Ex Crisis He is not worthy of your love
Wen Zichuan called Mu Cen to ask for leave as he was leaving. After hearing the reason, Mu Cen immediately let him go, saying that having a meal with friends wouldn't take up much time, and that young voice actors should accumulate more life experience so that they can play the roles in the drama well.
He tidied himself up in a hurry. Although he didn't look very good, at least he was clean and refreshed. Then, according to the location sent by Cheng Sizhou, he walked to a nearby mutton hotpot restaurant.
It was dinner time and the restaurant was almost full. The noisy sounds were wrapped in the steaming white mist from the soup pot. It was really not easy to find the person you were looking for at a glance.
Has Brother Zhou arrived? Where is he?
Wen Zichuan looked around, carefully avoiding the waiters passing by, and finally saw the figure he had been thinking about for several days at the table at the back, near the corner.
I wanted to quietly hug him from behind and play a little joke on him, but there were other people sitting around him, so the thought came to my mind for a moment and was immediately extinguished.
"Hey, here she comes." Zou Yillong, relying on his professional ethics, spotted the one with the most unusual appearance from the crowd at a glance.
"Aren't all of them here? Who else is here?" The man who was speaking and Cheng Sizhou turned around at the same time and saw Wen Zichuan.
Cheng Sizhou immediately stood up and called out, "My roommate, Wen Zichuan, happened to be having training here, so I asked him to come over for dinner."
Wen Zichuan forced a smile: "Hello."
Zou Yilong was still full of enthusiasm: "My name is Zou Yilong, and we are all old classmates of Master Cheng! Hey, hey, hey, stop standing, sit down, and chat."
The seat reserved for Wen Zichuan was on Cheng Sizhou's left. He sat down next to him and looked around. Somehow, his eyes were involuntarily attracted by the man on his right.
The man was very handsome, with delicate features and dyed silver hair. From his clothes, it could be seen that he was probably engaged in art or performance. His temperament was completely different from the others.
"It's rude to stare at others." The silver-haired man extended his hand. "Hello, Liu Shixing."
Wen Zichuan retracted his gaze and shook hands with him: "Hello."
The atmosphere on the field was a little awkward for a moment. Zou Yilong cleared his throat and said, "Ahem, um, this place has a self-service side dish. The dishes have been ordered. Let's take turns ordering the side dishes, shall we?"
Cheng Sizhou whispered to Wen Zichuan, "Are you tired? Sit down and rest. I'll make you some. I heard the sesame paste here is very good."
Wen Zichuan smiled and said "OK", then handed over his bowl of ingredients.
Liu Shixing propped up his chin with one hand and knocked on the bowl with chopsticks with the other: "Brother Cheng, please make more and give me half. We have similar tastes, so we can eat the same thing."
Cheng Sizhou didn't say anything and went with two bowls.
As soon as he left, Liu Shixing muttered to himself, "It's been a few years since we last met, and Brother Cheng's vision is really getting worse."
"Xiao Shi!" Zou Yilong scolded him, "He's hosting today, so you better keep your mouth shut."
"I don't. He doesn't care about me, so why should you care about me?"
Zou Yillong was feeling very depressed. When they were in college, Liu Shixing and Cheng Sizhou dated, but they broke up after graduation. Today he called Cheng Sizhou to confirm the time and place for dinner. He said that he arranged it here to accommodate his roommate.
Mr. Cheng is a die-hard gay, so he is more like a roommate or a current boyfriend!
Then, I don't know which buddy was careless and let Liu Shixing know about it. He has been squatting here waiting for him since six o'clock. Since he is here, you can't chase him away as soon as you see him, right?
He is friends with both sides, he can't do such a thing.
Wen Zichuan could hear his sarcasm. His legs were on his body and he could leave whenever he wanted, but since he had promised Brother Zhou, he had to maintain his face in front of his friends.
Besides, he wanted to finish the meal with Cheng Sizhou.
Who made him miss him so much? He could even endure other people's ridicule.
Not long after, Cheng Sizhou came back and placed a bowl in front of Wen Zichuan and a bowl in front of Liu Shixing. Then he took an empty bowl and gave half of it to himself from Wen Zichuan.
"I've been feeling a bit irritated lately, so I'll follow you and eat something light."
"Well, if it's serious, remember to take some medicine when you get home."
Seeing them singing and following each other's lead, Liu Shixing was ignited like a firecracker: "Fuck you! If you want to show off your affection, go home! Don't you do it in public? Isn't that disgusting?!"
His voice suddenly became louder, which scared Wen Zichuan - this restaurant was near the Guohua Music Society, and there might be other colleagues eating here. If a quarrel broke out, it would be disastrous.
"Liu Shixing, don't go too far." Cheng Sizhou stared at him with a hint of anger.
"I'm going too far?" Liu Shixing sneered. "Cheng Sizhou, you've forgotten your old love now that you've found a new one. You forgot what you said back then: I could come to you if I had any trouble. And what happened? You changed your phone number, blocked me, and didn't let Fatty and the others tell me you were in the capital!"
"We broke up six years ago." Cheng Sizhou's breathing became rapid due to his emotional ups and downs. "You were the one who brought it up."
"I was the one who suggested it, but you didn't agree, did you? Do you want me to pull up our last chat history to prove it? You said that if I didn't have a good time in the imperial capital, I would go back to Deng Yuan and you would wait for me."
"you……!"
