'an wrote in his reflections: If one does not cultivate himself, even if he is a gentleman, he will become a villain.
"These are all principles of life. But how many people can actually do it? Nowadays, I'm afraid no one would like to listen to this kind of chicken soup. Because it's impossible to do it, it's better to watch a short video or read a refreshing article. Everyone will choose something that is easy to do and makes them feel comfortable." Chen Heng looked at the person sleeping on the bed.
But Lu Ji'an was able to do it, his words and deeds were consistent, and his knowledge and actions were unified.
There are too few people like this.
Chen Heng really wants to be such a person, working hard towards her ideal life, keeping her original aspiration unchanged for years, decades, or even a lifetime.
Oh, it’s too difficult. I guess she can’t do it.
Time passed quickly, and when Shen Heng was reading a book and gaining some insights, Lu Ji'an woke up.
Shen Heng hurried over and subconsciously wanted to touch his forehead, but Lu Ji'an turned his head away.
She had no choice but to withdraw her hand. Seeing Lu Ji'an turned back, Shen Heng reached out and placed her hand on his forehead to feel the temperature.
Lu Ji’an: “…”
"Sir, I'm all here. Let's not be too picky tonight. Are you hungry?" Chen Heng asked.
Lu Ji'an shook his head: "Why are you still here?"
"Now that I'm here, I have to take care of you first."
Lu Ji'an looked at the sky. The night had faded a lot, and it seemed that dawn would soon come. "I'm fine. You should go back early."
"I understand." Shen Heng nodded. She was also sleepy.
"Chen Heng, you are a casual person, and you tend to be as straightforward as a boy. However, these things are inappropriate no matter where they are said, and they will cause trouble to others." Lu Ji'an's voice was not as weak as before.
Chen Heng nodded. She understood the reasoning. She had to fulfill her responsibility to take care of him. From Lu Ji'an's perspective, it was causing trouble for him, but from her perspective, he was a patient and such a serious injury could not be taken lightly.
"Ajian is your husband, but you completely disregard his feelings. Have you ever thought about how this will hurt him?"
Objectively speaking, Lu Ji'an was right. Chen Heng said, "Your Excellency is exaggerating." The word "hurt" was not enough.
"Ajian cares about you and values you." Lu Ji'an knew that he was very important to Xie Jian. He respected him as a teacher and also protected him as a teacher. Sometimes when he was late investigating a case, he would let Ajian sleep with him. Ajian would always say that he didn't want Shen Heng to wait for him at home. "You should also keep him in your heart."
Chen Heng: "..." In your heart?
Seeing Chen Heng's unhappy face, Lu Ji'an smiled. It seemed that he didn't like what he said: "Chen Heng, if I am gone one day, you must take care of him."
"Where are you going, sir?" Chen Heng asked.
"I'm just saying that."
"Ajian is already seventeen, he can take care of himself." Chen Heng didn't want to add any more pressure to herself, nor did she want to make random promises.
Lu Ji'an shook his head: "He's different."
"You are responsible for your own life." She couldn't watch him for the rest of his life. Shen Heng felt that the current Xie Jian was much better than before. She was no longer in the history she knew. If Xie Jian continued like this, he would never become that treacherous minister.
"You are husband and wife. You should support each other and spend your lives together. Ah Jian's personality..." There are some things Shen Heng doesn't know, and after tonight, it is unlikely that he and Shen Heng will talk like this again. Lu Ji'an thought about it. As someone who will spend his life with Ah Jian, there are some things he should know: "Since he came to the imperial capital, more than a dozen people have died at his hands."
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