"My mother won't be home recently, so you can sleep in her bed and take good care of yourself at my house. Don't cause trouble for me." Xia Ruoming said expressionlessly.

"Why do we have to sleep separately? I'm scared to be alone at night... Ruoming..." After saying this, Xu Fengwu pulled the corner of Xia Ruoming's clothes.

Xia Ruoming ignored Xu Fengwu and walked back to the living room on her own.

Why don't they sleep together? Because Xia Ruoming herself is afraid. Last time they just slept together for one night, Xia Ruoming almost lost her mind. She didn't know why, but the feelings for Bai Yueguang in her previous life inexplicably reappeared. Xia Ruoming was really afraid, afraid that her feelings would rekindle and she would repeat the mistakes of her previous life.

Although Xu Fengwu had a fever, he did not feel weak in his limbs. Xu Fengwu, who was staying alone in the room, got out of bed and went to Xia Ruoming's bedroom.

She took out the sketchbook that Xia Ruoming had drawn on it, which contained countless portraits of her.

Xia Ruoming did not leave anything else on the page that read "I wish we could have the years to look back on, and grow old together with deep affection." Instead, there were two more pages at the back of the sketchbook.

One page is about Chu Suhe when they went camping that day. Chu Suhe was sitting on a bench made of a whole log, pinning on her the wild flowers picked by Xia Ruoming, and smiling happily.

One page shows Xiao Qinghan walking down the street arm in arm with Xia Ruoming, exchanging his drink with Xia Ruoming.

That book was originally used by the girl to record her sketches, but now it also has someone else's mark on it.

As the proudest phoenix, she never thought that she would be jealous of anyone. Even when she saw Xia Ruoming buying flowers for Xiao Qinghan, it was just a momentary impulse.

But now, she truly felt what the emotion called jealousy was.