But when a person is heartbroken, he cannot cry beautifully.
She opened the letters one by one, and all of them expressed Emperor Xuan'an's love for her.
Even the escape plan he had arranged for her was clearly written down, for he was afraid that his wife would suffer if he was gone.
He treated Chen Zhaoyi as his wife, but she never treated him as her husband.
She looked at the evidence in front of her again and finally realized that she had hated the wrong person for so many years.
It was a handwritten letter from her cousin, who had grown up with her. She recognized it at a glance; it was definitely written by her.
It records her plan with Marquis Wu'an to alienate her from Emperor Xuan'an, as well as the truth about why she married Marquis Wu'an.
It turned out that she was simply jealous of her cousin, so she used some tricks to make Marquis Wu'an marry her.
From the beginning to the end, she was just a tool and was completely exploited from beginning to end.
She cried until her voice was hoarse. She had never shed so many tears in her life, despite being spoiled by everyone.
Her eyes gradually became swollen, and her throat became hoarse and unpleasant due to the strain on her vocal cords.
She held the pen, but the pen in her hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds and she couldn't lift it at all.
She stopped many times before she finally finished explaining everything.
This included the things that Marquis Wu'an had asked her to do and the people he had asked her to kill over the years, as well as the plot to murder Emperor Xuan'an.
She finished writing with shaking hands, and fell into a state of collapse and despair.
She banged her head against the ground, knocking her head wildly.
Soon, a bloody hole was knocked out on the head.
She seemed to feel no pain, and even though blood was pouring out, she kept knocking her head.
She didn't know who she was kneeling to. Maybe it was the innocent person she had killed before, or maybe it was Tang Wan who she had just killed, or maybe it was the person who loved her as much as his life and was unwilling to hurt her in the slightest.
"It hurts so much, Chi Heng, it hurts so much..."
But now, no one will suddenly appear, comfort her, or look at her with eyes full of heartache.
She lost it herself, so she can't blame anyone else.
After she knew the truth, she was too ashamed to live anymore.
Chi Yu was afraid that she would commit suicide, so he confiscated all her weapons in advance.
But if a person wants to die, you can't stop him no matter how hard you try.
She bit off her tongue. She was so afraid of pain that she didn't make a sound even though she was covered in cold sweat.
In fact, if she had called for help in time, she would have survived, but she was too ashamed to continue living, and she wanted to atone for her sins.
The last thing she thought before she died was that Chi Yu was not different from his father, but they were too similar. The Chi family were all infatuated, and she was blinded by hatred and made a mistake.
She closed her eyes and a tear slowly flowed from the corner of her eye.
She smiled, and scarlet blood kept flowing out of her mouth.
Chi Heng, after seeing this, are you going to feel sorry for me again? Don't feel sorry for me anymore, I don't deserve it.
When she was dying, she saw a young man holding a bunch of peach blossoms in his hand, walking towards her with a smile on his face.
"Ayi, I'm here."
The boy extended his hand to her, and she slowly put her hand on it.
The young man immediately held her hand, unable to hide the smile on his face: "From now on, let's never separate again, okay?"
"……good."
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Chi Yu had been handling government affairs until midnight when he suddenly felt his heart ache twice, as if someone had stabbed him with a knife and then stirred it twice.
He covered his chest, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and he took a few deep breaths before he finally recovered.
It had been snowing outside the window since someone had seen it, and each snowflake was as small as a goose feather. He wrapped his cloak tightly around himself, opened the door, and stood there, looking at the snow scene alone.
The snow fell on his hair, and from a distance it looked like a large patch of his hair was white.
A pair of warm hands suddenly held his.
He turned around and saw Tang Wan smiling at him. Chi Yu helped her gather her cloak, his eyes filled with worry. "Why did you come out wearing such thin clothes? What if you catch a cold?"
"What about you? You were about to go to bed, but why did you get up in the middle of the night to review memorials? You're wearing thinner clothes than me, okay? A Chinese medicine doctor is wearing a cloak over his body. How could you think of that?"
Tang Wan fought back against him without giving in.
He choked up his voice for a while before he said weakly, "How can they be the same? You are weak and I am strong."
"Okay, okay, you're awesome, okay? I'm cold now, Xiao Yuzi, help me in."
She stretched out a delicate hand, and Chi Yu took it and kissed it: "I obey your order."
Tang Wan glanced at him coquettishly and said, "I'm telling you, I'm the Empress of the Central Palace. If you dare to disrespect me, you'll have more heads than I can chop off."
Chi Yu smiled softly and played along with her: "Queen, please spare me. I was just momentarily captivated by your beauty. Please don't tell Your Majesty."
"That's fine, it depends on how you perform."
"The little one must behave well."
Cheng Du immediately covered Cheng Ke's eyes and said, "Don't look at anything indecent, don't listen to anything indecent. Children can't see these things."
"Brother!!! Why are you covering my eyes?!"
Cheng Ke wanted to struggle, but unfortunately he was not strong enough and was much shorter than Cheng Du, so his resistance was like hitting a rock with an egg.
He only let go of her hand after the Emperor and Empress walked away. Cheng Ke looked at him angrily, "Why are you trying to deceive me? I'm already an adult!"
Cheng Du laughed awkwardly twice: "Oh, look at my memory. I have forgotten it, and my memory is still stuck at two years ago."
Cheng Ke's eyes were red as he thought to himself, "If I hadn't been unable to defeat you, I would have smashed your brains out long ago. Damn it, your memory is still stuck at two years ago. Why don't you just call His Majesty the Third Prince?!"
"Okay, okay, okay, don't be angry. I'll treat you to some wine and chestnut cakes, how about that?"
"Then I want the two bottles of Qianjinzui in your room."
"Hey, you little brat!"
"Don't run so fast! I promised you, didn't I promise you, don't take both of my bottles!!!"
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Chi Yu and Tang Wan slept in the same bed. There was only one lamp on in the room. The warm yellow candlelight made the atmosphere even more cozy.
He grabbed one of her hands and placed it on his chest, frowning slightly: "I don't know why, my heart is beating very fast today."
Tang Wan comforted him: "Perhaps, you are just too tired. There are so many things to deal with every day. No one can handle it."
"Really?" He lowered his eyes and only felt the pain in his heart, the feeling was still vivid in his mind.
Looking at Tang Wan's worried eyes, he forced a smile and said, "Forget it. Maybe I'm really too tired. Go to sleep."
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