It felt like a crack was torn in my heart.
She could no longer shed tears, and said in a weak voice, "I have no husband, no family... Please, please save my child."
"Um……"
The nurse glanced between my legs, looking a little embarrassed, but she finally said, "We will do our best."
Hearing these words from the doctor, I breathed a sigh of relief.
However, once she was lifted onto the operating table, the doctor asked about her general condition and then said, "Please have the anesthesiologist come over and be ready to perform a uterine cleaning."
I stared at the glaring operating light with my eyes wide open, my eyes dry and painful.
The doctor lifted up my ankle-length dress and seemed to ask me something. My brain was buzzing, and I had no other choice.
A slight stinging sensation came from the back of his hand, and he instantly lost all consciousness and fell into darkness.
"Mother."
"Mother."
"Baby is leaving, mommy doesn't want baby anymore..."
Watching the small figure moving farther and farther away from me, I suddenly shouted, "No! Mommy doesn't want to leave you!"
When I opened my eyes, I saw a wall covered with snow.
The ward was so quiet that only the sound of dripping medicine could be heard. Jiang Lai, who was standing guard nearby, suddenly stood up and asked nervously, "How do you feel?"
"Laila, where is my child?"
“…I’m sorry…” Jiang Lai’s eyes suddenly turned red.
"I……"
I touched my belly, feeling numb as if my soul had been taken away. "My child... I dreamed that he said I didn't want him anymore..."
"Ruan Ruan..."
Jiang Lai's eyes immediately turned red, and she turned her head away to wipe away the tears. "I don't blame you, I don't blame you. The baby must know that mommy loves him the most."
"But I still failed to protect him."
Blame me.
It's all my fault.
There seemed to be a big hole in my heart, and the cold wind was rushing in.
The blood in my body ran cold.
Jiang Lai kept shaking his head. "It's not your fault, idiot. Why are you so stupid? If you're really sad, just cry, okay?"
"Achuan, I want to eat cream cake!"
A delicate voice was heard outside the door, followed by Fu Qichuan's cold voice, "The doctor said you can't eat cold food recently."
"Oh! Then can you carry me to the ward?"
"...Fu Jinan, when will you grow up?"
…
Jiang Lai was suddenly furious and turned around like a firecracker, but was held back by me.
I looked at her blankly, "Lai Lai, I don't want to stay here anymore."
She spoke distressedly, "The doctor said you just had an abortion... and surgery, and you have injuries. It's best to stay in the hospital for two days for observation."
"I want to leave now."
I stood up immediately, feeling as if I could not help but feel a near-fatal cramp in my lower abdomen. Under Jiang Lai's astonished gaze, I immediately pulled out the needle from the back of my hand, got out of bed and left.
"Ruan Ruan..."
Jiang Lai quickly grabbed a bag of medicine from the bedside table and followed, "Okay, I'll do as you say."
In addition to my stomach, I felt pain in many other parts of my body. Even with Jiang Lai's support, I couldn't walk fast.
What's even more unfortunate is that when we get to the elevator, we have to pass by the door of Fu Jin'an's ward.
"Nanzhi?"
Fu Jinan saw me and suddenly said something, then pushed Fu Qichuan, "I think I saw Nanzhi, can you see if it's her?"
Immediately, Fu Qichuan's pair of dark eyes glanced in my direction, and he stood up and strode out.
Jiang Lai had the opportunity to attack, "Fu Qichuan, you still have your old man in your eyes..."
"Why didn't you stop her?"
Fu Qichuan stopped in front of me, his face frighteningly cold, and interrupted Jiang Lai harshly, each word he said stabbing into my heart like a dagger.
"Ruan Nanzhi, you're such a smart and rational person, why did you just watch her act so willfully and foolishly? Don't you know she's pregnant?!"
The questioning came at me head on, and I was stunned.
I rubbed my aching lower abdomen, and Cang Qi said, "What did you say?"
"She had a miscarriage!"
Fu Qichuan pointed in the direction of the ward, his eyes sinister, "She lost her child! The doctor said that it will be difficult for her to have children again in the future! Ruan Nanzhi, are you satisfied?!"
“…”
His question made my whole body tremble. My throat felt like it was blocked by a sponge soaked with water. A bitter arc formed on my lips, and it took a long time for me to say, "She had a miscarriage?"
But……
I had a miscarriage too.
Fu Qichuan.
The blood that flowed out of my body was our child, the child I had been waiting for so earnestly for so long.
I also always thought that even if this terrible marriage ended one day, I would still have my children to accompany me.
But now, all of that is gone.
It seems like... I don't have anything to look forward to.
He said that Fu Jinan had played a "prank" and made me lose everything.
But in the end, I was the one to be blamed.
Fu Qichuan stared at me intently, clenching his cheeks. "Are you so happy to see her have a miscarriage?"
I laughed even more wildly, "Yes, she deserves it!"
Even if her child gave my child's life in exchange for hers, it could not offset my hatred.
“Snap—”
His expression was extremely cold, and he slapped me firmly and fiercely on the face. "Ruan Nanzhi, how can you be so cold-blooded!"
ha.
I stared at him in astonishment, unable to tell whether the slap he made hit my face or my heart.
I only knew that he didn't love me, but I never expected that one day he would call me cold-blooded or even beat me because of Fu Jinan.
The relationship of so many years turned into a joke in an instant.
I laughed and laughed, holding back the tears that were about to burst out, and suddenly raised my hand and slapped him back without hesitation!
"Fu Qichuan, we're done!"
It's completely over.
He twitched the corner of his mouth in pain, revealing a cold and sarcastic smile, "It's over? You wanted it to be over a long time ago, right?"
Jiang Lai was furious. "Fu Qichuan, are you talking like a human being? Isn't Ruan Ruan's life her own? You are obviously her husband, why did you treat her like this because of an outsider? She just had a miscarriage..."
"I'm her husband?"
Fu Qichuan suddenly raised his voice, looked down at me, and interrupted me with a sharp tone, "Does she want me to be her husband, or someone else to be her husband?!"
I felt it was ridiculous and my body was in severe pain. I relied on Jiang Lai to support me and just managed to stand. "Fu Qichuan...what are you talking about?"
"Stop pretending."
Fu Qichuan sneered, "Did you watch the concert alone that day?"
I immediately realized what was happening, but before I could say anything, he sneered, "You keep blaming me, but you're secretly watching a concert with Lu Shiyan. Ruan Nanzhi, don't you think you're quite hypocritical?"
I suddenly burst out laughing uncontrollably, my whole body shaking with laughter.
"You're right, Fu Qichuan, I am just that kind of hypocritical person. Are you satisfied? Since we both think the other is trash, let's end it as soon as possible."
"See you at the Civil Affairs Bureau on the 5th of next month."
"As for the company, I will complete my resignation tomorrow, and I will also send my MS design competition submissions to them."
"Let's stop here."
"Ruan Nanzhi..."
As I uttered the last word, he suddenly panicked.
With Jiang Lai's support, I left without looking back. He seemed to be angry again.
Behind him, his cold and ruthless voice came.
"Ruan Nanzhi, you're so eager to leave me, do you think Lu Shiyan is a good person?! Don't be naive!"
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