After finishing this series of tasks, he looked at Song Lili and gestured for her to hurry up as well.
A warm feeling suddenly welled up in Song Lili's heart; this was the first time she had felt this way in this era.
She smiled gratefully at Zhang Qinghua and, just like him, popped a clean grain of wheat into her mouth. In an instant, the taste of raw flour filled her entire mouth.
Moreover, the wheat grains were quite hard, and her cheeks were also uncomfortable. Song Lili's eyes welled up with tears. She lowered her head, and tears fell one by one like beads.
My emotions suddenly surged up; all the fear, dread, and resentment I felt upon arriving here came rushing out.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that God was playing tricks on her. Otherwise, why would He have brought her here? Everyone said that there were opportunities everywhere here, but she felt that there were dangers everywhere.
However, she was powerless, and to whom could she confide her many grievances?
More and more tears fell, and Song Lili's head drooped lower and lower.
Zhang Qinghua also noticed that Song Lili had suddenly started crying. He was at a loss and tried to speak several times, but didn't know what to say.
At that moment, I suddenly felt a little disgusted with myself, disgusted with my inability to speak, otherwise I could have comforted her.
In the end, he could only look around, trying not to let others see that Song Lili was crying, and pretending not to notice, but only by covering most of Song Lili with his body.
Zhang Qinghua had considered having Yang Mei and Song Fang come over to comfort Song Lili, but he was afraid that if others saw them, Song Lili would be too ashamed to look, so he had to give up on the idea.
And Song Lili, right under everyone's noses, cried her heart out without making a sound.
After crying, Song Lili felt much better. She thought, "It seems that crying really can detoxify."
This was the first time she had cried since arriving here, but it was also the first time she felt that she belonged to this era and had a sense of being grounded.
After crying, she felt less heavy-hearted and her mood improved significantly.
She is good at hiding her emotions. In the past, as long as she didn't say it, no one would know her true feelings.
She seemed no different from ordinary people for a while, but in reality, she was constantly anxious and restless.
After she finished crying, these symptoms seemed to lessen considerably, and the gloom in her eyes disappeared.
Wiping away her tears, Song Lili looked up and almost bumped into Zhang Qinghua's back again, momentarily stunned.
Why is this person suddenly squatting in front of her?
Soon, Song Lili laughed. She wasn't stupid; she understood why Zhang Qinghua had done this and smiled knowingly.
He stretched out a hand that looked like a chicken claw and patted Zhang Qinghua's back. His nose was still a little stuffy, so his voice had a heavy nasal tone.
"Get out of the way, you almost bumped into me." There was an unconscious hint of petulance in her voice, a quality she only displayed towards those she knew best.
Zhang Qinghua felt the pats on his back and heard the sound, so he moved his body and turned to look at Song Lili.
Song Lili's eyes and nose were red at this moment. Because she had been crying, her eyes were even more watery and bright, like an innocent rabbit, which made Zhang Qinghua want to touch her.
He twitched his fingers, but suppressed the urge. He squatted down next to Song Lili, looking at the animal in the middle. "Did you hurt it when you kicked it earlier?"
Song Lili was taken aback, then found it both funny and exasperating, so she assumed that he was crying because he was hurt by the kick.
She wasn't a delicate child; she could bear the pain and didn't feel much pain, though she was a little angry at the time.
However, I couldn't explain the specific reason to him, so I could only vaguely say, "You used too much force..."
Zhang Qinghua immediately felt extremely guilty, "I'm sorry..."
Now it was Song Lili's turn to feel guilty!
"No, just think of me as suddenly acting crazy. Actually, it didn't hurt just now. I just wanted to cry. It has nothing to do with you."
At this point, it was useless for Zhang Qinghua to distance himself from the situation; he was already convinced that Song Lili was crying because of the pain.
The guilt, self-blame, and remorse in his eyes were all there, but Song Lili didn't see them; she only heard Zhang Qinghua say "hmm."
Song Lili felt relieved, thinking that she had explained things clearly and would no longer feel guilty. Little did she know that this made Zhang Qinghua feel even more guilty.
This delay meant the livestock had stopped moving and were now turning over the wheat.
Song Lili and Zhang Qinghua were together when she glanced up and saw Yang Mei and Li Qinghua together. She couldn't help but nudge Zhang Qinghua.
"Don't you think those two are getting a little too close? Could it be that your friend is trying to steal your boyfriend?" Song Lili asked, her mouth agape in surprise.
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