3.
I also have people I want to protect.
I am not a dispensable existence by her side. Everything I do will get her serious feedback.
I didn't know how to express my happiness. Even when I first appeared in front of her, I pretended to be indifferent.
I am already a mature rabbit demon, and I know that a strong and steady image can make humans feel more at ease.
Especially - after transforming, I can't put away my rabbit ears!
I have been praised for being cute countless times by my tribesmen, and now I know that "rabbit" often represents cuteness among humans.
"Cute" and "reliable" are completely unrelated.
So, I tried harder to show the label of "strong" in my personality!
I want to know her secret, gain her trust, help her kill the person behind the scenes, and protect her for the rest of her life.
But... what I didn't expect was...
Qingqing, on the contrary, quickly became close to me because of my rabbit ears.
"Xiao Xi, can I touch it?"
"Xiao Xi, you are so cute!"
"Xiao Xi, Xiao Xi..."
"What if I switch with you?"
The girl's eyes were like sparkling stars, so beautiful. She tentatively placed my hand on her head and asked, "Would you like to rub mine first?"
"……"I.
"Xiao Xi?" She blinked.
I rubbed it calmly and restrainedly, and reluctantly exchanged with her.
In fact... even after I became strong enough to put away my rabbit ears, I still kept this external feature.
My brothers never knew that my missing smile would eventually return naturally.
I still don't smile often, but every hidden smile is related to Qingqing.
I like the way she looks at me, I like the way she gently calls me Xiaoxi, and I like the feeling of being treated specially by her even more.
It’s hard to describe, but being looked at by her with that kind of eyes and being called “Xiao Xi” is the most “enjoyable” thing I can imagine.
4.
About Shi Hengan.
The monster I hate the most.
No doubt about it.
As time goes by, this kind of disgust has gradually been mixed with hatred, resentment, ridicule, sympathy... and other emotions.
Sympathy, not pity.
But because of hatred.
Because of hatred, I sympathize with him from a superior position.
How stupid! You don't even know what you want most.
As early as when he wantonly killed Qingqing's mother, I knew that this demon would never really get what he wanted no matter how long it took.
Because he never realized that in this world, one cannot get whatever he wants just because he is strong.
He thought that if he killed Qingqing's mother, Qingqing would be imprisoned by him, gradually accept him, and one day forget her feelings for her mother.
This arrogance and recklessness were also reflected in many subsequent conversations.
However, he didn't understand that between him and Qingqing, Qingqing had always been the dominant one.
"If one day Qingqing no longer cares about you, you will experience the most extreme pain in the world." I once mocked him.
Shi Hengan, on the other hand, only curled his lips lightly, his face filled with malice: "If Qingqing doesn't care about me anymore, I will kill her. She won't dare to do that."
look.
How cautious, nervous and self-deceptive.
He was clearly extremely self-deprecating and clearly couldn't accept the arrival of that day, but he had to use absolute control to disguise this.
If Qingqing continues to care about a brother like this, he will hurt her sooner or later - this is something I will never allow.
Therefore, I reminded Qingqing several times not to regard Shi Hengan as the most important relative.
Qingqing would sometimes comfort me and tell me not to worry; sometimes she would tell me how important her brother was to her; but more often, she would remain silent.
I don’t understand the love-hate relationship between her and Shi Hengan, but those scars already show that the two are destined to be inseparable.
But I still tried to change Qingqing's mind again and again.
Until one time, in the early morning, I tried to persuade Qingqing again, but Qingqing smiled and hugged me.
"Don't give me the cold shoulder." I said coldly.
Qingqing wasn't angry. She said gently and patiently, "Actually...Xiaoxi, you already understood. Shi Hengan is different to me, isn't he?"
She didn't say brother, but Shi Hengan.
At that moment, I seemed to understand something, but I also seemed to just feel resentment and bitterness.
Why...why can't it be me?
"But Shi Hengan..."
The window was open, and I suddenly saw the white mist outside with cold eyes.
I paused.
It was a foggy morning.
I suddenly remembered that morning a long time ago, Qingqing and I were walking in the fog. Qingqing was holding a lantern. She was clearly standing next to me, but she seemed far away in the horizon.
I……
I don't know what I was thinking, something very complicated that made me suddenly ask: "This is what you want, right?"
It has no beginning or end. Let me add this sentence.
Even I don’t quite understand the meaning of it.
However, Qingqing said:
"right."
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