Xia Ruoming's family background is just ordinary, not as good as many people in the class. Even though she doesn't have that much money and even though she is still just a student, because it is Xu Fengwu's birthday, she chose to give her the best gift.

She just wanted to make Xu Fengwu happier, no matter what the cost.

Xu Fengwu recalled his cold response at that time, and Xia Ruoming's back as she left with a forced smile.

She no longer remembered how lonely Xia Ruoming looked as she left the party alone. She only remembered that under the light, Xia Ruoming's shadow was stretched very long, just like the distance between them that was getting farther and farther away.

There was a sketchbook on the bed. Xu Fengwu opened it and saw that it was full of drawings of her.

She was wearing a silver crystal hairpin. Xu Fengwu still remembered the hairpin, which was the first gift she received from Xia Ruoming. But Li Jing told her that the hairpin was so tacky and not worthy of her, so she never wore it and didn't know where she threw it.

She was holding a red panda doll. Just because she took a look at the hidden red panda picture in the claw machine in the mall and said it was so cute, Xia Ruoming didn't know how long she spent getting it and gave it to her. Although she didn't even get her thanks, Xia Ruoming was still very happy.

She was smiling as she fed the stray cats, even though she was using Xia Ruoming's loving lunch box...

She was playing the piano seriously at the birthday party, and the breeze blew her hair, which was really beautiful...

All I think about are the galaxies, but they are out of reach.

The last page depicts the scene on the rooftop that night, but it is not Xu Fengwu who rejects her with sharp and harsh words, but the two of them leaning against the railing and gazing at the moon.

There are two lines of small words written below the painting.

"Gray hair cannot be replaced by snow, and meeting each other is a good omen."

"Don't talk about the beauty's height or shortness, the old man in new clothes will accompany you when you say goodbye."

Xu Fengwu picked up the pen on the desk and cried, and added another sentence under what Xia Ruoming had written.

"I wish there were years to look back on, and to grow old together with deep affection."

After finishing writing, Xu Fengwu closed the door of the room, wrapped himself in Xia Ruoming's quilt, and burst into tears helplessly.

The waves of fragrance made her recall the past.

Xu Fengwu then remembered that there had always been many people around Xia Ruoming, but Xia Ruoming only liked her, so she deliberately ignored those other beautiful women. It was only because she liked her that she was willing to follow her humbly.

"I'm used to you walking behind me, and you accept everything I ask. If I could turn back time, I would no longer be proud, and I would pray without reservation, in a humble way..."

Perhaps this lyrics are the most appropriate to describe this scene. Xu Fengwu could hardly imagine what kind of feelings Xia Ruoming had in the past to be able to persist for so many years.

Xia Ruoming and she had always been very close, but it was she who pushed Xia Ruoming away step by step.

She did it herself.

At that moment, she finally understood her feelings for Xia Ruoming. She, too, liked Xia Ruoming. But once liking someone becomes a habit, everything will be taken for granted. Xu Fengwu didn't feel so bad because she lost someone who licked her. She also knew that as long as she waved her hand, countless people would come to lick her, and there were even many people who were willing to be ATMs.

But she never did.

Because Xia Ruoming has given her the best protection in the world and has never complained.

But she suddenly realized that she seemed to have discovered it too late.

Everything is too late...

It is difficult to look back on the past, but time cannot be reversed.

It was just a light rain, but it fell all night long. Xu Fengwu's tears also flowed all night long, just like the rain.

She regretted very much that she had not cherished this relationship in the past and had not been able to recognize her own heart, but the most useless thing in the world is regret.

There is no regret medicine in life. Even if she jumps off this building, she will never be reborn to the day when Xia Ruoming confessed to her for the last time.

Xia Ruoming even kissed Xiao Qinghan...

What was supposed to belong to her ended up being nothing...

A sleepless night.

The next day, when Liu Ruoxue knocked on the door and came in to call Xu Fengwu for dinner, she was shocked. Her panda eyes were bloodshot and swollen. There was no longer the luster in her eyes as before. Xu Fengwu also looked a little listless lying on the bed.

"Xiao Xu, what's wrong? Can't you sleep? Is there anything wrong with Rumeng's room?" Liu Ruoxue asked with concern. At the same time, she sighed silently in her heart. Just tell her if there is any inconvenience. Isn't it torture to stay awake all night?

"Auntie... I'm fine..." Xu Fengwu opened her mouth to answer, but found that her voice was so hoarse that she could hardly speak. Crying all night made her lose all her strength.

"You kid, you say this is okay?" Liu Ruoxue reached out and touched Xu Fengwu's forehead. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with him. It seemed that he just didn't rest well.

After searching for a while, Liu Ruoxue took out a box of compound coral grass lozenges from the cabinet and gave it to Xu Fengwu, and also gave her two hot compress patches.

"Go have breakfast first. I've already prepared it for you. Apply a hot compress to your eyes later. Apply it again after you go to school. It will make you feel better. If you really feel uncomfortable, don't go to school today. Auntie will ask for leave from Teacher Xiao for you. You can stay here for a day and Auntie will take care of you."

"Okay, thank you Auntie..." Xu Fengwu replied while enduring the pain in his throat.

Breakfast was simple: a cup of coffee, a poached egg, and a luncheon meat and purple cabbage sandwich.

While Xu Fengwu was nibbling his breakfast, Liu Ruoxue left to answer a phone call.

It was Xu Yihan who called.

Although they were in another room, Xu Fengwu still heard something like "It's okay, it's not a big deal." "No need for money, it's not a big deal." "Don't you want to talk to your daughter?" Then Liu Ruoxue came back and sat opposite her.

"Xiao Xu, your mother called and said your cell phone was turned off, so she contacted me. She said she had something urgent to do and couldn't go home these two days. You didn't bring your key, so she asked you to stay at our house for two days. Auntie wanted to ask you, do you want to stay in a hotel or just stay here?" Liu Ruoxue asked with some concern. After all, it seemed that Xu Fengwu hadn't slept all night last night. She didn't know if she was not used to living here. Would it be better for her to stay in a hotel?

"Ah... okay... it's okay, I'll just live here, thank you, Auntie..." Xu Fengwu said in a low voice, but the hint of joy hidden in his voice was hard to conceal.

Living together with Xia Ruoming? Isn't this the best opportunity to rekindle their old love and hold hands again? She will not miss it.