Chapter 474: If you hesitate, you will most likely regret it in the future.
After getting his consent, Jiang Xue said, "Go and help me get discharged from the hospital, and then ask the doctor what tests he needs to have next."
"Then we set out to have breakfast. We've graduated, so will we be unable to go back in? We can also eat at the pancake shop in front of the school. Their soy milk is also delicious."
"Hurry up, otherwise it will be noon when you finish, and you won't be able to make it in time for breakfast." Jiang Xue urged.
"I called Qin Liang and asked him to buy the fried dumplings from our school cafeteria and the soy milk from the store in front of the school and have it delivered to our home."
"Jiang Xue, we don't have to rush."
"Don't worry, take your time." After saying that, Xu Mo went to the doctor's office and canceled the surgery at 8 o'clock.
Ask the doctor what your child plans to do after he or she leaves.
Jiang Xue was discharged from the hospital and taken home, where Qin Liang brought her breakfast, which he had bought from two families early in the morning.
Xu Mo said to Qin Liang: "Thank you, this is not an ordinary pan-fried bun."
After returning home, he and Jiang Xue sat down and ate breakfast before Jiang Xue began to honestly talk about her plans.
"I've actually been considering whether or not to give birth to him since I became pregnant."
"Two days ago at Yu Juan's house, I asked her a series of questions from the time of her pregnancy to the birth of her child, and she told me a lot."
"I feel incredible and scared."
"While I was resisting, there was also a voice in my heart that comforted me, saying it was nothing."
"I am hesitating and wavering. This is also a choice, so I choose to respect my inner wishes."
"I decided to give birth to him."
"You make the decision, and I will face it with you. To be honest, if you decide to give birth to him, I am also looking forward to the news.
Because the baby is in your body, I can't bear the responsibility for you, so when you said you didn't want him, I fully respected your wishes. But after I knew he existed, I became curious about what he would look like when he grew up, his gender, and whether he would look like us. Knowing that you were carrying him in your belly, I looked forward to seeing him. "He had not told Jiang Xue about these curiosities and expectations before. He did not want his wishes and thoughts to affect her decision.
The child was growing in her belly, and Jiang Xue had full rights to dispose of it until it was born.
"Just what you're looking forward to."
“My childhood may have been unhappy. My parents were very poor when they gave birth to me. I was an inevitable product of their marriage.
During the process of pregnancy and raising me, my parents may have felt unhappy and regretted having a child.
After I became independent, I proved that I could have a happy life on my own. I hope to share my experience, my money, my spiritual wealth and material wealth with another person. ”
"So even if he is not what I want in my plan, I am not a DINK in the strict sense. I may still want one in the future. Since I want him anyway, now that he is here, I want to keep him."
Having a child is indeed a major event in life and should be chosen carefully.
But giving life to a person is itself a magical experience. It is not a fixed inheritance, nor is it irreversible. It is just an extension and continuation of your life journey.
She looked at Yu Juan's life and understood some issues about having children.
If she hadn't gotten pregnant, she would have been more careful about contraception.
Avoid this pit, but she is already pregnant.
She couldn't kill a life from her own body.
This life came when her relationship with Xu Mo was stable.
She had been thinking these days that this was indeed not a good time.
If she chooses to give birth to the child at this time, then as the father of the child and with unfinished studies, if she insists on staying in the country, she may have to take care of the child alone.
Take sole responsibility for giving birth to and raising a child.
The child is Xu Mo's.
Whether she has a child or not, it is not for Xu Mo.
She enjoyed the pleasure of making love, and the child was the result of her momentary indulgence.
As an adult, a wealthy, capable adult.
She believed she could handle the unexpected consequences.
Ever since she found out she was pregnant, she had been very decisive in expressing her rejection to Xu Mo.
Beat him up.
But I don't know if it's because the female hormones are starting to affect her brain.
In her heart, she was not as decisive as she appeared to be.
Ever since she found out she was pregnant, she had been hesitating, wavering, curious and expectant.
If you hesitate, you will most likely regret it in the future.
Then she thought, instead of regretting it someday in the future, "I should have known earlier that I would keep the child."
"If the child had not been aborted, he would have been several years old."
Maybe she will still regret giving birth to the child, but she feels that the emotional value that the child brings her is definitely not just regret, there are other emotions that she has never experienced.
Her body has the ability to conceive a child, or her soul can take on the responsibility of giving birth to a child, and she thinks she can educate the child well, let the child spend the rest of her years with her, and see the world together.
She received very little love from her family when she was a child.
Her parents are partial to her, and her grandparents are taking care of too many children. They may all have love, but the love they give her is very scarce.
After her rebirth, she longed for the affection between her and her brother, and the love that Teacher Yang and his wife had for her.
However, as my brother grew older, he had his own family and children, and he was also busy with work. In the past two years, they still called, video chatted, and contacted each other on WeChat on a daily basis, but the frequency was slowly decreasing.
Teacher Yang and his wife have other students, other families, and work they love. They cannot leave their hometown. They have few opportunities to see each other every year, and their love for them becomes thinner.
And as for Xu Mo, she might be a little pessimistic. From the very beginning of their relationship, she felt that he might leave her.
She always felt that the relationship between lovers and couples was not an indestructible one, and perhaps something unexpected would happen one day and they would go their separate ways.
People are lonely and will eventually leave alone. Compared to getting more love, she has been trying to love others more.
But she is also rational. Whether it is a friend or a lover, she is afraid of giving too much love.
But children are different. They are nourished by her flesh and blood and grow up in her body. They will have a deep bond before they reach adulthood and see the world independently.
She wanted to give birth to a blood-related person.
I want to give birth to someone I can love 100%.
She learned about the risks from Yu Juan and the Internet.
Combining the experience of those who have been through it, I have thought about it personally.
She is still willing to sacrifice this part.
This is a road of no return, and after she made the decision, she believed that she could go on well.
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