Sit quietly and reflect on yourself
Leng Yue felt like she had fallen into an abyss. No, not an abyss, but a black hole. All around her was pitch black. No light, no water, no wind, no sound, no people, not even a ghost. Apart from Leng Yue, there was nothing.
Could this be the next level of dream?
Leng Yue groped in the darkness, trying to find a way out. But after a long time, she realized that the place was empty and boundless, with no exit at all. This lifeless, boundless darkness was something Leng Yue had never encountered before. Not only was it dark, but it was also silent. No, it was deadly silent.
She had neither a fire starter nor a dagger for self-defense. Leng Yue didn't know if there was any danger waiting for her at the end of the darkness.
She ran around in the darkness like a headless chicken, exhausted, but seeing no hope. Horrible thoughts flashed through her mind one after another: gods, foxes, demons, ghosts, monsters, horror movies she'd seen, supernatural events she'd experienced, vampires in novels, Voldemort from Harry Potter...
Leng Yue collapsed to the ground with a thud, curled up into a ball, trembling, feeling extremely helpless.
"What the hell is this place? I want to go home... I want to go home... wuwuwuwu..."
Leng Yue was so scared that she cried. She had never been so scared before.
At dawn, Shangguan Yan and Qiao Lingxue walked in carrying medicine bottles and breakfast.
"Hua Tuo, eat something." Shangguan Yan said.
Mingri just turned his head and said nothing.
"Sai Huatuo, for Leng Yue, you should also take good care of yourself, right?" Shangguan Yan persuaded.
Mingri raised his pale handsome face and looked at Shangguan Yan. Shangguan Yan nodded to him. Ling Xue looked at him worriedly from the side.
Now is the time when Leng Yue needs him the most, how can he not cherish himself like this? Moreover, there are so many people who care about him. Thinking of this, Mingri nodded gently, walked to the table, picked up the food and started eating without saying a word.
"Sai Huatuo, you go and rest. Leave this to Ling Xue and me." Shangguan Yan said.
"Thank you Miss Shangguan, thank you Lingxue." Mingri bowed to Shangguan Yan and Lingxue and returned to his room.
Shangguan Yan followed the instructions of the old man from the frontier and mixed the healing powder with warm water. Ling Xue followed Shangguan Yan's instructions and undressed Leng Yue, preparing to clean her wounds with a wet towel.
"Ah----" Ling Xue screamed and quickly covered her mouth.
"What's wrong, Ling Xue?" Shangguan Yan asked hurriedly when she heard Ling Xue's exclamation.
Ling Xue covered her mouth and looked at Leng Yue on the bed with tears in her eyes. Leng Yue's clothes were only unbuttoned twice, but there were already five or six whip marks. Although most of them had scabbed over, the wounds were thick and deep, and there was still scarlet blood. Ling Xue was not a martial artist, so how could she have seen such a scene?
Shangguan Yan said softly, "I'm sorry, Lingxue. I was inconsiderate and scared you. You can go back first. Leave this to me."
"No, I want to stay here and help," Ling Xue shook her head vigorously. "I finally understand why Big Brother likes her. I really can't do this. I can't do it."
Shangguan Yan handed the tray to Ling Xue and said gently, "Then please help me carry the medicine." Then she took the towel from Ling Xue's hand.
Shangguan Yan used a wet towel to gently clean Ling Xue's wound. Ling Xue held a tray in her hand, which contained freshly prepared medicine and spare water.
As Shangguan Yan applied the medicine, she said to Leng Yue, "Leng Yue, back then, Shangguan Yan needed your careful care. Now it's my turn. You have to get better soon, otherwise, Sai Hua Tuo will be very sad, I will be very sad too, and everyone will be very sad too."
Leng Yue cried in the darkness for a long, long time, until she had no more tears left, and then she slowly calmed down.
The horrible scene I imagined in my mind did not happen at all. There was only a silent and dark place, nothing else.
Leng Yue looked at everything around him (actually, he couldn't see anything = =)----This place was boundless, there was no human habitation, no light, no sound, no feeling of cold, no feeling of heat, no entrance, no exit, no food, and no water.
So, what exactly is this black hole, a place with nothing in it? Well, let's define it as a black hole for now.
So, what can Leng Yue do? It seems that there is nothing he can do.
If this continued, she would soon die of thirst and starvation. Perhaps dying here would allow her to return to real life, but this way of dying made Leng Yue feel very unhappy. She finally knew what it felt like to wait for death.
