"You're not feeling well today, are you?"
Shen Yulou patted the dog's head to comfort the distraught dog.
The two of them huddled together in their seats.
After a long time, Chi Yuan still didn't answer, and Shen Yulou wasn't in a hurry. He just kept massaging Chi Yuan's temples.
I kept pressing and pressing, for a very long time, before I finally heard Chi Yuan's voice.
"I've suffered through this many times before."
"I understand that it would take a normal person a long time to accept so many things."
"If you need someone to vent all your anger, grievances, resentment, and confusion, I can be that person."
Seeing that the massage had been going on for a while, Shen Yulou was afraid that he would get annoyed, so she put down her hands and obediently talked to him.
"Why won't you let me leave? I really want to start a new life."
Chi Yuan murmured and buried his face in his coat.
"Because you're avoiding the problem, but problems can't be solved by avoiding them."
"But time can heal all wounds. How do you know I'll continue to avoid things in the future?"
"When living things are injured, they need a period of time to heal. Even if a scar is left, the wound has healed."
No one's life is perfect, and no one's life is without regrets.
His desire to express himself grew stronger.
"I accept all of life's scars, as long as they can heal."
"And what about me? You've been going around in circles talking about this issue between you and your parents."
Shen Yulou made a buzzing sound and turned his face to look at the roof of the car.
Actually, I don't really like you that much right now.
Chi Yuan decided to tell the truth: he really didn't have any feelings for Shen Yulou right now.
But I don't dislike it either.
I wouldn't say I like it.
"Can you give me a chance? I want to pursue you."
Chi Yuan lifted his face from under his coat and turned his head to see Shen Yulou's starry eyes.
Aren't you angry?
He was actually quite afraid that Shen Yulou would suddenly switch to something abstract again.
The hour he spent at the airport was the most unforgettable hour of his life, leaving an indelible mark on him.
“But how can I keep you here if I don’t use abstract methods? You definitely won’t come with me.”
"I can't bear to hit you."
"I couldn't think of any other solution. In my mind at the time, abstraction was the optimal solution."
Shen Yulou's voice also sounded aggrieved.
"Besides, I'm the other dad of your child. Please give me a chance. Your child likes me very much too."
Fearing that Chi Yuan wouldn't give him a chance to pursue her, Shen Yulou started talking non-stop again.
"I love you, I love you, my little one. No one in the world is more deserving of your love than me."
"But if I stay with you, I still won't be able to escape the Shen family."
As he was talking, he suddenly remembered what Shen Yulou had said at the paternity testing center: "If you are still their son."
So that's what they were waiting for.
If he was with Shen Yulou, how could he not be considered another son?
But he just wants to leave now. He doesn't want to stay here and doesn't want to have anything to do with Mr. and Mrs. Shen anymore.
Shen Yulou did not answer, and the car was quiet again, so quiet that it made them uneasy.
How long can you love me?
In his confusion, Chi Yuan asked a question he never expected.
"Life after life."
How do I know if you're lying to me?
Having lost something important, he was like a small, insecure animal, filled with doubt about anything uncertain or vague.
"Do you think I need to prove it to you first?"
Shen Yulou hugged his face and kissed his warm ear.
How can you prove it?
Chi Yuan stared intently at him.
"Come on, get out of the car. Didn't you want to leave? I'll go with you."
“We’ll move to another place and stay there until your wounds heal.”
As she opened the car door, the cold night wind rushed in, and Shen Yulou carried the baby in her arms as she stepped outside.
He tilted his head slightly towards the airport and walked over first.
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