I paused slightly, feeling an indescribable sadness in my heart.
The whole world knows that I like him. I like him so much that there is no room for anyone else in my eyes and heart, but he always thinks that I like someone else.
If it were once, I would have wanted to tear out my heart, Fu Qichuan, look, it has your name written all over it. But now I can't do it.
I even suspected that even if I took it out, I wouldn't be able to find his name, only the devastation would remain.
On the way back to Jiang Lai's house, Jiang Lai looked at me distressedly, wanting to say something but stopping herself. Finally, she couldn't help but ask, "Why didn't you tell him that you also had a miscarriage?"
"It's meaningless."
I held my stomach and leaned on her shoulder, my voice pale and weak, "In exchange for his temporary change of heart, then what?"
I've done this too many times, trying to get back on track, only to fall flat on my face.
The price this time is even more heavy.
"Too."
Jiang Lai sighed deeply, holding back his sobs, and said, "Let him be with the person who killed his child. When he finds out, we'll see how much he'll regret it."
"He won't necessarily regret it."
When I thought about how he questioned me coldly just now because of Fu Jinan, I just felt pitiful and sad.
So what if he knew.
Between my child and Fu Jinan's child, he will only choose the latter.
That scene on the road that day taught me a profound lesson.
He ran towards me from a distance, and when I needed him to lend me a hand the most, he ran to another person.
He held her trembling, held her roaring...
I suddenly felt that my eight years of relationship were worthless.
He doesn't love me.
Even if I died in front of him, he would probably step over my body and rush to Fu Jinan.
What a touching and deep affection.
Jiang Lai became angrier and angrier as he thought about it. "Ruan Ruan, how about we call the police?"
I shook my head slightly and looked at the bizarre street scene outside. "Tell me, how many people in Jiangcheng now can defeat Fu Qichuan?"
Grandpa was here before, and even after this incident, he could still control Fu Qichuan, but grandpa is gone.
So what if I take the case to the police station? Not to mention whether Fu Jinan can be convicted, Fu Qichuan's power alone is enough to make him put the blame on me.
I just want some peace and quiet now, away from them.
Moreover, the words Fu Jin'an said before she went crazy made me feel more and more that my grandfather's death was most likely related to her.
I am not the only one who has not had a good ending.
There is still a long way to go.
That night, I slept in a hazy state, and the scenes of the day flashed through my mind like a movie.
By the second half of the night, my entire back was soaked with cold sweat and my mind was extremely clear.
My child...
Will it hurt when he leaves?
I think so.
He was so small, so tiny, he couldn't even cry out in pain.
My heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly, it was so sore and painful, and I couldn't breathe. I curled up in a ball on the bed, and only then did I feel a little relief.
…
The next day, I cheered myself up and went to the company for my last day of work.
Before getting off the bus, Jiang Lai grabbed me and told me, "Don't touch cold water, don't get too tired, don't get exposed to the wind, or you'll catch a cold. Do you understand?"
She spent the entire night looking up postpartum care tips. She had originally disagreed with my going to work the previous day, but I really didn't want to put it off any longer. The sooner I could finally break up with Fu Qichuan, the better.
"I heard you, don't worry."
I had no choice but to agree.
When I entered the office, I found that the door could be opened directly. I looked at Lin Nian in confusion and asked, "Have you been in there before?"
If I remember correctly, I locked the door when I left last night.
Whenever I have a project or competition, I lock the door to prevent the design drawings from being leaked.
Apart from the CEO, Lin Nian is the only one who has the permission to enter the company.
She had been working with her head down, but when she heard that, she panicked for a moment, as if frightened. She smiled and said, "Oh, yes, I saw that the weather was nice today, so I opened the window for you to get some fresh air."
"Thank you very much."
She has always been a caring assistant.
After a morning of handing over, everything that needed to be handed over was done, and everything that needed to be sorted out was sorted out.
Finally, I realized that even though I had worked at Fu's for so many years, all the things I could carry with me could not even fill up a storage box.
Just like my marriage with Fu Qichuan, we spent three whole years together, day and night, and yet we ended up breaking up over just a few suitcases.
"Sister Nanzhi."
At noon, Lin Nian knocked on the door and walked in, holding a phone with a still-lit screen. His expression was a bit complicated, and he spoke hesitantly: "So... you know my idol?"
I knew she was talking about Lu Shiyan, so I smiled and said, "Well, didn't I tell you before that he and I were college classmates?"
"When did he return home?"
"Just a while ago."
As I was packing my things, I said, "I was thinking of introducing you to him after I'm done with this."
"Aren't you all going to the concert together? Why didn't you invite me?"
"What are you thinking about?"
I subconsciously explained, "I was stood up that day, and I ran into him at the door, so we went to the concert together."
"Yeah……"
Seeing her strange expression, I couldn't help but ask: "Yeah, what's wrong with you?"
"No, I just read what was said on the forum and thought you had a close relationship with him."
She immediately forced a smile and asked, "When are you free to introduce us?"
"Let's wait for a while. He just joined MS not long ago and he must be busy." I was also exhausted physically and mentally.
"oh."
She responded softly, and when she saw me packing up, she was stunned. "What are you doing..."
"I'm quitting my job."
I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. "However, Fu Jinan probably won't be coming to the company during this period. Even if he does, he'll go to the president's office. No one will make things difficult for you, don't worry."
"Aren't you going to take me with you?"
"I want to rest for a while."
I endured the dull pain in my lower abdomen and whispered, "Wait until I find my work..."
"Okay, Director Ruan, I understand."
She suddenly interrupted me abruptly, turned around and walked out.
What happened to this girl yesterday?
Before I could think deeply, the phone on the table suddenly rang.
Lin Guoan.
I looked at the caller ID and was a little surprised. "Hello, uncle."
During the years I lived with my aunt, my uncle and aunt had many quarrels. Later, when I went to college, I never went back to live there again.
In order not to dislike him, I either give him gifts during festivals when he is not at home or order them online.
I didn't expect that he would call me.
"Your aunt is ill."
On the other end, Lin Guoan threw out this sentence and said, "We are at Sacred Heart Hospital, please come over quickly."
I was stunned for a moment, "Hey, I'll be right there."
When I rushed to the hospital, Lin Guoan and my cousin Lin Feng were there, and my aunt was also lying on the hospital bed.
Seeing me coming, my aunt was a little surprised and glared at Lin Guoan, "Didn't I tell you not to disturb Nanzhi? She has her own life!"
"That's not what you said."
Lin Guoan sat on a chair with his legs crossed. "Our family has raised her for so many years. Now that you're sick, it's only natural for her to come and see you, right?"
"The child sleeps on a balcony that's cold in winter and hot in summer, and she doesn't even dare to touch a piece of meat with her chopsticks. And you still have the nerve to say you're raising her?"
"I didn't let her die outside, she should repay me!" Lin Guoan shook his legs, and the keys on his waist made a series of noises.
I pursed my lips and said, "Aunt, uncle is right. It's time for me to come and see you."
"He's damn right."
My aunt was no longer as cowardly as before. She taunted me angrily, "I let you live on the balcony for a few years in exchange for a betrothal gift of 100,000 yuan and a regular monthly payment for living expenses. But he's still greedy and has the nerve to ask you to repay me. Is that shabby balcony made of gold?!"
"Ruan Qingzhi, don't be so ungrateful. Who did I ask her to come for? It was for you, right? If she doesn't come, the hospital will kick you out tomorrow!"
Lin Guoan also became irritated. He stood up and looked at me as if it had nothing to do with him. "Stomach cancer. The doctor said the treatment plan will cost 300,000 or 500,000 yuan. Let us choose."
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