I couldn't understand what they were doing. I felt like a fool. During that time, I did whatever they told me to do. It was as if I had no consciousness of my own.
Fortunately, Pei Yuanzheng's mother didn't ask me to do anything difficult. She just asked me to teach the children of the Pei family.
During that time, I was so scared that I didn't want to communicate with other adults and would rather hang out with the children every day.
At first I taught the children how to read and count, and later I gradually taught them poetry and writing. I taught very seriously and they learned very seriously. Although some of them were particularly naughty, in the end, under my guidance, they all followed me very obediently.
Children are indeed the most innocent people in the world.
When Pei Yuanzheng came back again, he was no longer a soldier. He confessed to me about his discharge from the army and said that if I minded, we didn't have to get the marriage certificate and he would still take care of me until I could return.
I was very conflicted and didn't know what to do. At this time, Chen Panpan, who had reconciled with me, found me again and told me that I must get a marriage certificate. If I didn't get a marriage certificate, he could be with another woman, get married and have children, and then I would be the one who was morally corrupt.
I was convinced by Chen Panpan's words and insisted on getting a marriage certificate with Pei Yuanzheng.
He said he would be nice to me, but I didn't completely believe him. If he intended to be nice to me from the beginning, why didn't he come home for more than a month after that day?
He's already retired, isn't he?
I am actually a little wary of the Pei family. It’s not that I’m not wary of Chen Panpan, but because I really have no one I can trust. At least my father said that she won’t treat me badly in the short term.
Maybe my father didn’t know that Chen Panpan would attack me so quickly.
Since I started going to the countryside, I completely cut off contact with my family. Even in the first two months, it was Chen Panpan who helped me pick up letters and get remittance slips to withdraw money.
My frequent illness affected my freedom of movement, so I had to entrust all those things to Chen Panpan.
After I got married, my family never wrote to me again, nor sent me a penny.
At the beginning, I was very scared and often asked Chen Panpan, what should I do?
She said, I am married now anyway, and a married daughter is like spilled water. Maybe my family is not happy with the person I married, so they deliberately don’t contact me. Maybe they want to force me to divorce and go back.
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