Chapter 12: Wetness was her fate.
When the movie reached the intimate scene, there was a sudden burst of booing from the surroundings.
High school students at that age were at an age of restlessness, and some even started making dirty jokes while talking. Fortunately, Zhou Suiye stood up and suppressed them.
Objectively speaking, Zhou Suiye was more popular and more convincing among the students than Jin Yunyan. Although Jin Yunyan was a gifted student with excellent academic performance, he had a sense of otherworldliness that made him seem aloof and unapproachable.
Zhou Sui-ye has high emotional intelligence and can get along with anyone. He is a serious squad leader but also humane, and most people are willing to listen to him.
Only Meng Roujin was too lazy to pay attention to him.
During the break, Bo Xia and Meng Roujin agreed to go to the bathroom. Meng Roujin had just noticed that Bo Xia wasn't looking at the screen much, and her cheeks were always flushed. She quietly leaned over to Bo Xia and asked softly, "Hey, it's just about having sex, why are you so excited?"
The girl opposite widened her eyes, and her expression showed a bit of shock. Bo Xia obviously didn't expect Meng Roujin to be so straightforward.
"What's wrong?" Meng Roujin saw what she was thinking and suppressed a smile. "Look at those wretched guys in our class. They don't know how many movies they've watched in private. What do I say? It doesn't matter."
Well, that's true.
That's why Bo Xia doesn't like them. They give people the impression that men are low-level creatures who always think with their lower body.
She said, “I’m ignorant.”
She's just not used to it. People around her have always been conservative since she was a child. Let alone the more explicit intimate scene just now, she feels shameful about kissing.
"How about I share it with you someday to broaden your horizons?"
Bo Xia was even more shocked by her expression. Before she could react, Meng Roujin laughed, "I was just kidding."
On the way back to the classroom after using the restroom, Meng Roujin took the opportunity to complain about the boys in the class: "There is not a single one who is not lewd, they are all perverts."
A figure emerged in her mind, and she murmured, "Not everyone is like this..."
In order not to arouse suspicion, she deliberately brought up another person's name: "I feel that the class monitor and your deskmate both look quite serious."
Meng Roujin smiled: "If you say Jin Yunyan, I still believe it, but if you say Zhou Suiye, forget it."
When Zhou Suiye returned to the classroom, he just heard his name called. He leaned on the table and laughed: "What's the matter, you're praising me behind my back? If you want to praise me, you can come to my face. Don't be so sneaky."
Meng Roujin gave Bo Xia a look, her eyebrows slightly raised, a smile on the corner of her lips, as if to say -
See for yourself.
The corners of Bo Xia's lips curled up, and neither he nor Meng Roujin responded to Zhou Suiye's words, once again performing a drama to isolate him.
The remaining class ended with a movie. Bo Xia packed up her things and was about to leave, but Zhou Suiye asked her to wait for him downstairs for a while.
She was a little confused but did as she was told.
While waiting, Wen Xin stood beside her impatiently and said impatiently, "Why hasn't Zhou Suiye come yet? Why on earth did he make you wait?"
Bo Xia shook his head, indicating that he didn't know.
The sky was gloomy in the distance. From a distance, they saw Zhou Suiye trotting over, holding two cups of milk tea and handing them: "This is for you."
Wen Xin didn't expect Zhou Suiye to be so kind, so she immediately accepted it and praised him. Bo Xia was a little hesitant, but Zhou Suiye saw what she was thinking and said, "Thank you for giving up your seat today. Here."
Why--
He said that without waiting for her response, leaving a gust of wind in the air. When she looked up again, she only saw the boy's afterimage.
It was just a small matter, she thought.
The milk tea in her hand was still hot, and the warmth spread along her skin to her internal organs.
The rain had stopped long ago, but there was still moisture in the air. Jin Yunyan's tall figure stood at the door. He was still not used to the climate here and looked a little listless.
Seeing Zhou Suiye, who had an appointment to go to his house, coming, he stood up and said, "Let's go."
After getting in the car, Jin Yunyan asked him what he was dawdling about. He said as a matter of course, "I went to buy milk tea for my deskmate."
“…”
The boy slowly opened his eyelids, somewhat unable to bear his choice of words, with a slight smile on his lips: "Why do you all like to give milk tea to girls when you pursue them?"
Zhou Suiye looked at him in surprise, then raised his finger and pointed at himself: "Chasing girls, me?"
Jin Yunyan raised his eyebrows. Although he didn't give an answer, his eyes showed an expression of knowledge, as if he didn't think it was a big deal.
"You misunderstood," he said helplessly. "At the beginning of the school year, the homeroom teacher told me that she was timid and seemed to be easily bullied, so she asked me to help her more. So you see, I have always been very enthusiastic about her."
He called her "little deskmate" because Bo Xia was very thin. In his eyes, who was only about 1.8 meters tall, he looked very small.
Jin Yunyan didn't expect that he had misunderstood, and nodded after a while.
Seeing that he still didn't believe it, Zhou Suiye continued to explain: "Besides, she is always unwilling to accept other people's kindness and is introverted. Shouldn't I be more enthusiastic?"
"Um."
