Chapter 473 Trying to be a Parent
"Apart from these external conditions, you look pretty good. Your figure has returned to what it was before giving birth."
"If you have money, a good foundation, a beauty salon, medical treatments, beautiful clothes, high-end cosmetics, and work out, you will shine even more."
"Besides, you are frugal, can cook, like to organize, and are good at both housework and cooking. I saw him helping in the kitchen at night, and it is obvious that he can't do housework. This comparison widens the gap."
"He really doesn't deserve you." Jiang Xue finally concluded.
Yu Juan was stunned by Jiang Xue's series of words.
is that so...
A look of disbelief.
Jiang Xue observed her expression and sighed, "I'm not advising you to be together and have a result or anything like that. Yu Juan, you have to face up to your own excellence and don't feel inferior."
"You have to feel that you deserve the best and be worthy of anyone."
"You have so much money and so much assets, why don't these things make you confident?"
"You are actually better than many of your peers now."
"Don't just see your own shortcomings."
"Thank you Jiang Xue!"
"I think I know it now." Yu Juan thought for a while, then smiled and thanked Jiang Xue.
She herself is narrow-minded.
No longer talking about this topic, Jiang Xue touched her belly which was not bulging at all, and turned the topic back to the child.
Then seeing that Jiang Xue was interested, Yu Juan talked a lot about the difficulties of raising a child.
I fell asleep and forgot to pump milk. My breasts were swollen and hard as rocks. It was painful to clean the breast pump at the same time, and it took a long time for the breasts to be emptied.
She gave birth naturally and had to have an episiotomy. She said it was very painful and the doctor took a long time to sew.
After giving birth, she was afraid to defecate for fear of pulling the episiotomy wound and causing constipation.
The child's, hers, one by one, although Yu Juan said it calmly, but Jiang Xue could still vividly imagine from these words how much effort and energy went into raising a child, from weighing 5 to 6 kilograms to being just over a year old and just learning to walk.
Jiang Xue frowned. She was frightened by Yu Juan's detailed description of life after giving birth.
"It's so scary what you said. Do you regret giving birth to her?" Jiang Xue couldn't help but ask.
"I don't regret it." Yu Juan answered without thinking.
"I regretted it halfway through, but when I saw her holding my finger and babbling at me, when she opened her arms for me to hold, when she learned to walk and came to me, calling me mom, I didn't regret it and felt that all the efforts were worth it."
"I chose the child myself, and I feel happy that I have overcome so many difficulties, so I have no regrets about bringing her into this world."
The two were chatting when the child hummed, but Jiang Xue didn't hear it. Yu Juan heard it first and went back to the bedroom to coax the child.
After a while, Jiang Xue also walked into the bedroom.
Yu Juan hugged her daughter and slept on one side, letting Jiang Xue sleep as well and arranged a place for her.
That night, Jiang Xue probably had jet lag and slept very lightly. Then she heard the humming of Yu Juan's daughter. Yu Juan, without even opening her eyes, hugged the child and patted her gently, and then the child fell asleep again.
Then she woke up again. This time she didn't cry or whimper. Instead, she crawled to the side where Jiang Xue was sleeping in a daze and lay on Jiang Xue's pillow. Not long after, Yu Juan woke up and didn't touch her. She got up and saw her sleeping with her butt sticking up next to Jiang Xue. She took her away and covered her with a quilt.
Jiang Xue woke up when she crawled over, and she didn't move or feel sleepy until Yu Juan carried her away.
She kicked off the quilt and Yu Juan covered it.
I don't know how many times this happened overnight.
Jiang Xue got up early in the morning and sat by the bed, watching the energetic child moving around while changing his diaper. She also watched Yu Juan yawning as she prepared milk powder and changed his diaper.
With her hair in a mess, Jiang Xue also yawned.
"Ranran, mommy will go and make some Niuniu for you, you and auntie can play." Yu Juan said softly to the little one.
Then the little guy snuggled into Jiang Xue's arms, smiled with his upper and lower teeth showing, and said words that she couldn't understand or hear clearly, laughing happily.
"Call me auntie." Jiang Xue said.
"Yi Yi!" The child cooperated and called out, holding her face with both hands, kissing her on both sides of her cheeks and making muma sounds.
After the kiss, he leaned forward and let Jiang Xue kiss him.
Jiang Xue couldn't help but gave her a big kiss on her soft and smooth face.
This kid is so annoying, but also so cute.
My heart is melted by her cuteness.
I can't hate it.
Jiang Xue had breakfast at Yu Juan's house. During the breakfast, she kept playing with little Ranran, who called her aunt in a baby voice.
Xu Mo came to pick her up and made an appointment in advance to check at the Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital to prepare for the abortion.
The abortion process was similar to the prenatal check-up with Yu Juan.
Blood needs to be drawn to check blood routine, coagulation, infectious diseases, and electrocardiogram.
A secretion test is also required. Jiang Xue felt very uncomfortable lying on the examination bed.
A B-ultrasound is also needed to confirm the intrauterine pregnancy and the size of the gestational sac.
After a series of examinations, it was found that surgery could not be performed immediately and hospitalization was required.
Fasting and no water for ten hours.
She chose a painless abortion, with intravenous medication, and had the operation done while she was asleep. She was discharged from the hospital on the same day after observation.
It didn't work on the second day. She didn't follow the doctor's advice and drank a large glass of water as soon as she woke up. Ten hours without eating during the day was too long and she was too hungry, so it didn't work again. The time was postponed to eight o'clock in the morning of the third day. She just didn't eat after ten o'clock the night before.
She woke up at about six o'clock and sat on the bed for a long time. Then she said to Xu Mo, "I want to eat the fried dumplings in the school cafeteria."
"You have to abstain from water or food for two hours after the surgery. Steamed buns are only available in the morning. I'll buy them for you tomorrow."
"No, I want to eat today." Jiang Xue said stubbornly.
Then he got out of bed and changed his clothes. As if he was about to go out for dinner.
"What about the operation?" Xu Mo asked puzzledly.
"No more." Jiang Xue answered affirmatively.
"Leave him alive."
Xu Mo, Jiang Xue called his name seriously. If she wanted to abort him, she didn't need to ask Xu Mo's consent at all since the child was in her belly.
But once the baby is born, it is no longer just her business.
In addition to many external factors, there is another reason why she is afraid of having children.
She was afraid that she would not love her children and would treat her children the same way their parents treated her.
So she asked Xu Mo seriously: "I want to keep him, is that okay? Are you ready to be a father?"
Xu Mo thought for a few seconds and nodded solemnly.
"Although his arrival was not planned and it was a little sudden, he didn't come when we were ready, but he came. I will try to accept it and learn how to be a qualified father."
"That's good. I also want to try being a mother."
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