When adults' defenses are broken, it always happens suddenly, perhaps because of some small things.
However, it is not the last straw that breaks the camel's back, but every straw, just like a depressed person does not become depressed suddenly, but rather becomes depressed due to accumulated depression.
Ever since Xia Ruoming dumped Xu Fengwu, all her negative emotions have been piling up in her heart.
Maybe Xu Fengwu pretended really well and could act like usual, but the things that bothered her were objective and would not disappear just because of escaping. They were just quietly hiding in a corner, waiting to hit her with a club one day.
That's why Xu Fengwu suddenly became so easily broken.
Whether it was when she peeped at Xiao Qinghan kissing Xia Ruoming at the Crowne Plaza Hotel, or when many classmates praised Chu Suhe and Xia Ruoming as a perfect match when they entered the hotel, from the moment Xia Ruoming left her, all kinds of complicated thoughts had completely occupied her heart, and any slight disturbance could cause her mood to change drastically.
In the past, Xu Fengwu was very well protected. She didn’t even know what this feeling was. She also didn’t know why Xia Ruoming suddenly didn’t want her anymore.
Now she understood that Xia Ruomeng's disappointment in her was accumulated over time, not because of a certain incident. Even if she was lucky enough to save the incident that broke Xia Ruomeng's defense, Xia Ruomeng's disappointment would explode one day. Only when she really didn't love him anymore and was too disappointed would it become like this.
It was a feeling of falling into the void, countless darkness was about to drown her, there was nothing around her, and no one would lend a hand to her even if she tried hard to shout.
Xu Fengwu never understood what those girls who pursued Xia Ruoming were thinking, and she never wanted to try to understand. She just felt that having a girl who was admired by so many people pursuing her made her feel an indescribable sense of pride.
She forgot her keys at home again. When she was walking in the cold rain, she realized that no matter what happened, the first person she thought of was always Xia Ruoming who was standing in front of her. That girl would never want to suffer any grievance.
After losing everything, she finally understood how much Xia Ruoming loved her, and how much she loved Xia Ruoming now.
Can't people look back? Actually, not really. Many people have looked back, but the real question is whether people can go back again.
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"Rumeng..." Xu Fengwu spoke weakly after drinking the medicine, as if he wanted to say something.
"Hmm?" Xia Ruoming was just looking at the files uploaded from her mobile phone, without even looking up at Xu Fengwu.
"Ruoming... I..." As Xu Fengwu spoke, tears began to fall. His relationship with Ruoming seemed to have eased before, but now it has become like this. She obviously loved him so much before. Is it true that the Xia Ruoming of the past will never come back?
"Oh." With a sigh, Xia Ruoming put down the phone in her hand, stood up helplessly, and sat next to Xu Fengwu.
Having lived two lives, Xia Ruoming has become immune to all poisons, but the only thing she cannot bear is seeing girls cry. No matter when or for what reason, she will feel guilty as long as she sees a girl crying.
Even if it was just acting, she couldn't turn a blind eye, not to mention that the girl in front of her was her first love. All along, she just thought she had let it go.
"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you. Don't cry, okay?" Xia Ruoming reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of Xu Fengwu's eyes and said to her softly.
But this wipe made Xu Fengwu's tears burst out, and he lay on Xia Ruoming and cried. In her previous life, Xia Ruoming had never seen Xu Fengwu like this. She could only look downcast and watch her new clothes being stained by Xu Fengwu's tears.
After crying on Xia Ruoming's shoulder for a long time, Xu Fengwu finally calmed down.
"Okay, stop crying. If you keep crying, I'll kick you out. People who don't know would think I'm abusing you." Xia Ruoming spoke after hearing Xu Fengwu's sobs gradually subside.
After saying that, Xia Ruoming pushed Xu Fengwu onto the chair, went to her room to get a hair dryer, and handed it to Xu Fengwu.
"Blow your hair first. You're still like this even though you have a fever. Be careful that your condition gets worse."
"Oh..." Xu Fengwu took the hair dryer timidly. He looked a bit like Chu Suhe in the past.
"Ruo... Ruoming, I don't have the strength, can you help me blow it?"
Xu Fengwu, who was originally a patient, spoke in a weak voice, but at this moment, with her coquettish tone, she was simply charming to the core.
"...If you keep talking like that, I will throw you out the door and leave you alone outside all night." Xia Ruoming was speechless. Xu Fengwu came twice, and both times he didn't act like a different person.
She was almost tempted, but luckily she didn't.
Having said that, Xia Ruoming still picked up the hair dryer. Everything she did would be done to perfection, so Xia Ruoming used a comb to comb Xu Fengwu's hair bit by bit and then blew it dry, not missing any part.
Feeling the hot air of just the right temperature and Xia Ruoming carefully blowing his hair, the gloom on Xu Fengwu's face seemed to disappear, and there was a hint of joy between his brows.
"Xia Ruoming, you still care about me, don't you?" Xu Fengwu thought to himself.
After blow-drying her hair, Xia Ruoming picked up a blanket and threw it on Liu Ruoxue's bed, then carried Xu Fengwu like a princess and took her to Liu Ruoxue's bedroom.
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