The Battle of the Inner Demon (I)
Leng Yue sat on the bed, playing with the ceramic necklace Mingri gave her.
"Dangdangdang----" There was a soft knock on the door.
"The door is open. Why are you knocking? Come in quickly." Leng Yue said with a smile.
Nong Yue walked in with a smile and said, "I heard that my sister was sick, so I came to see her. Is she feeling better?"
Leng Yue smiled and said, "It's okay, it's all just passing clouds."
"Floating clouds?" Nong Yue looked puzzled.
"It's just a passing cloud, there's nothing to worry about. Hey, Nong Yue, you seem to have lost a lot of weight." Leng Yue said as he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Nong Yue's slightly haggard face.
Nong Yue blocked it with her folding fan and said with a smile: "Sister, Nong Yue is not a child."
Leng Yue chuckled: "Honestly, I haven't seen you for many days, what are you busy with?"
"Nothing, it's still the same things." Nong Yue said with a smile.
Leng Yue narrowed her eyes and said, "It seems that it is not going well."
Nong Yue opened the fan and waved it gently a few times, then said with a smile, "No, it went very smoothly."
Leng Yue looked into Nong Yue's eyes with a half-smile, then smiled and said, "Nong Yue, although you are good at lying, these tricks can't fool me. The fact that you answered me while waving your fan proves that you are guilty and hiding something; the flickering look in your eyes proves that what you want to hide is related to me. Since you don't want to say it, then I'll just guess. Hmm... The Dark Clothes Team has been working for so long and hasn't been able to completely eliminate the followers of the Shenyue Cult. This shows that the power of the Shenyue Cult is far more terrifying than imagined. Bantianyue is currently in seclusion practicing the Indestructible Body of the Golden Buddha, but the power of the Shenyue Cult has only increased. Someone must be secretly helping Bantianyue."
"Nothing can be hidden from my sister." Nong Yue said with a smile.
"It's him, right?" Leng Yue asked.
"Yeah," Nong Yue nodded, "Nong Yue doesn't want to say it because she's afraid that her sister will be upset."
Leng Yue smiled and said, "You are really my good brother."
Nong Yue smiled shyly.
"I've been thinking about him recently." Leng Yue said, "By the way, have you changed the password?"
"No, this code is very special, why do you want to change it?" Nong Yue asked.
"It must be changed, otherwise he will see through this code." Leng Yue said.
"Is he really that powerful?" Nong Yue said.
"It's not that he is so powerful, it's just that the secret code is a well-known phrase in my hometown. If you ask anyone what his grandfather's surname is, he will tell you it's Bi." Leng Yue said with a smile.
"I see," Nong Yue said, "Then according to Sister's opinion, how should it be changed?"
"You have read a lot of books, so change the code into poetry. The more obscure the poetry, the better. And the first half and the second half should come from different poems. This is safer. If the people of Shenyue Sect can see through the code, then there must be a traitor at work." Leng Yue said.
"Well, I've thought of it. Why not change it to..." Nong Yue was interrupted by Leng Yue before she could finish her words.
"Hey, don't tell me," Leng Yue said, "The code is top secret and can't be easily revealed."
Nong Yue nodded: "Yeah."
(Some of you might not understand. Chou Doufu had clearly already told Leng Yue about Shi Qiuyan's help to Ban Tianyue, so why did Leng Yue pretend to be mysterious and guess? There are two reasons: First, Nong Yue might not know that Chou Doufu had told her this. If Leng Yue pretended to know this, it might not be good for Chou Doufu. Second, there must be a reason why Nong Yue didn't want to tell Leng Yue about Shi Qiuyan's help to Ban Tianyue. This reason needs to be explained by Nong Yue herself, as it is also a kind of respect for Nong Yue.)
Nong Yue looked at Leng Yue lying on the sickbed and suddenly said, "Sister, there is a white hair on your head."
"Really? Where?" Leng Yue fiddled with her long hair.
"Let Nong Yue help you pull it out." Nong Yue said.
Leng Yue nodded, Nong Yue came forward, grabbed the white hair and pulled it gently, then handed it to Leng Yue.
Leng Yue took the white hair, took a look at it, and said with a smile, "Throw it away." Then he loosened his fingers, and the white hair floated down silently, landing on the ground without a trace.
"So what if I have a head full of white hair? All the white-haired witches are stunningly beautiful. What's more, it's just a single white hair. I have three thousand black hairs in my hands. How can I be sad and worried because of a single white hair?" Leng Yue said with a smile.
Nong Yue also smiled: "Sister is indeed a free and open-minded person."
"Of course, sister, I am a doctor who specializes in treating heart disease." Leng Yue said proudly.
"Oh? Then you and Sai Huatuo are really a perfect match!" Nong Yue said with a smile.
"Don't make fun of your sister," Leng Yue said with a pout, "I haven't agreed to be with him yet."
"Is it because of Shi Qiuyan?" Nong Yue asked.
When Shi Qiuyan was mentioned, Leng Yue's mood became filled with gloom.
Leng Yue nodded and said, "I have been thinking about this matter for a while."
"So, what do you think, sister?" Nong Yue asked.
"In fact, the real Shi Qiuyan is dead. This Shi Qiuyan is the illusion of my inner fear. If I want to solve his problem, there are only two choices: first, I die and leave here; second, forgive him and untie this knot in my heart." Leng Yue said.
