“Squeak—squeak—squeak—”
The dark blue sky is dotted with scattered stars, and the dim street lights make this dilapidated town look even more eerie.
"ah----"
A scream broke the silence of the night.
She got up in horror and sat on the bed gasping for breath.
Tears kept falling, but she was completely unaware.
"I had that dream again."
She closed her eyes in despair, her heart filled with desolation.
Ever since she discovered that thing, she could no longer face this family.
She buried everything deep in her heart, but was afraid that one day it would be exposed.
She wanted to find someone to talk to, but every time she was about to speak, it felt like someone was strangling her throat and she couldn't say a word.
"I can't say it, I can't tell anyone! If you tell anyone, your whole family will be ruined!" There was a voice in my heart shouting.
It forced her to suppress the matter deeply in her heart and bear it alone.
Thinking of this, tears once again flowed uncontrollably.
She wiped away her tears and turned on her cell phone. It was 4:44.
She chuckled. What a good number.
She casually found a piece of paper to wipe her face, put on her clothes, picked up her schoolbag, and walked out quietly.
No need to sleep anymore.
She walked slowly through the dark corridor, and when she passed by her mother's room, she looked into the room deeply, as if she wanted to see something through the closed door.
After a long moment, she tightly closed her sore eyes and let out a breath. It was too late to save the situation.
She didn't take the key when she went out, but just walked away from home with heavy steps.
She walked on the road in a daze, and the things that troubled her came to her mind one by one. The hustle and bustle of the traffic was like a movie, and she was rushing around and feeling dizzy.
“My family is not rich, but we can barely make ends meet.
When I was young, I wore clothes that others didn't want, and the patches on the clothes were torn and patched.
She never compares herself with others, but just keeps her head down and studies hard.
As the heavens wished, she always kept the top three ranking in the school.
The days are ordinary and her world is simple.
Those things seem like fairy tales to her now.
————Beautiful, yet out of reach. "
The scene of that day replayed in my mind over and over again.
Rewind, replay, rewind, replay...
She looked at the sky, which was dark blue, just like her future, dark and endless, so depressing that it made her want to give up hope.
She staggered along the road, praying to God in her heart: "Come and hit me with a car, and give them 500,000 yuan as compensation. I will be gone, and they will have a place to stay in the future. After raising me for so many years, it finally came in handy. Everyone will be happy, right?"
She prayed in her heart over and over again. Although there were not many cars coming and going on the road, they always managed to avoid her.
Before she knew it, she arrived at the school gate.
The dam in her heart broke the moment she saw the school gate. She felt as if all her strength had been drained away, and she collapsed to the ground.
"Why, why don't you let me die? What's the point of me living?"
She screamed silently like a madman, tears streaming down her face, her heart buried in despair.
"Beep--" A whistle woke her up, and she covered her face and walked to the corner behind the school.
She walked to the deserted corner, knelt on the ground and cried bitterly: "Why, why do you let me bear all this! I'm just a child..."
She cried until her head became heavier and heavier, and then she lay down directly on the grass.
"Ah——" a scream broke the silence.
She rolled her dull eyes, thinking she was hallucinating.
“Ah——————” The screams began to get louder. She was a little scared. Suddenly, as if she thought of something, she smiled at herself.
Pushing aside the long grass, he slowly approached the source of the sound.
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