Xin Chun is pregnant.
She accompanied Xin Chun to have an abortion. She was only seventeen at the time. How could she not panic and be afraid when something like this happened?
Xin Chun discussed it with her, and they made the decision together. They chose a relatively remote hospital with a small storefront, but it looked clean and tidy.
That Saturday afternoon, she used her ID card to register Xin Chun, and Xin Chun was wheeled into the operating room. The ten or so minutes that followed felt like an eternity to her outside.
She remembered every detail of that day clearly. It cost a total of 380 yuan. When Xin Chun came out, she was extremely pale and her legs were trembling. They sat on the rest chairs until evening. Xin Chun's spirits lifted a little, and she took her home.
Fortunately, it was during the May Day holiday, so Xin Chun could rest at home for a few days.
The doctor said that since it was a light pregnancy, there shouldn't be any major problems with the abortion, and that I should avoid strenuous exercise for a month afterward.
During that time, she and Xin Chun became closer. Originally, because they were in different classes and both liked Xu Ziyu, they had drifted apart in high school, but this incident brought them closer again.
If Xin Chun had pretended not to see it when she passed by that day, then she would have been the one who got into trouble.
Every time I saw Xin Chunbai's bloodless face, my guilt deepened, becoming more and more oppressive each day.
When she accidentally discovered that Xiao Chun had passed the German proficiency test and had also received an acceptance letter from the university that Tuan Tuan was attending, she knew that Xiao Chun still liked him.
Shortly after that, she received a notification from a music school in Berlin.
After much internal struggle, she and Xiaochun had a frank conversation.
Xiao Chun did not deny that she still liked Tuan Tuan, saying that she applied to that school before all that happened, and now everything is different.
When she learned that Xin Chun was going to give up going to Germany, she selfishly thought that she should just pretend that nothing had happened, and she would still go to Berlin to study music and stay with Tuan Tuan as usual.
But the daily nightmares tormented her. Coincidentally, her private violin teacher suggested that she take the Curtis Institute entrance exam, and to her surprise, she passed.
She had no one to confide in about her inner turmoil and anxiety, and he didn't answer her calls many times.
She could hardly remember how she felt that day when she dialed countless times but no one answered. She just felt empty and went to Xiaochun's house in a daze.
Uncle Xin was always busy, and Xin Chun was home alone. She was delirious with fever and kept crying. In her dream, it seemed like something terrible had happened.
She looked after Xin Chun until she woke up, and with a blank and dazed expression, she told Xin Chun that she was not going to Germany, but to Philadelphia, USA.
She talked a lot that day, but she was in a daze the whole time. When she left Xin Chun's house, she felt like her soul had been emptied out.
Actually, even after going to the United States, she hadn't completely made up her mind to give him up, but his phone call suddenly woke her up as if she had been doused with cold water.
He said he's been busy with his studies lately and has to help his professor with a research project, so he can't contact her for the time being.
She suddenly felt a surge of pride and replied, "Then we don't need to contact each other anymore."
After that, she still secretly longed for him, but he really never contacted her again.
At that time, she had just arrived in the United States and was still adjusting to many things. Her academic level was not up to par with the professor's other students, and she was under a lot of pressure.
She gradually grew cold-hearted and lost all hope, and three months later she changed her contact information.
In her heart, it was over between them.
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