Life is a matter for two people. It requires not only closeness of heart but also similar social status, which will allow for more common ground.
Lu Feng thought about it carefully and realized that he had never cared about her feelings. Every time he came back from a business trip, she would always talk about trivial things, such as what happened to Duo Duo, what happened when a dog ran over, when the wind blew, and when it rained.
These are things that busy people would never notice, but they are her whole life. Only a lonely person would pay such close attention to such details.
Lu Feng really wanted to go in and apologize to her, but he knew that Jiang Xiaoyan was completely unable to face him right now. Her emotions were on the verge of collapse, and going in rashly would only make things worse.
Inside the house, Zhang Fengxia slowly calmed her down. Lu Feng sat blankly outside, the clock on the wall pointing to eleven o'clock at night.
Lu Feng stood up, took a deep breath, and decided to go home first. Perhaps he should give her more time and space to catch her breath.
In the ward, Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes were red as she looked at Zhang Fengxia and said, "I really can't go on living like this. It's too torturous, worse than death. Please leave me alone, okay?"
"What nonsense are you talking about? What will happen to Duoduo if you die? What will happen to your parents?" Zhang Fengxia hurriedly tried to persuade her.
“With Xiaohong at home, my mom feels ashamed of me. Back when Lu Feng first made his fortune, he often mentioned me to people, but now she doesn’t want to talk about it anymore. She only talks about Xiaohong. I’m not valued at home. I do more work and get the best food, but I get less.”
"What about Duoduo? She'll be an orphan then, don't think like that!"
“Duoduo wasn’t my child to begin with. He’s so rich, he can find any kind of stepmother. Nobody needs me. I’ve always been the one who needs others. I need him to support me. I need Duoduo to be my child. I need that home.” Jiang Xiaoyan choked up as she spoke, “I…I really can’t go on living. Please don’t worry about me. I beg you, I really beg you!”
"I'll kowtow to you, okay? Just leave me alone. You're an elite talent who studied abroad, what are you doing hanging around a woman from the countryside like me?"
"Stop talking nonsense! It's just a child; he doesn't know anything yet." Zhang Fengxia panicked and blurted out, "It's just a child; I'll give birth to it for you!"
"You'll have my child?" Jiang Xiaoyan seemed to have grasped a lifeline, suddenly sitting up in bed, staring intently at Zhang Fengxia, and asked, "Can you really have my child?"
Zhang Fengxia didn't expect that she would take her words of comfort seriously, but since things had come to this point, she had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "I'll give birth for you. When I was studying abroad, people there were very open-minded, and giving birth was like childbirth for them."
"That way, it will also be his child. After this child grows up and I recover, I will have another one," Jiang Xiaoyan muttered to herself.
As long as she can be with Lu Feng, as long as there is still a reason to convince herself, she will not give up, even if the matter is absurd, but only she and Zhang Fengxia know it.
"Is it too late? I'm already three months pregnant," Jiang Xiaoyan asked anxiously. "Will they find out?"
"No...it's okay, just say you're going abroad to conceive, he won't know." Zhang Fengxia felt her face stiffen.
"You'll help me, right?" Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her, her eyes full of expectation, knowing she had no other choice.
Zhang Fengxia had thought about many things before, but she never expected that her relationship with Lu Feng would develop in this way. It was so absurd that it was unbelievable, but it really happened.
She took a deep breath. Perhaps it was all fate that brought her to this point in her life. Whether she liked it or loved it, it was all just an experience.
"You like him, don't you?" Jiang Xiaoyan asked.
"Don't talk nonsense!"
“I’m not blind, I can see it.” Jiang Xiaoyan laughed and grabbed Zhang Fengxia’s hand, saying, “You’re great. You’re a good person, you have a good personality, and you’re excellent in terms of education, family background, and looks. As a woman, you can be said to be perfect. Sometimes I feel ashamed when I compare myself to you.”
"There aren't as many as you're saying. Promise me you won't try to kill yourself."
"I'll say yes if you get pregnant."
“Okay!” Zhang Fengxia nodded in agreement.
Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, then started crying.
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