Chapter 380 Time will not go back
He did not answer anything Su Xiaoli said.
Gu Feihan had not yet recovered from his previous emotions, and his unprecedented silence almost froze Su Xiaoli's bones.
Xiao Li didn't understand, but he knew.
There is another jade dragon in the world, which happens to be a pair with the one on Xiaoli's neck.
Su Xiaoli bit his lower lip unconsciously, although he didn't know what made him so unhappy.
But...ah, she placed her hand gently on the back of the hand holding the gear lever.
It was not yet late autumn, but the little hands were already cold, which made Gu Feihan's heart tremble.
Without having time to sulk, Gu Feihan reflexively held her little hand.
Su Xiaoli clearly felt that the strength in his hands was much greater than before, and it was very tense.
The car stopped at the door of the house, but Su Xiaoli didn't move.
"Let's go for a walk along the Houhai Beach." She spoke softly and cautiously.
Gu Feihan was still feeling uncomfortable, as if he was holding a grudge that he couldn't get rid of. He frowned and looked away with his flickering eyes.
Finally, he replied, but his voice was a little cold, "It's so cold late at night, go back."
Your hands are so cold yet you still want to go out and run around.
Su Xiaoli was wrapped in coldness.
She bit her lower lip and stared at him.
The more her gaze pursued him, the more impatient Gu Feihan became. Finally, he said in a hoarse voice, "Have you seen enough?"
"I haven't seen enough." Su Xiaoli sighed secretly and shook his head as a matter of course.
"If you don't want to go out for a walk, then come back to the house and let me continue watching, okay?"
Gu Feihan couldn't answer, he was speechless and depressed, with a deep look in his eyes.
He was aware of his current situation and it was not a good time to chat.
I'm really afraid that I won't be able to control my temper, or say something hurtful to others or myself.
There was a brief stalemate and silence, and their eyes met in the air, tearing and crushing each other.
In the end, Gu Feihan was no match for Su Xiaoli's persistence.
The two have known each other for two years. Based on their previous "struggle experience", Su Xiaoli clearly knows
——If Gu Feihan’s unhappiness is not dealt with in time, he will keep getting stuck in a rut and end up making himself sick.
The way he looks now, it is obvious that he is holding back a lot of anger.
If he continues like this, there will be only one dead end, and he will definitely explode.
The door closed with a bang.
A faint moonlight shone through the window. The two sat on the sofa, each in silence for a while.
The dim floor lamp tried its best to shine, but it couldn't break through the layers of heavy pressure.
The abyss seems to have no end.
Finally, Su Xiaoli spoke first.
"Don't you want me to accept this jade dragon?" She stared at the man in front of her and asked tentatively.
"Just keep it if my mother gave it to you. It's nothing." Gu Feihan's voice was a little perfunctory, his eyes were dark, but an awkward evil fire was faintly burning in them.
"But this jade dragon looks very valuable. Is there anything special about it?"
Su Xiaoli roughly guessed that the man's anger tonight was directed at this piece of jade.
"There are only two dollars in this world! I gave one to you, and the other one will be given to..." Gu Feihan didn't want to mention that name at all, and his tone was already quite cold.
The muscles in the man's arms bulged.
Su Xiaoli immediately understood and didn't dare to breathe heavily. She just said "Oh" softly and didn't ask any more questions.
This jade dragon must be a family heirloom of the Lin family.
The other piece is most likely Ling Yicheng's.
Gu Feihan's chaotic emotional fluctuations... Could it be that they were bound by some kind of "cause and effect" logic, and even almost occupied all his thoughts?
Su Xiaoli's face changed color.
All of Gu Feihan's hidden paranoia and possessiveness could no longer be suppressed, like surging waves, crashing and clamoring layer after layer.
He suddenly approached Su Xiaoli, pushed her into the corner of the sofa, and spoke suddenly in a harsh voice.
His teeth were chattering, his eyes were as sharp as fire, and full of grief and indignation: "Why wasn't I there with you that night?!"
"Why are your hands tied together so tightly?!"
"Why not me! Why not me?! Why is it him!"
Gu Feihan's half body was shaking, and there was a musty smell in his voice, as if he had been holding it in for a long time, and it was mixed with blood.
Reluctant, even desperate.
What he hated the most was why it wasn't him who accompanied Su Xiaoli on the sea that night.
Time will not go back.
He was obviously so lucky and loved her so devoutly.
I thought I had met someone with true spiritual resonance, where two people understood and accepted each other, and even had the same goals. He was the only more complex and powerful person of my kind in the world.
The two are similar but also complement each other.
You come and I go, and we respond to each other.
Sometimes it is majestic and sometimes it is a trickle. No matter whether it is surging or gentle, it is shared by him and Su Xiaoli alone.
This process is a process of mutual nourishment, growth, and sincere admiration between the two parties.
Xiao Li had given him enough comfort and ample spiritual support.
It also uses a higher level of thinking and emotion to give him a more tolerant and brilliant spiritual baptism.
He even vaguely glimpsed the potential for his own growth and his entire future in Xiaoli.
But now, Gu Feihan had to admit with red eyes that the comfort, beauty and all the longings between him and Xiao Li were all destroyed by that night.
Even her life was saved by another man.
And from that night on, the shadow of another person would occasionally float across her eyes.
The situation seemed out of control, and Gu Feihan always hated the uncontrollable, especially when it happened to Su Xiaoli.
This pain ran through Gu Feihan's heart, there was no way to reconcile with it, and it almost destroyed him.
A vague hatred intensified in the confusion, and reason seemed to succumb to bestiality.
Su Xiaoli finally realized that during this period of time, although she and Gu Feihan seemed the same as before, they had actually been trapped in the same trap.
It is difficult to take a step forward in the confinement.
Even now, Gu Feihan's emotions were already roaring with anxiety.
"You..." Su Xiaoli hesitated.
In the end, she didn't say anything, but just hugged Gu Feihan tightly, and stroked his back with her little hands.
This man seemed to have even more severe PTSD and more desperate than her own.
Gu Feihan's frenzy was frozen, and a layer of dark red invaded his eyes again.
Reacting completely subconsciously, he quickly hugged Su Xiaoli tightly, tightening his arms as if to squeeze all the oxygen out of her chest.
Before Su Xiaoli could react, his sharp teeth had already bitten Su Xiaoli's lips and kissed her.
Gu Feihan had no place to vent his surging anger.
His arms were tense as if he was going to eat someone.
There is no room for any other emotions between the hot lips and teeth.
The only sound in the room was the two people's heartbeats.
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