Chapter 119 Chapter 119 Say you love me. Otherwise, I will kill you...
Gu Huaijin grabbed her arm, and his thumb finally paused for a moment.
The other hand on her back also stopped stroking and rubbing her body belatedly and remained still for a moment.
I felt embarrassed and scared.
What exactly was he doing and when did he start?
He reflected alone for five years and finally made up his mind to give Tianshan an explanation no matter what the method was when they met again.
As a result, he interrogated her while hugging and touching her, never letting go for a moment.
His lips were tightly pursed, his chest was heaving, and his face was turned away.
After a long time, he let go of her hand, took a step back, and the two of them finally separated completely.
"You've made up your mind not to tell me, haven't you?"
She said softly, "I can't say."
"Why?" He smiled vaguely. He was a man famous for his martial arts, but he looked so pale that he seemed to be blown away by a gust of wind.
"Is the Wangsheng Sect really worthy of your loyalty? Is it worth you going this far? Would you rather have me torture you than be loyal to them?!"
Her eyes suddenly turned red and she pursed her lips.
"For them, you killed me, deceived me, and stole the mountain-guarding jade plaque. The Gu family's three-hundred-year legacy collapsed overnight. I was as frightened as a stray dog, and I left the mountain, nearly dying of illness. I was picked up by a monk, became a nun, and came to find you. Just for them, you've done this to me. I want to ask, how have I ever wronged you?"
She closed her eyes, not daring to look at him.
"Speak!" He suddenly grabbed her shoulders, as if he hated her to the core, and his ten fingers almost dug into her arms:
"Speak! You brought me to this point, what did you get in return?! You took away the Mountain Guarding Jade Plate and ruined my life, what did you get in return?! The Tianshan Sect fell because of me, and I became the sect's sinner. You know how dedicated I am to justice—"
When he said this, he started to cry, and she also started to cry.
Song Yaojie once commented on Gu Huaijin's attitude towards his sect with the four words "never give up even if you die."
"How much do you hate me to do this to me?! For the sake of the mountain, I can endure anything. Huide bullied me for ten years, and I refused to say a word. It was only after he bullied you that I gradually lost my patience with him. Originally, I did everything for the mountain, but now it's half for the mountain and half for you. Everyone says you're a spy, but I don't believe them. I believe you!"
His roar gradually became hoarse, and tears of blood began to flow from under the black silk. She hunched her shoulders, and tears fell on her chest. She unconsciously tightened the hemp rope of the clamp, unable to say a word in reply.
"I believe in you! Back then, because I loved you, the mountain was filled with rumors and gossip. My six or seven years as the Young Sect Leader ruined my reputation and prestige. I almost quit my job, all to protect you! If anything happened to you, I would search the entire mountain to find you. If you were in trouble, I would offend even the most unacceptable people. Because of you, everyone on the mountain was afraid of me and complained about me!"
"In the end, in the end," he suddenly chuckled, his lips stretched into a grin, leaving two bloodstains on his cheeks, a hideous and terrifying sight. "In the end, everything they said was right. I was wrong, I was the fool. Just because of my own stupidity, I dragged the entire mountain down. Because of my little love, I dragged everyone down to the road to hell."
He laughed so hard that his bones almost creaked. "Tell me, where is the Gate of Rebirth? How do I get there? What is the internal structure like? I must know today."
She clenched her fists, tears streaming down her face, and she felt like she was suffocating and couldn't breathe.
"Tell me," he said. "I will never make the same mistake again. If you don't tell me today, I will definitely kill you."
She closed her eyes and smiled for a moment, and tears as big as grapes rolled down her face. It seemed as if all her strength had been drained from her body, and she was too weak to stand.
“What are you doing!”
With a loud noise, Gu Huaijin suddenly swung something away, and the clamp flew out and fell to the ground with a crackling sound.
She then realized that she had uncontrollably tightened the clamp, and the fingers on her left hand had been pinched and swollen purple.
"What's the point of taking this! As long as you confess to me, I will go and take revenge, and the problem will be solved. Why torture yourself and me here? Do you really think I will fall for your tricks?!"
A self-torture tactic?
She smiled, she didn't feel any pain at all.
Back then, before she killed Gu Huaijin, she had recurring nightmares. Sometimes, she failed to kill him, gave up, and jumped off the Snow Peak. Sometimes, she confessed, and Gu Huaijin learned she was a spy and turned around to kill her.
But I have never had such a dream.
She tried to kill him, but failed. Not only did a blood feud remain, but they also had to reunite with hatred.
She wasn't afraid of anyone's hatred. But Gu Huaijin...
She doesn't care if others hate her.
She gritted her teeth, trying to hold back her tears until she almost suffocated and staggered a few steps dizzy.
Gu Huaijin stretched out his hand to help her, circled around her lightly, and finally withdrew his hand.
She closed her eyes.
Killing her was fine. Death was easy, and now, dying in his hands, she was willing.
But, to be honest, that may not be possible.
There is no worry in death.
