At that moment, the faith I had built up seemed to collapse. Why? He had always said that he loved me. Why did he hit me if he loved me?
The first time I felt like I couldn’t accept it at all. I locked myself in the room, not working or eating, while my mother-in-law was outside, throwing things and scolding.
I heard a voice asking me: "Do you feel it?"
Just when I was thinking about the great feeling I had when I beat my wife for the first time and was about to start repenting, my man came into the room. He carefully held my face and asked me if it hurt.
He said that he was doing this for my own good, and that my mom was the head of the family now, and that it would be bad for me to disobey her. He asked me to go and apologize to her, and the matter would be over.
I was deeply moved. I originally thought that he really hit me, but I didn't expect that he was actually doing it to protect me. I misunderstood him. I threw myself into his arms, crying and saying that I would apologize to my mother.
After this matter was settled, I secretly said to that voice in my heart: "I feel happy. It turns out that being a woman and having someone to protect you is such a happy thing."
"Then, just continue to experience it."
Just keep experiencing it. I don’t think I did anything big in my previous life. I just did what a normal man would do.
This just allows me to realize how happy my wife was in my previous life.
I go to work every day to do some light work, and then come home to cook and do housework. My ordinary days are particularly satisfying.
I will understand my man's hard work, because I have experienced in my previous life how tiring it is to go to work and get full work points every day, so I will become more and more considerate to him.
When he is tired, I never bother him with things at home.
His mother is usually quite stingy and often lets everyone go hungry, so I would go outside to dig up some wild vegetables, secretly cook them outside, and then bring them back for him and the kids to eat.
Although mother hasn't given us much to eat yet, the work points we earned are still there. Won't they be distributed to us in the future?
I don't care about these things at all. I think that all the money we earn is ours anyway. If we live a harder life now, we can leave more for our children in the future.
Ever since my man hit me once, he told me his difficulties. I said I understood him very well, and our relationship has become better and better.
After that, he didn't beat me for a long time, and my temper became more and more docile. Until later, I discovered that my mother-in-law treated us daughters-in-law completely differently.
Does the one in the middle have to suffer?
Before going to bed at night, I complained to my husband, but he turned around and slapped me. His ferocious look made me feel scared.
"How tired is my mother to manage this family? You are always fussing over trivial matters, looking for trouble, right? Are you feeling comfortable now?"
I was stunned. I felt like I didn't say anything because he was my man and I only complained to him a few words.
At this time, I felt that I still had feelings for him, but this slap really made me feel wronged. I wondered in my heart, was it because he was too tired from work during the day, so this happened?
Just like in my previous life, I don’t like to listen to my wife talking about these things when I’m too tired.
With this in mind, I feel that this is indeed the case. I shouldn't be so ignorant. I should be more considerate and not let him worry about things at home when he is so tired at work.
Since then, I have stopped fighting and have become more taciturn at home. Like my husband, I have become a hardworking and willing couple.
I thought that if these things were repeating themselves according to what happened in my previous life, then the separation of the family should be soon, and after the separation, our lives would be much easier.
As for the two things I did in my previous life, gambling on cards and sleeping with widows, I think it was entirely because my wife couldn't hold my heart. If she could hold my heart, would I still go out and mess around?
But I have confidence in my man. He is such a good person, he will definitely not mess around outside.
After looking forward to it day and night, the separation finally came. It was still an unfair separation just like in the previous life. I didn’t say anything to my husband and just moved out quietly. At least I didn’t say anything else. This action would definitely attract the favor of many elders in the clan.
After we moved out, my husband said he didn't want the child to go to school anymore. I thought that because of this, the devil would scold me for being ignorant, so I should persuade my husband to let the child go to school.
After I finished persuading him, I got slapped again.
But I clearly did what my man wanted to hear, so why did my ending become the same as my wife’s in my previous life?
I don't understand.
At this time, the voice began to ask me again: "Do you understand?"
I didn't know what he meant by asking me this, and I really couldn't figure it out, so I asked him to explain it to me.
He let me experience it myself.
He locked the child in the house, and I didn't know what to do. In my previous life, my wife did nothing and just obeyed my orders.
So am I going to do the same thing as my wife in this life? Then won't my mother-in-law use this incident to move into our house again?
In order to prevent my mother-in-law from moving in, I secretly let the child out and sent him to school.
When my man finds out, I will tell him why I let the child go.
He was angrier than ever. He threw me to the ground and kept punching and kicking me, saying that he had misjudged me and that I was such an unfilial woman.
Why is this?
I let my child go to school, and she became closer to me, but this also caused my husband's dissatisfaction because the child said that she could eat enough when her grandmother was not around.
He suspected that I taught the child to say this in order to prevent my mother-in-law from living in our house.
Yes, that's right, he also wants to support my mother-in-law.
Now I finally understand why my wife hated my mother so much in my previous life.
But it is my mother that my wife hates. I still don’t think I have done anything wrong, and I don’t think my current man has done anything wrong.
I started to become more silent than before we separated, and this silence made me feel more and more like my daughter-in-law in my previous life.
Despite my careful precautions, my mother-in-law still moved into our house. There was no special reason. My husband went to pick her up personally.
The moment I saw my mother-in-law enter our home, I felt like the sky was falling. Why? I tried so hard, why couldn't I prevent this outcome?
Will the next plot be that my man gets tortured and breaks his leg again?
Is experience just experience? Going through my wife's mental journey? Is there nothing I can do to change?
I am not the one who is wrong, but is my wife also not wrong? Can't I change my fate by changing his behavior?
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