I beat her quite often during that period, and sometimes she would avoid me when she saw me.
Yes, I forced her to do things she didn't want to do, but she didn't think about it. Wasn't it for the good of our family?
She has long hair but little knowledge.
"Pei Qingbai! You are in a trance! What are you thinking about? You are in a trance! Come back to your senses!"
The King of Hell’s angry voice frightened me and I quickly came to my senses.
"I'm here, I'm here. I, I'm not in a daze. I'm just reminiscing." I said quickly, and the King of Hell's anger was temporarily eliminated.
In order not to make him angry again, I decided to tell him everything that I didn't think was evil.
"I shouldn't have stopped my child from going to school. My foolish thoughts at the time were very wrong. When we separated from the family, I was particularly jealous of our fourth child who didn't want anything and looked so confident."
The King of Hell made a few ticks and motioned me to stop. "Wait a minute, there is not one evil here. First, foolish thoughts are evil. Second, not letting children study is the second evil. Finally, jealousy is the third evil. Okay, you can continue."
How can jealousy be considered evil? Who wouldn't be jealous? I just followed my heart. Besides, feudal superstitions were not allowed after the founding of the country. Who knew that doing evil would lead to hell?
I was filled with anger, but I dared not speak out, so I could only continue to say honestly: "Before the separation, I occasionally beat my wife, and after the separation, I beat her almost every day. This should also be considered evil."
"What about gambling cards?"
The three words "King of Hell" shocked me so much that I was speechless. After a long while, I asked back, "Is gambling considered evil? I'm spending my own family's money, so how can it be considered evil?"
"Your own family's money? Did you earn it? You used your wife's hard-earned money to gamble, and then beat your wife after gambling, complaining that she earned too little money. You are evil."
I was feeling relieved.
Then he said, "This is a series of evil deeds."
Just talk, can you stop breathing so hard? I just breathed a sigh of relief, and then I was lifted up again.
Forget it, I have done a lot of evil in my life. If that's what he said, then it's true, but who hasn't done evil? Those people will be judged like me in hell.
I suddenly felt that it didn’t matter. Since everyone is the same, I’m not particularly miserable.
"Then I accidentally slept with that widow, so that's evil? I didn't do it on purpose. I had a couple of drinks with my brothers at the time, and she seduced me like that, and I wasn't conscious. How can it be my fault?"
Many people know about the incident of sleeping with a widow. I was really wronged in this case. I didn’t even know whether I was in jail or not, and I lost a lot of money for no reason.
Yes, I was unwilling to give up after paying the money, so I went to find her again, slept with her, and threatened her that if she dared to ask me for money again, I would tell everyone that she slept with other men.
After doing that, I felt better. I couldn't be the only one being threatened.
Later, when my wife earned more money, I simply gave part of it to the widow and asked her to cut off contact with other men. I found it dirty to sleep with so many people.
The only one at home is the one I really have no interest in. She doesn't even dare to say a word to me every day. I don't beat her every day, so is there any need for me to pretend like that?
Why doesn't she reflect on herself? If she can make me happy, can I hit her?
I felt that the King of Hell was quite speechless, and I didn’t know what he was speechless about. He just waved his hand and motioned for me to continue speaking.
What are you going to say next? I felt like I had said everything I needed to say. I wanted to talk back, but when I saw the two ferocious ghost officials standing by, I immediately became quiet.
"Lord Yama, I really can't remember. If there is anything I did wrong, please tell me."
He just stared at me like that, without saying anything for a long time, which made me feel a little scared.
After a while, he signaled to the two ghosts holding forks. I didn't know what they were going to do, but the next moment I knew it. The two ghosts directly locked the forks behind my back.
The King of Hell issued an order: "Since you don't know where you are wrong, then go and experience it yourself."
I had no idea what to experience, and the world was spinning around me. I was totally confused and had no idea which direction I was in.
Then I felt my head being squeezed, and people around me shouted in surprise, "It's out, it's out!"
I don’t know why. Even though I was already dead, I still often felt very hungry. I didn’t know anything during that period. I would eat if something was fed into my mouth, and I would starve if nothing was fed.
As I grew older, I found that I was reborn as a human again, but this time, I was no longer a man, but a little girl.
But didn't Yang Meng ask me to experience it myself? What does it feel like to be a woman?
I think being a woman is so easy. You don’t have to go out to do such tiring work. You can just do easy chores, cook and take care of children at home. It’s much happier than being a man.
Only after I was reborn as a girl did I realize how difficult life is for girls who are not valued at home. They don’t have enough food to eat or warm clothes to wear. They have to start working at a very young age and are bullied by other boys in the family.
Is this to let me experience my wife's life? But her suffering is determined by her gender, what does it have to do with me? Why let me experience it?
When I was eighteen years old, an honest and simple boy in the village asked someone to introduce me to him. The matchmaker said that his family was very satisfied with me.
I think this man is pretty good. He is strong and hardworking, and he gets full work points every day. He is very much like me before. If I marry him, how good would my life be?
Since my parents thought this marriage was okay, I nodded and agreed without saying a word.
In fact, even if I didn't agree, there would be no other result. My family members have already liked her, so how could a girl like me have any say?
Their family is like my previous family, with four sons.
The eldest is capable of working, the second is the one who proposed marriage to me, the third is cunning and treacherous, and the fourth is a soldier.
I married my current husband without knowing much, slept in his house for one night, and became his wife. He told me that he would treat me well in the future, and when we had children, he would work harder to give us a stable life with enough food and clothing.
I suffered so much in my childhood, with too many days of hunger and cold. His promise sounded so warm to me, and I fell for it at once.
I also told him that I would absolutely listen to him in the future, and would do whatever he asked me to do without hesitation, and would never do anything he told me not to do.
Although he is silent most of the time, I feel that I have fallen in love with this man.
But everyone has flaws. I didn't expect that just because his mother didn't give me enough food and I just talked back, he actually slapped me.
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