Chapter 1486 Why didn’t you tell me?
A ray of light fell on a pair of hands.
And these hands are not the hands of one person, but two hands clasped together, with the index fingers intertwined.
At this time, Nan Yan gradually woke up and felt her hands were heavy and a little hot. She frowned slightly, then opened her eyes.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I was stunned.
Because what caught his eye was Zhu Feng sitting beside the bed!
Maybe it was because he didn’t sleep all night, but his eyes were bloodshot and his eyelids were a little blue.
And his gaze—
Nan Yan had never seen such a look before. Zhu Feng's eyes were always either deep and incomprehensible or violent and vicious. But at this moment, when he looked down at her, his eyes were still, and in the depths of his eyes, something seemed to be flickering.
There is a hint of enthusiasm, but also a hint of confusion.
He looked like a man walking in the desert, extremely thirsty, who suddenly came to a water source, looked at the clear spring flowing under his feet, and didn't know what to do.
Being looked at like this by him, Nan Yan seemed a little confused for a moment.
I have absolutely no idea what to do.
The two of them just stared at each other quietly.
Although he didn't move and didn't say anything, as soon as he saw Nan Yan wake up, Zhu Feng's hand, which had been tightly holding her all night, began to involuntarily exert force. His palm was originally large, and he clasped Nan Yan's small hand.
The ten fingers were clasped together, and the palms were completely pressed together.
No wonder I always feel an inexplicable heat rising in my heart even in my dreams.
At this moment, the heat belonging to him was still continuously transferred from his palm to her palm, and then along her arm all the way to warm her heart. Nan Yan trembled inexplicably.
At this time, Zhu Feng finally spoke.
A whole night of silence and the inner torment made him feel like a piece of ice wrapped in fire. When he spoke at this time, his voice was completely hoarse.
"You're awake."
“…”
Nan Yan did not answer him immediately because his hoarse voice, like rough sand and gravel, made her feel like she was in a desert.
It's like the breath left over from a dream.
She was silent for a while, but then she asked softly, "Have you arranged everything for the little princess?"
“…”
Zhu Feng's eyes flickered again.
He could see that although Nan Yan had been awake for a while and looked up at him, the look in her eyes was still hazy, or in other words, she had not yet come out of her dream.
But the first thing she asked was this.
She saw it.
I'm still worried about myself...
Hearing these words, the fire that had been burning inside him, the burning feeling within him, faded a little. Zhu Feng looked down at her, his voice hoarse and almost voiceless, and said in a deep voice, "It's all arranged."
“…”
Hearing this, Nan Yan didn't know what to feel and just nodded slightly.
Then, he looked at his hands again.
She didn't know when Zhu Feng came, but it seemed that this feeling had always existed in her dreams, and she didn't know how long it had been.
If she had looked at the two people's clasped hands like this before, Zhu Feng would probably have let go, but this time, Zhu Feng did not let go.
Instead, he applied a little force and interlocked his fingers with hers.
Nan Yan suddenly frowned.
But I heard his hoarse voice saying, "What should I do?"
“…”
"What do you want me to do?"
“…”
“Nan Yan…?”
Each of his words was like a red-hot needle, piercing into her chest. Nan Yan's heartbeat stopped for a moment, and the corners of her eyes suddenly became hot and red.
She bit her lower lip and subconsciously pulled her hand back.
"Nan Yan!"
Zhu Feng was a little anxious, as if Nan Yan not only wanted to pull her hand out of his, but also wanted to leave him completely. He clasped his big hand and held Nan Yan's hand tightly, but because his voice was originally hoarse, when he called her like this, his voice revealed a sense of panic and determination.
It sounded like someone was shouting miserably.
He wouldn't allow her to leave!
Nan Yan's brows furrowed even more tightly. She looked up at him, then looked at her fingers that were tightly grasped by him and almost turned white. After a moment of silence, she said, "It hurts."
“……!”
When he heard her cry out in pain, Zhu Feng became a little flustered again.
He wanted to let go of her hand, but hesitated and didn't dare to let go completely. The big hand tightened and loosened, loosened and tightened again, almost crushing Nan Yan's hand bones.
Nan Yan took a deep breath and said calmly, "If Your Majesty must do something, please let me go first."
Upon hearing this, Zhu Feng looked down at her.
"Where are you going?"
“…”
Nan Yan lay in bed, not even bothering to get up. She just lay there quietly, her eyes indifferent and frosty, as she said calmly, "Where can I go?"
“…”
Zhu Feng's heart seemed to be slightly touched by something.
Finally, he slowly let go of her hand.
But just when Nan Yan was about to retract her hand, he suddenly reached out again and grabbed her hand.
"Um?"
Nan Yan looked up at him in some surprise, but saw Zhu Feng frowning, putting his hands back into the quilt and tucking the corner of the quilt.
“…”
I know clearly that he feels guilty at this moment, and everything I have experienced before cannot be redeemed by this moment of warmth...
But the warmth at this moment is indeed real.
Nan Yan sighed softly in her heart.
Seeing the slightly reddened corners of her eyes, Zhu Feng said in a deep voice, "Did you sleep well last night?"
“…”
Nan Yan thought for a moment, then looked up at him again, her eyes filled with meaning: "Where's the Emperor? Did the Emperor sleep well?"
"I didn't sleep well."
“…”
"It seemed like I wasn't asleep, but it also seemed like I was asleep. I had a very long dream."
“…”
"I seem to be in a dream, and have experienced many things, but when I think about it carefully, I can't seem to remember them."
Nan Yan was silent for a moment, then said calmly, "Perhaps, it should be forgotten."
“…”
"Things that should be forgotten will naturally not be remembered, and there is no need to think about them anymore."
Zhu Feng looked at her drooping eyelids, his voice becoming even hoarseer, almost unable to form a sound. He only spoke in a hoarse voice, "But there are some things I already know."
“……!”
Nan Yan frowned slightly.
My heart seemed to be stabbed by something again.
Seeing her silent expression, Zhu Feng slowly leaned over, put his hand on her cheek, and said in a hoarse voice: "Nan Yan, you——"
“…”
"Why didn't you tell me?"
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