Betraying the clan would cause endless troubles, and it was not something she could decide just because he asked her at the top of his voice.
As for death.
For a spy, this day will come sooner or later.
She said, "Kill me if you want, I'm fine."
"Kill me if you want? Kill me if you want?!" He laughed convulsively, biting every word with hatred and ferocity, "You're telling me these big words again! Kill me if you want, that's easy to say - you fell off the cliff that year, but you walked away clean. I know how I've been through these five years, how I lived a life worse than death! You want me to kill you - do you think I'm as stupid as you -"
He pulled a dagger from his sleeve, unsheathed it with a snap, flicked the scabbard in his hand, and slammed it onto the stone floor of the hot spring pool with a clang, echoing loudly:
"Here you go! If you want to kill someone, do it yourself! Don't count on me! Do you think I would do such a stupid thing as you? Look at how you're crying now! How can you feel better? If you think I were you, I would rather suffer in my dreams at midnight than do it cruelly. Do you think you can get over it after you do it?!"
"How do you know I can't get through it?"
She felt completely powerless, her knees went weak for a moment, and she fell down involuntarily.
Gu Huaijin finally took a step forward and supported her, but she was still too weak to stand. He had no choice but to support her in his arms, hugging her while roaring:
"You're bragging again. Your mouth is harder than a bone! If you were fine, why would you ask me to kill you?! If you were fine, why would you use the clamps yourself?! How could someone so cruel that he could even kill his lover cry like this for no reason? And even at this point, you still want to provoke me——"
Her eyes were red, filled with sadness and mockery: "What kind of lover are you to me?"
Gu Huaijin's string of words finally paused for a moment.
She said stubbornly: "I have never loved anyone."
Gu Huaijin even stopped breathing for a moment.
For a long time, his usually restrained and distant face twitched slightly, his teeth clenched, and his whole body creaked like a dilapidated wooden frame.
"Okay, okay, okay. Okay."
Before she could react, he pushed her hand hard, and she fell backward uncontrollably as if being pulled by the hot spring pool, her left foot tripping over her right, and with a thud, she fell into the pool.
The candlelight in the water was dim and turbid, and the boiling hot spring water covered her head and face from all directions. When she stood up by the pool, Gu Huaijin walked down the wide and low stone steps extending from the pool, one by one, and walked closer step by step. His wide black robe floated in the water, like a cloud of ominous black smoke.
He walked up to her and stood still, calm and composed:
"Say it. Say you love me."
"Otherwise," he pointed the dagger into the water, "I will drown you here."
Nan Qiongshuang had her hands handcuffed together, her eyes were painful from crying, and she was panting like a terminally ill person.
She put her hands together and tried to brush away the hair stuck to her face, revealing a face as pure as a lotus in clear water and as natural as jade.
He looked at her face, which was still as charming and captivating as frost and snow even without all the makeup on.
The appearance of pearls and jade is natural.
Perhaps it was because she had just been soaked in water that her long hair and white clothes hung down smoothly and stuck to her body, with delicate water droplets dripping down, and her hair and clothes had a silky luster.
The figure stood gracefully in the center of the waves, with a graceful figure and a holy posture, like a goddess emerging from the water.
He couldn't help but notice her feathery eyelashes with water droplets on them and her naturally red lips.
——Those two lips, he had dreamed of them before, and later he was lucky enough to kiss them passionately, but after that, he could only dream of them again.
How many people must have loved her during the years when he was not by her side.
He smiled gently: "Let's die here, okay."
For some reason, she wasn't angry, but walked closer, her white dress dragging in the water like a ruffled morning glory.
Gu Huaijin looked at her face covered with tears, her face as crystal clear as a dream. She walked closer to him and was naturally held in his arms. She was under his chin and looked up at him.
Nan Qiong Shuang said softly, "Do you really want to kill me?"
Gu Huaijin touched her lips and murmured, "I'll accompany you."
Her lips trembled for a long time, her eyes red as she looked at his face, which seemed familiar but not familiar because of the black ribbon.
"If you say even that," she lowered her head, swallowed her sobs, and then raised her face stubbornly, "take off your ribbon and let me see you."
He smiled.
What's so difficult about this?
He claimed that his eyesight was bad, but it was just a way for him to hide his true strength. In fact, his eyesight was better than anyone else's.
As for her.
She even saw what was in his secret room.
Gu Huaijin pressed her lower back with one hand and obediently untied the black silk ribbon from behind her head.
He opened his eyes.
Nan Qiong Shuang said nothing.
In the dead of night at the Changshengquan, all was silent, but the mountains were shaking and the seas were tsunami-like, and she almost fell down.
How does she explain it?
The moment their eyes met, she knew that he was still the same Gu Huaijin.
Gu Huaijin looked at the person in front of him and suddenly realized something.
If he wanted to press the issue, he shouldn't have seen her in person.
He should be more self-aware.
Her head buzzed and tears rolled down her cheeks. She then realized that her lips were suddenly being sucked and bitten, and then held between her wet lips, being kneaded and twisted.
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