1.
I was born in the Snow Rabbit tribe and have eight older brothers. I have no family mission to shoulder, but as the youngest child, I am loved and protected by everyone.
Perhaps it is because since I was born, all the monsters I have come into contact with either doted on me or were in awe of me, so I am born lacking in empathy. I love my brothers and I respect my parents, but that is all.
They said that I was the princess of the Snow Rabbit tribe and that all I needed to do was be happy and enjoy myself, but I had been enjoying myself so much that I didn’t even know what “happiness” was anymore.
If you have not experienced suffering, you will not understand what peace and happiness are.
I often feel like I am an observer hiding behind my body. I want to get something, but I don’t know what it is exactly.
The brothers were worried: "Xiaoxi, is anyone bullying you?"
The answer is naturally no.
"Then why don't you like to laugh anymore?"
“…” I didn’t know how to answer.
Of course I'm not sad, I'm living a good life, I just don't know what the point of "laughing" is anymore.
This may sound a bit pretentious, so let’s just define it as “dislike”.
Snow rabbits have such a long life, isn't it normal for them to like something only at a certain stage?
It only took a split second for me to decide to leave the group.
I didn't tell anyone, and nothing special happened. I just quietly walked out of the room on a quiet afternoon.
Then……
I paid the price for my recklessness.
I thought that the monsters outside would be like the other monsters in the Snow Rabbit Clan and would be in awe of me when they saw me. Even if they were not in awe, they would not provoke me for no reason.
However, I didn’t expect that instead of encountering any monsters, I accidentally came to the human territory.
I was captured by a human noble.
That period was the darkest time in my life.
But thinking back on it, I never regretted it.
Because...after that, I met a human girl.
I knew what I was looking for—value.
The value of my existence.
2.
"Qingqing, don't be afraid of me."
That was the first time I heard her name.
I was powerless, imprisoned in the hands of humans. The world was bright and brilliant, but all I saw was cold and bloody.
All human beings, no matter what their appearance or expression, are evil and hideous in my opinion.
"I can give you anything you like."
The noble young man who caught me is paying his respects to the people.
I had no intention of listening to these disgusting words. I just wanted to transform quickly and kill him.
But at this moment, I heard a soft and clear voice:
"Can you give me that rabbit?"
I raised my eyes coldly and met the girl's beautiful and clear eyes.
"This one is about to die. If you like it..."
"I want this one."
And just like that, I was delivered to the girl.
As soon as I was hugged, I noticed her cautiousness.
She seemed afraid of hurting me and didn't want to get involved with the nobleman, but she had no choice but to accompany him for a whole afternoon.
At that time, although I didn't like her yet, I had unknowingly experienced her helplessness for the first time.
Later, she treated my wounds and took me back to her home.
I didn't want to see her, so I closed my eyes and felt the power in my body.
Not long after, I felt a light touch, very little force, as if just to confirm my condition.
"Don't worry, Bunny, it's safe here. No one will hurt you."
She whispered.
“…”
At that moment, I didn’t have any special mood.
I was just thinking.
It’s Qingqing.
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