By noon, the staff were busy taking their lunch break. The two of them were left alone in the special ward, staring at each other in bewilderment. Apart from the sound of long, drawn-out breathing, nothing else could be heard.
After a long time, Mo Zechuan finally spoke to break the silence.
"Xiao Zhou, I, I know I was wrong."
Xu Jing didn't answer or react. He just stared blankly at the swallows flying around outside the window, his heart calm.
"I shouldn't have made you angry, shouldn't have belittled you, shouldn't have..."
There were so many things he shouldn't have done that he didn't know where to begin. He just admitted his mistakes one by one based on what he remembered.
"I just care about you too much, so I said something without thinking. I didn't mean it."
Mo Zechuan admitted that he was too impulsive in the past and always thought of himself as a big shot and felt that he was great.
But it was not until a week after he and Xiao Zhou separated that he realized one thing: only those who care about you will take you seriously, and those who don’t care will not bother with you even if you are the president of a country.
He overestimated his position in Xiao Zhou's heart. He was too self-righteous and extremely wrong.
Seeing that Xiao Zhou hadn't spoken, Mo Zechuan felt a pang of anxiety. He stepped forward and wanted to hug him, wanting a hug that belonged only to the two of them.
Unfortunately, Xiao Zhou, who had been silent just now, dodged and looked back, his eyes filled with disgust and ridicule towards him.
He swallowed the words he was about to say and didn't want to say anything.
How did he and Xiao Zhou get to this point today?
Mo Zechuan thought carefully and realized that it was because he took the initiative to provoke, repeatedly comparing him with Ning Su, stepping on him in the mud, and even using Xiao Zhou's family to threaten him to be nice to him.
How could he have done so many evil things?
If all of this was done in the name of love to force him to stay by their side, then he was such a piece of shit.
"Xiao Zhou." He didn't dare to look up and meet his gaze. He endured the waves of pain that surged up from deep in his heart and said carefully: "Can you give me a chance? I really didn't know how to like you and love you before. I did a lot of things that let you down, and I didn't expect your forgiveness. I just want you to give me a chance, and let's start over, okay?"
"cannot."
Xu Jing was determined this time. He cut off his own retreat and also cut off all the roads near Mo Zechuan.
Mo Zechuan's face was as pale as paper, and his body was shaking a little because he couldn't bear the pressure.
Until he lost his strength and sat on the ground, Xiao Zhou didn't even bother to look at him.
Even the disgust and ridicule are gone, leaving only indifference towards strangers.
"You, if you don't like me, that's fine. I will..."
Xu Jing interrupted him, looked down at him and said, "Don't be like this."
He should not be the one who compromises, and he cannot be the one.
Xu Jing pulled him up from the ground, pulled him and pressed him to sit on the bed.
Seeing the sparkle in his eyes was enough to remind him of many past events.
He also sacrificed a lot for the sake of strategy.
He always considered himself a tool, and tools don't feel pain. Even if the client made too many unreasonable demands, as long as it was for money, he would do it without hesitation.
Xu Jing even thought that if Rong Jiu didn't want to get him, then he would keep the money and create the illusion that he loved him.
Maybe I have invested my true heart in the past, but these things are nothing compared to material things.
If you ask yourself honestly, Mo Zechuan hasn't done much that is harmful to the world.
He just magnified the flaws on his body. Apart from making it more painful, there was really no substantial harm.
If he really wanted to get money from Mo Zechuan, he would definitely forgive him the first time he begged.
He would kiss him, hug him, and make him happy, making him so happy that he lost his mind and immersed in the illusion he had created for him.
But is this really love?
Isn't love about tolerance and liking each other, about you and I being so affectionate that we're willing to give up everything for him, just to make him feel happy?
Maybe he doesn't understand love either, and Mo Zechuan doesn't understand it even more.
Two people who want to love each other will get nothing because their intentions are not pure.
They should become two parallel lines and no longer intersect.
Unsuitable people should not be forced together.
"Brother Chuan." Xu Jing noticed that when he affectionately called him by his nickname, Mo Zechuan's body trembled. Although he lowered his head, making it difficult to see his emotions, he was sensitive to emotions and still noticed something different about him.
"We're not a good match."
Xu Jing thought about it for a long time and decided to say what he should say.
"You keep pressing me, insisting on making me submit to you. Anyone from a struggling family would definitely forgive your careless words because you're a wealthy bachelor. They'd think what they get from you is worth your careless words."
Mo Zechuan shook his head, he wanted to say that it was not the case.
He was really just talking nonsense and never thought of comparing Xiao Zhou with people who sell their bodies.
"Xiao Zhou, I..."
"Listen to me." Xu Jing really put all his patience on Mo Zechuan alone.
If it were someone else, he wouldn't have brought it even if Pei Yiming threatened or bribed him.
Coming here not only makes Mo Zechuan give up, but also allows me to see through reality.
No one can tolerate him blindly. He has to think about how he will face the unknown risks if Mo Zechuan is not by his side.
At least Xu Jing is much better now than before. He knows how to make money and how to take every step carefully instead of running around like a headless fly.
He earned these abilities by himself. Even if he said goodbye to his financial sponsors, he still had the confidence to live alone and even support the whole family.
"Brother Chuan, everyone has to look forward. Even if many years have passed, the unsuitable person is still unsuitable. You have to learn to let go."
Xu Jing looked forward, and there was still brilliant light.
The world will remain wonderful no matter who leaves.
After all, love is not everything for a person. After the madness, they will still return to their own lives and never intersect.
"Xiao Zhou, you're wrong." Mo Zechuan raised his eyes, a hint of determination in his scarlet eyes. "You keep accusing me of robbing you, but you've forgotten what you're doing. You've always refused to cooperate, so I've used all sorts of methods to force you into my world. You shouldn't just keep running away."
"I don't like what you call plunder."
"If you don't like it, you can tell me and I can change it." After calming down, Mo Zechuan returned to his rational state.
He was heartbroken, but that didn't mean he lost his brain as well.
He felt that no matter what, what needed to be corrected had to be corrected, and Xiao Zhou could not be allowed to completely deny everything.
“No relationship can last without going through hardships, and even if your character is the lava of a volcano, it cannot melt the heart hidden under the hard shell.
You have escaped from my world more than once, which means you have never liked me, right?"
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