No!
Wang Yan wanted to explain, that it wasn't like that, it really wasn't like that. She could explain that it wasn't that she was too heartless, nor that she didn't want it, but rather...
Seeing her pale face, Zhong Yan quickly turned her head away. Now she knew how bad she felt. Where was she before?
Qin Huai's eyes darkened slightly as he patted her shoulder: "Zhong Yan, I understand how you feel, but you must know that there are many, many selfish people like her in this world."
Zhong Yan let out a soft breath, acknowledging his statement. Human hearts are complex and their schemes are deep; otherwise, how could she have ended up in such a state in her past life?
Watching your own life slip away bit by bit, that feeling is unforgettable.
"Zhong Yan".
"I'm fine." Zhong Yan pursed her lips, her expression becoming more composed. "What's done is done. Even if I feel uncomfortable, what can I do? Besides, that's not my child, Wang Yan, don't you agree?"
"Well, at your age, if you want to have a child, you'll have to wait at least five more years." Qin Huai chuckled, wondering if this silly girl even knew what she was saying.
Zhong Yan rolled her eyes at him. Who said it would take five years? Maybe in two or three years she would just find a man and have a baby. This time, no matter what, she was going to enjoy life to the fullest.
“Zhong Yan, listen to me. It’s not that I don’t want children. Really, I was forced into this situation. Think about it, I’m a mother, how could I…”
"If that's the case, why are you so afraid?" Zhong Yan's clear eyes fell on her, as if they could penetrate her heart, making her afraid to look directly at him.
Wang Yan swallowed nervously, suddenly feeling completely unwell. Was she scared? It seemed so, mainly because Zhong Yan was speaking so earnestly, and the scene just now was so jarring that she couldn't help but believe Zhong Yan.
"Tell me, how should this be resolved?"
"I don't know." Zhong Yan said helplessly. Logically speaking, the ghost children should be converted and their relatives should comfort them.
But judging from Wang Yan's attitude, let alone comforting her, she would faint just from looking at her for a second. Moreover, given the current situation, it's not something that can be easily appeased by mere words.
"Don't know? If you don't know, why did you come to me!" Wang Yan was furious, thinking that Zhong Yan was just playing a trick on her.
“You just said that it’s not that you don’t want them.” Zhong Yan seized on the loophole in her words and said, “Since it’s not that you don’t want them, then it must be that their biological father doesn’t want them.”
"This..." Wang Yan hesitated, or rather, she didn't know how to tell her. In front of outsiders, she had always been unmarried and a teacher, so she should be high and mighty.
But now, she is peeling away her disguise bit by bit.
Ultimately, she couldn't let go of her identity.
“Teacher, I bet you’re feeling really confused right now. But do you think I won’t know just because you don’t say anything? Huang Youde, you’ve known each other for over ten years, haven’t you?” Zhong Yan pointed out bluntly, enunciating each word clearly: “You don’t want children, you’re wasting your youth, putting all your emotions into a scumbag with a family. Is that really okay? Or is it that deep down, you actually enjoy this shameful life?”
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