Obviously, she was so blinded by jealousy that she had completely forgotten Xu Yihan's teachings.

Xu Fengwu had only one idea in his mind.

How could she be so close to Xiao Qinghan?

How can there be other girls around her!

What you give up, others cannot get!

At that moment, she truly felt one thing. Xia Ruoming left her forever, giving up her as her white moonlight to pursue the star that was willing to fall for her. Was it Xiao Qinghan?

No, that's not right. There's also Chu Suhe.

I just rejected her, how could she turn around and become so friendly with so many people?

These little bitches too, is their love so cheap? How can they accept other people's kindness so easily?

In the past, these flowers were only given to herself, but now she gave them to other girls. How could she do this? The purple baby's breath has a special meaning.

She had liked me for five years! But now it turned out like this!

Although she also wanted to be like Xiao Qinghan, accept the bouquet of flowers that Xia Ruoming brought over, and be praised by the store manager for being a perfect match, she was so jealous that she could no longer put aside her pride as she had done in the classroom before. She only wanted to prove that her position in Xia Ruoming's heart was higher than that of Xiao Qinghan.

So she just said calmly: "I want flowers too, and you will buy them for me, right?"

Although her tone was extremely flat, Xia Ruoming could see that those eyes that could reflect the stars were sparkling with great expectations, and it seemed that if her request was rejected, she would immediately cry in front of Xia Ruoming.

At this moment, Xia Ruoming felt like her head was about to explode. She really wanted to ask, Xu Fengwu, are you sick?

When I was here, you tried to drive me away. Now that I've left, why are you chasing me again?

She really didn't want to buy flowers for Xu Fengwu. What if Xu Fengwu thought she wanted to lick her? But not buying flowers was not a good idea. This woman was mad and unreasonable. What if Xu Fengwu really started crying? People who didn't know would probably think she made this beautiful woman cry.

"Do you really want it?" In order to avoid further deterioration of her reputation and the situation, Xia Ruoming had no choice but to ask this question.

"Yeah!" Xu Fengwu blinked his big, round eyes at Xia Ruoming, and there was actually a hint of excitement in his voice.

Ruoming really still likes me, she is just sulking!

"Hey...if you like it, I'll buy it for you." Xia Ruoming sighed softly, looked into the flower shop, and then complained in her heart, "Sure enough, I've gotten myself into trouble."

After walking around the flower shop, Xia Ruoming picked up a few purple and white flowers, asked the manager to make a bouquet and gave it to Xu Fengwu.

"Take it, take it." Xia Ruoming said helplessly and handed the bouquet in her hand to her.

Different from the treatment Xiao Qinghan received before, the young female manager not only did not say that the bouquet of flowers suited her very well, but instead looked at Xu Fengwu with a strange look, and there seemed to be a hint of... sadness in that look?

Sweet pea flower.

That was indeed what Xia Ruoming carefully selected, and it was also what she wanted to say to Xu Fengwu.

"Why is it different from Xiao Qinghan? Why not baby's breath?" Xu Fengwu pouted and acted coquettishly towards Xia Ruoming, seeming a little dissatisfied with her treating him and Xiao Qinghan differently.

Xia Ruoming was completely at a loss for words and just stood there in a daze.

No, what kind of flowers I give to Xiao Qinghan has nothing to do with you, Miss Xu.

In Xia Ruoming's heart, Xu Fengwu was not really that bad, he was just spoiled too much and became a little arrogant and selfish. He did not take relationships seriously and never cared about other people's feelings. He always had that kind of indifference that kept people at a distance.

But this request that I must have something that others have is a bit too outrageous. Don’t we have nothing to do with each other anymore?

"Why should I do the same as Teacher Xiao? Besides, Teacher Xiao Qinghan invited me to dinner, and I gave her a bouquet of flowers as a return gift. Isn't that normal?" Xia Ruoming raised her eyebrows and asked directly.

"Because... because..." The girl blinked and thought for a long time before coming up with a reason, "You said you would always love me, so whatever they have, I should have too!"

Perhaps in the past Xia Ruoming would have clenched her fists when she heard these words, but now she only feels calm in her heart.

"Do you think that our abnormal relationship and my kindness to you are all justified?"

The voice was extremely indifferent, without any emotion. The girl's face was covered with shadows under the moonlight, but Xu Fengwu still saw disappointment and many indescribable emotions on that face.

It was precisely because of this that Xu Fengwu felt even more aggrieved. If Xia Ruoming still cared about him, she would either be angry or comfort him like before. But now Xia Ruoming was as indifferent as if she was chatting with a stranger, and no emotion could be heard at all.

"I am obviously your white moonlight. You said you would love me forever! I am the one who will always light up your world!" Xu Fengwu's mood has changed, and the little pearl is about to burst out of his eyes.

Xia Ruoming just shook her head slightly and didn't answer. Instead, she took out the Marlboro she had bought at the momo convenience store and lit it with a two-dollar lighter.

Looking at Xia Ruoming standing on the side of the road smoking, Xu Fengwu realized for the first time that he didn't seem to know her that well.

Does Xia Ruoming smoke? She never smells like cigarettes, and she never carries lighters with her. She is always a good girl, whether at school or at home.

When did she learn to smoke? Was it after she was rejected when she confessed her love to him?

Without thinking any further, Xu Fengwu directly grabbed Xia Ruoming's wrist.

"Quit smoking. It smells terrible. It's bad for your health, and I don't like it."

"I can't quit." Only then did Xu Fengwu see Xia Ruoming's expression clearly. That pretty face had turned pale at some point, and her miserable smile was heartbreaking.

After her rebirth, Xia Ruoming also thought about quitting smoking. She had already had this idea when she didn't touch the Marlboro next to her for the first time.

But... I can't quit.

Because her rebirth was not without price, she also wondered why she was blessed by God and given a new life.

As she gradually adapted to this body, she realized that rebirth was not a blessing, but perhaps a punishment.

A higher IQ, a better body, a photographic memory, a wealth of information from the future world... fate has already marked a price for these gifts.

The stress reactions and mental trauma from the previous life are also brought into this life.

When she was overly emotional, she would still have slight cognitive confusion; she was still afraid of those open, unreasonably empty places; there were no scars on her wrists, but it still hurt when she touched them; when she saw Xu Fengwu, that mess of emotions would still surface in her mind.