At that time, I no longer trusted her, but I couldn't expose her directly.
Although I always quarreled with my parents, the closer I got to the countryside, the more I realized that they really loved me and would never abandon me in such a short time.
I can only continue to trust her as naively as always to lower her vigilance.
As my relationship with Pei Yuanzheng got better and better, I wondered when I could call home and ask what was going on.
But I didn’t expect that Chen Panpan actually fell in love with Pei Yuanzheng and wanted to attack me directly.
I know how miserable life is for a woman who has slept with a few second-rate guys. Of course, they didn't succeed in getting what they wanted from me, but the way they chased after me with such ferocious looks did scare me.
As for jumping into the water, I definitely didn’t do it because I wanted to commit suicide. I just didn’t know the way to the village, so I ran to that side in a panic, and ended up falling in because I couldn’t stop myself…
When I regained consciousness, I was already following Pei Yuanzheng. And I didn't follow him immediately, but many years later.
Later, I also got a general idea of what happened in the village. When I heard them discussing the endings of those people, I realized that Pei Yuanzheng was almost able to hold me back. It seems that my life span in this life may only be that long. When I heard about the endings of those people, I just felt sad.
If the only way to make my life better is to frame others, then I hope I will stay in the mud all my life.
The good things you gain by stepping on others are not really good.
During the years I followed Pei Yuanzheng, I was not very energetic at the beginning and spent more time sleeping. When I woke up occasionally, I found that I could not go anywhere. The range of my movement was limited to a circle with a diameter of less than one meter drawn with Pei Yuanzheng as the center.
This discovery made me feel very frustrated. I tried to talk to Pei Yuanzheng, but found that he couldn't hear me at all. Occasionally, I would blow air on his face and neck, but it didn't have any effect at all.
Am I just going to be tied to him like this and watch him live out his life in boredom?
Forget it, it's better to stay with him. Maybe he will go to Suicheng in the future. Maybe I can know the situation of my family by being with him.
I don’t know if they know that I’m gone. My mom will definitely cry. As for my dad, he is the kind of person who will keep his heart no matter how sad he is. He won’t shed a single tear, but his eyes will definitely be red.
If he knew that I would be killed by Chen Panpan, he would definitely slap himself hard and regret why he used his connections to arrange for Chen Panpan and I to go to the countryside together.
After following Pei Yuanzheng for a period of time, I found that his career was developing better and better, and his social status was getting higher and higher. Many people tried to get close to him deliberately. Perhaps because of his vigilance when he was in the army, many people who approached him did not succeed.
Some people say that he remained chaste for the sake of me, his deceased wife. I laughed for a long time when I heard it for the first time. They are so funny. I couldn't influence him at all when I was alive, so how could I influence him after I died?
My laughter didn't last long, because I actually heard him admit it. He said he couldn't forget me, so he wouldn't look for another woman in the short term.
Ah, this... am I really that attractive? Could it be that Pei Yuanzheng actually fell in love with me at first sight? So he will never look down on other women again?
This probability is too low, and I don’t think Pei Yuanzheng is a superficial person.
Then just keep watching.
After following him for a while, I found that my spirits had improved and I was awake longer every day. However, being awake for such a long time and only being able to stare at him was too boring.
I started to pay attention to what he did every day. When he read, I would read with him, watch what he ate, and look at the contracts he flipped through.
He is really self-disciplined. He gets up early every day to exercise. No matter how busy he is, he will always set aside half an hour to an hour in the morning to run or do other exercises.
People around him knew his habits and never approached him in the morning when he was exercising.
The food he eats is always healthy. When I was with him, I occasionally saw food from outside. Some of them looked delicious, but he never ate them.
Sometimes I think, if it were me, I would probably try it, whether I like it or not, at least to know what it is and what it tastes like.
I don’t know when it started, but when I was awake I could actually hear Pei Yuanzheng giving a lecture. Who was he lecturing to?
I didn't see anyone else around him. Did he have the habit of teaching others? But no one listened to him.
I listened to some of it at first, but later I found the content rather boring. It became even more boring when he spoke it. I began to lose interest. Often after listening to the beginning, I didn’t want to listen any further and turned to study some things around him.
For example, the chair he sat on was really great and must have been very comfortable to sit on. If I were still alive, if I didn’t have the memories I have now, I would definitely have a chair like this.
As I was drooling over his chair, he taught more and more seriously, which made me feel that it was a waste that he taught so hard but no one listened.
Then I will just be a listener reluctantly.
What he was talking about was so difficult that I couldn't understand it at all. The more he talked, the more confused I became, and when I was confused, I felt sleepy.
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