Jin Yunyan didn't care about these things and was about to put on his headphones. Zhou Suiye beside him was still talking to himself -
"But you did remind me. If you misunderstand that I'm interested in her, then she'll misunderstand even more. It wouldn't be good if I wasted a girl's beautiful youth."
"..." An almost speechless expression appeared on Jin Yunyan's face, and he raised his hand to put on his headphones.
After the holiday, the atmosphere returned to normal. During the break, Bo Xia dragged Wen Xin to the honor roll to check the grades.
She stood on tiptoe and looked for the corresponding paper according to her usual ranking range, but the names on it were so densely packed that she couldn't find it after searching for a long time.
Wen Xin saw this and nudged Zhou Suiye next to her: "Help our Xiao Xia find a ranking."
Zhou Suiye was about to agree when he suddenly remembered something and added, "Okay, since you asked me to help you, I'll help you out reluctantly."
Wen Xin: "..." This dog must be sick today.
The advantage of being tall and having good eyesight was immediately apparent. Zhou Suiye saw Bo Xia's name at a glance and pointed: "Here."
After finding it, he stepped out of the crowd and said to Jin Yunyan who was not far away: "Amazing! You're first again this time."
The surrounding noises suddenly became harsh.
Bo Xia was stunned for a few seconds and then stepped out. Her usual ranking was not on that page, which meant that her campus ranking was far behind.
It wasn't a hot day that day, but she felt dizzy for no reason.
The test papers for each subject were handed out one by one. Only when she saw the score for her physics paper did Bo Xia realize she had failed. She stared at the score in disbelief, having never expected it to be so low.
The course content during this period did make her feel a little difficult to learn, but it was not so bad, especially when she was in the first year of high school, her physics grades were among the top in the class.
Bo Xia found it difficult to accept, so much so that he was a little absent-minded during class.
Zhou Suiye, who was originally enthusiastic, wanted to show some concern for her, but when he thought of the conversation with Jin Yunyan that day, he coughed and forced himself to turn his head away.
But you can't be a scumbag who flirts with others without knowing it.
Zhou Suiye could only go to talk to Jin Yunyan. Unexpectedly, his usually overly pretentious friend said to him for the first time: "Give me my game account, please do me a favor."
He didn't care what the favor was. After all, Zhou Suiye, who was in a state of fever, would really help with anything. He didn't refuse and jokingly said, "Oh, Young Master Jin also knows to ask me for help?"
Brain stuffing is a disease and needs to be treated.
Jin Yunyan didn't argue with him. A hint of smile appeared on the corner of his brow. He looked at him as if he were looking at an elementary school student: "If you think it's a request, then so be it."
If it were a normal day, Bo Xia would probably pay close attention to their conversation, but now she was preoccupied with her own achievements and had no intention of caring about these things.
After returning home, her father asked about her grades. She lowered her eyes, feeling somewhat guilty, and gave an answer after a long while. The father's expression seemed to be hesitant to speak, and after a long silence, he said, "It's okay, I'll take the test again next time."
When she spoke to her mother on the phone, she scolded her and then said to her, "Are you not trying hard enough?"
That one sentence lightly wiped away all her seriousness. She opened her lips to defend herself, but heard the other person say, "Look at other children. They get second place in the exam and still get scolded by their parents. How come your grades are so much worse?"
It seems that comparing their children with the best children of other families and themselves with the worst parents is a common problem among many parents.
The "other people's children" in their mouths are always omnipotent. They have good grades and can help the family. They can cook delicious meals and are sensible and kind.
When it comes to them, it becomes clear that it is not easy for us as parents, so you have to be considerate of us.
She hung up the phone, her eyes a little wet.
The rain started falling outside the window again, and the damp moisture spread to every corner and couldn't dry up.
Bo Xia was having trouble breathing. In fact, she was more afraid of her father showing that expression than her mother. Even if he comforted her, she knew that he was also very disappointed in her.
She also wanted to be their pride.
But she always seemed not good enough, and could never satisfy them, so she could never feel loved.
How could she understand at that time that, for parents, love or hate is unconditional and will not be affected by your behavior.
When they love you, you can be ignorant, not pretty, have poor grades, or even have bad character. When they don’t love you, no matter how good or outstanding you are, they only love the additional things you bring, not you as a person.
So no matter how well she does, she will never get what she is destined not to get in life. That is her fate.
After a sleepless night, Bo Xia almost became late.
She bought tutorial books and test papers, worked harder than usual, and after dinner went to the rooftop to practice speaking for a while.
It is deserted and very quiet over there, and few people come back here.
Bo Xia stood there enjoying the breeze. Sometimes she felt as if she was trapped in a cocoon, and no matter how hard she tried to struggle out, her wings wouldn't let her fly.
She was young at that time and did not understand the root of the pain so deeply.
She looked down as if possessed by a ghost, and fear suddenly filled her heart. But after stepping back, she couldn't help but wonder in fear, what would it feel like to jump down?
There was a noise outside. Bo Xia looked out quietly and didn't see the teacher. However, the face of the person who came was so familiar that it made her heart beat faster.
Jin Yunyan's tall figure stood in front of the balcony, with a girl following behind him. The boy raised his eyes casually and saw the shy look on the girl's face. He figured out something.
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