Thinking that he would be back to real life soon, the only thing Leng Yue could do was to recall the past and think about everything that happened in his dream.
After staying in the dream for so long, Leng Yue was reluctant to leave everything here. Tomorrow, Shangguan Yan, and Chou Doufu were like friends in real life to her. She had become accustomed to their existence and enjoyed being with them.
Although Leng Yue and Ming Ri are not destined to be together, she hopes that Ming Ri will be happy. No matter where Ming Ri's love goes, as long as Leng Yue can do her best to help him open his heart and smoothly welcome the love that belongs to him, it will be her great honor.
As for Sima Changfeng, Leng Yue also hoped that he would not be too stubborn about everything and express his feelings to Yan'er more. In this way, this couple would be so happy.
And Chou Doufu, now that Yingying has left, she will be a precious memory forever. But memories should not become the shackles of his lifelong happiness. She hopes that Chou Doufu can muster up the courage to find his own feelings again, because he is worth it.
There is still half a month left. Since Rongmei doesn't like him, instead of holding on to the pain of the past, it is better to let go as soon as possible and find a place to start over. Maybe his life will be completely different.
"Wait a minute, why should I think this way?" Leng Yue suddenly asked back: "Why should I think this way?"
"How did I end up here? Wasn't it because I persuaded Ban Tianyue to mend his ways?"
Leng Yue remembered what Ban Tianyue had said: "You have no right to teach me a lesson!"
"Yeah, what right do I have to get involved in other people's affairs? This is a story with its own cause and effect and development trajectory. I only think that I am right, but what right do I have to be so sure that I am right?"
Whether Mingri is sad for Shangguan Yan, or Yan'er is sad for Sima Changfeng, or Sima Changfeng suffers because of being too stubborn, or Chou Doufu is unable to get over the pain of his past, or even Bantianyue kills his beloved, murders his rival, and blames this and that, what does all this have to do with her?
Whether these people are happy or sad, loving or hating, it is ultimately their own choice. When they are tired and want to change, they will naturally change. Why should Leng Yue do this?
After testing him that day, Leng Yue knew Ban Tianyue couldn't be persuaded. But she still went back, clinging to a last glimmer of hope to persuade him to let go of his hatred. What was the result? It fueled his hatred to a fever pitch, not only failing to help Mingri and the others, but actually adding fuel to the fire.
Why did it turn out like this?
"Let me think about it." Leng Yue closed her eyes.
When I woke up the next day, I found Madam Yuzhu sitting beside the bed.
"Tomorrow, when you wake up," Mrs. Yuzhu said gently.
"Mom." Mingtian got up, not knowing what to say.
"Renhe has already told me everything about Lengyue," Madam Yuzhu patted Mingri's hand and asked, "Mingri, you won't blame mother, will you?"
Mingri quickly said, "How could I blame you? It was just because of the special circumstances that day that I couldn't explain it clearly to you. I'm unfilial and have caused you to worry."
Madam Yuzhu stroked her son's face and said softly, "Mother believes in your judgment. I will treat her well."
"Mother..." Ming Ri's eyes were red as she lowered her head and said, "Even Master is powerless to help her in her current situation. I'm afraid..."
"Tomorrow, Lengyue is a good girl. Mother believes that Buddha will bless her." Yuzhu said, "Mother will accompany you to see Lengyue."
Mingri nodded, got out of bed and tidied her clothes and hair.
"Brother! Brother!" Ling Xue's voice came from not far away.
Ling Xue rushed into Ming Ri's room rashly. Madam Yuzhu said softly, "What are you so flustered about, girl?"
"Leng Yue she..." Ling Xue gasped for breath.
"What's wrong with Lengyue?" Mingri asked hurriedly.
"Sister Lengyue... has a high fever! It's so hot!" Ling Xue said, panting.
"Really?" Mingri's face lit up with joy. "Take me to see it!"
Mingri and Madam Yuzhu walked quickly towards Lengyue's room, and Lingxue followed them breathlessly.
Leng Yue's whole body was burning hot, two blushes appeared on her pale face, and her chest rose and fell due to her uneven breathing.
Mingri carefully took Leng Yue's pulse, and after a moment, he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Leng Yue, you finally recovered." Ming Ri raised the corners of his lips slightly, and finally smiled with relief.
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