Wen Zichuan had never seen Cheng Sizhou so angry and furious. He usually liked to talk nonsense and make jokes, but that didn't mean he had nothing on his mind. He had his past and his pain.
"Then how long should I wait? A lifetime?" Cheng Sizhou's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse.
"Brother Zhou, stop talking, let's... go." Wen Zichuan held his hand.
"Now that you're here, why are you leaving?" Liu Shixing raised his voice again. "I'm telling you, you have poor eyesight. Don't deny me. His name is Wen Zichuan, right? Isn't he the voice actor who colluded with the boss's wife, stabbed the boss in the back, and brought the studio down?"
"...I didn't!" Wen Zichuan denied it immediately.
After just a few words, the customers around put down their chopsticks and looked over here curiously.
Although Wen Zichuan is not a popular star, he has 200,000 to 300,000 fans thanks to the operation of Second Voice. He has also appeared in offline performances and online live broadcasts, so he is not sure whether he will be recognized.
"Xiao Shi, are you crazy?" Zou Yillong was so angry that he glared at Liu Shixing madly. However, from his point of view, some things were not convenient to say.
Cheng Sizhou regretted that he should have sent a message to Zichuan the moment he saw Liu Shixing, asking him not to come.
He thought that he had let it go, and Liu Shixing should have let it go as well.
"That's a rumor on the internet, it's not true! You... apologize to Zichuan!"
"Brother Cheng, look at you, you're such a loser! I'm letting you see clearly what kind of person he is, so you don't get scammed and end up counting money for him." Liu Shixing was certain Wen Zichuan wouldn't dare confront him in public, so he spoke more brazenly. "You hooked up with Brother Cheng, wasn't it just because he came from a wealthy family? It felt good to use him as an ATM, right? What do you call this? Doing nothing for love, or doing nothing for money?!"
The onlookers were so shocked that many of them took out their mobile phones to take pictures of them.
The sudden flash of light made Wen Zichuan extremely frightened. He no longer cared about Cheng Sizhou's face. He immediately covered his face with the back of his hand, ran through the lobby in a panic, and rushed out the door.
"Zichuan——!" Cheng Sizhou chased after him.
The road was wide, and Wen Zichuan ran as fast as he could. The cold night wind was like steel needles, piercing into his lungs with every breath, causing his entire chest to ache.
He felt that he was too stupid and never thought that the reason why Brother Zhou was so embarrassed and reluctant to respond to his feelings was not because he was not good enough to him, but because he had someone else in his heart.
Even though Brother Zhou had broken up with him, he could not completely erase the traces Liu Shixing left on him. They had been together and had spent many times more time together than he had.
Cheng Sizhou chased Wen Zichuan relentlessly, and Wen Zichuan ran all the way back to the hotel. The door slammed shut, locking him outside.
"Zichuan...!"
Cheng Sizhou wanted to shout, but he didn't dare. He remembered Zichuan saying that most of the students lived on the same floor. If he made too much noise, it would definitely cause more trouble.
There was no other way, so he took out his cell phone and sent him a message.
Wen Zichuan was behind the door, too sad to speak.
This was the first time he'd truly fallen in love with someone. He wondered if relationships also had a first-come, first-served order. No matter what he did, he could never compare to the weight Liu Shixing held in his heart.
The phone rang and Cheng Sizhou sent a long message. He wanted a chance to explain.
Wen Zichuan wiped his red eyes and opened the door. Cheng Sizhou was standing outside the door with his head down and his hands hanging down, like a child who was punished for doing something wrong.
"I'm sorry, Zichuan." He was so used to this posture that he turned admitting his mistake into repentance.
"Do you want everyone else to laugh at me?" Wen Zichuan let him in and closed the door again.
"I didn't know he was coming. It wasn't my intention..."
"I know."
"He and I really broke up. We broke up right after we graduated from college. We haven't contacted each other even once in the past six years, and I haven't looked for anyone else. Zichuan, do you believe me?"
"I believe you."
"I kept it a secret from you. It's my fault. I..."
Wen Zichuan knew it wasn't his fault. They had only known each other for a short time. They first met at the end of April, and he moved to Yangliu'an in July. It was only late September now. Did he expect him to tell him all his life experiences after just a few months of being together?
He just felt sorry that he was not the first person Brother Zhou met.
"I don't blame you." Wen Zichuan said, tears streaming down his face, "Hold me."
Cheng Sizhou was so distressed that he held him in his arms and whispered to him.
I still remember that not long ago, he was active in the super topic under the pseudonym "Zi Yue", and he also kept an eye on Zichuan's online time.
During the days when the rumors were at their worst, he only went there once, at four in the morning.
So his Zichuan, who is delicate and sensitive, cares a lot about other people's opinions. When he is surrounded by overwhelming rumors, he doesn't say anything, but that doesn't mean he isn't sad.
Wen Zichuan buried his head in his collar, his shoulders trembling slightly, but he suppressed his voice and refused to make a sound.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault. Don't cry, don't cry..." Cheng Sizhou felt the cool water on his neck. He was so flustered that he didn't know what to do. He could only pat his back and coax him, "Brother Zhou, I'm a very incompetent person. I'm timid and cowardly. I don't make much money. The only thing I can do is to support you. For example, if you're hungry, I'll make you a delicious meal. If you have no place to stay, I'll ask you to stay for a night... Brother Zhou can't help with anything else. I can't let you rely on me, and I'm not worthy of your love."
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