"It's too difficult to forgive others for the harm they have caused you." Nong Yue said with a sigh.
"Then the only option is the first one." Leng Yue said.
"No!" Nong Yue said quickly, "What about Sai Hua Tuo?"
Leng Yue smiled and said, "So I'm going to choose the second option."
"But it's not easy to forgive someone. Can you really forgive him, sister?" Nong Yue asked.
"Forgiving someone is certainly not as easy as saying it," Leng Yue said, "However, there are ways to do it. I just kept avoiding it because it was too painful. It seems that I can't escape it after all."
"Is there a method to follow? What method?" Nong Yue asked.
"Start by not forgiving," Leng Yue said. "The first step is to express and vent all the anger and resentment in your heart. This takes about three to five times. The second step is to clear and release the thoughts and beliefs behind the hurt one by one after venting your emotions. This takes about two to three times. The third step is to forgive yourself for hurting yourself, and forgive yourself and others. In theory, two or three times should be enough, but I always get stuck at this step, so I fail."
"It doesn't matter. Sai Huatuo will accompany my sister, and Nong Yue will also accompany my sister." Nong Yue said.
Leng Yue was silent for a moment, then whispered, "I don't want Mingri to know about this."
"Are you afraid that he will worry?" Nong Yue asked.
Leng Yue nodded: "Another reason is that he needs to concentrate on practicing the Wuwo Sword, because the cooperation between the Wuwo Sword and the Dragon Soul and Phoenix Blood is the key to dealing with Bantianyue."
"In that case, let Nong Yue accompany my sister." Nong Yue said.
"What about the Dark Team?" Leng Yue asked.
"Don't worry, sister. Nong Yue will make arrangements." Nong Yue said.
"Okay then," Leng Yue said with a smile, "Nong Yue, go help me move the chair over there."
"Okay." Nong Yue moved the chair to Leng Yue's bedside and asked, "Sister, what are you going to do?"
"Shh----" Leng Yue stared at the empty chair opposite for a while, then closed her eyes.
Leng Yue's mind flashed with Shi Qiuyan's image. He was sitting on a chair, with a large screen behind him, showing everything they had experienced from meeting and falling in love to breaking up.
"Yue'er, you have given so much for me, can you really bear to leave me?" Shi Qiuyan asked pitifully.
"I have emptied myself. What else can I do if I don't leave you?" Leng Yue said coldly.
"But I love you!" said Shi Qiuyan.
"But I don't love you." Leng Yue said, "From the beginning, I didn't love you. I was too lonely and too eager to have a relationship. I'm sorry, I should have rejected you from the beginning. I really don't love you."
"No, you lied to me! I don't believe it!" Shi Qiuyan stood up, shook Leng Yue vigorously and said, "Can you come back to me? It doesn't matter if you don't love me, you will fall in love with me! I just want you to come back!"
"No, I won't love you, I can't do it." Leng Yue said firmly.
"I want you to come back! I want you to come back to me!" Xiaoyan begged.
"No." Leng Yue said.
"I want you to be with me!" Xiaoyan roared.
"I would never be with you even if I die!!!" Leng Yue finally couldn't restrain herself, "You want, you want, you want, you want your sister! Have you ever thought about me? You say you love me? Is that love?! I'm just a toy of yours! No, not a toy, I'm a nanny, I'm your mother! When I was sick, did you accompany me to the hospital once? When I needed you, did you show up by my side in time? Every day you either play games or go to the Internet cafe to play games. Have you ever considered my feelings? My family doesn't agree with our relationship, but you don't fight for it. You just keep asking me to be with you privately. Ben, can I do this? Every time you gamble, it is my future and happiness. I am such a loser. I always gamble with you, losing my job, my studies, and even quarreling with my parents! I deserve all this, Leng Yue, but that is all in the past. I just want to break up with you, I must break up with you, even if I can't get married in my whole life, I must break up with you! Listen to me, I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever, in this life, the next life, or the next, even if I have to become a beast, I will never be with you! Never, ever! Never! "
"Shi Qiuyan, I hate you! I hate you!! I hate you!!! I hate you..." Leng Yue cried hysterically, sweat and tears streaming down her face, panting like a cow, and her hair was tangled with sweat and tears.
Nong Yue carefully brushed Leng Yue's messy hair. His fingertips touched her face, which was as cold as ice. Nong Yue was truly frightened by Leng Yue's state. He had never seen Leng Yue lose her temper so much, nor had he expected Shi Qiuyan to hurt Leng Yue so deeply.
"Sister, please stop and stop here today." Nong Yue was a little scared.
Leng Yue came back to her senses and took a few deep breaths. Suddenly, her stomach started to churn. She quickly covered her mouth and squeezed out a word from between her fingers: "Hurry!"
Nong Yue quickly took the spittoon and just as he handed it to Leng Yue, Leng Yue started vomiting. The vomit was extremely foul smelling, with a hint of blood.
After vomiting, Leng Yue lay weakly on the edge of the bed, no longer having the strength to straighten up.
Nong Yue sighed and shook her head, putting the spittoon aside. She carefully helped Leng Yue up and covered her with the quilt. Leng Yue was barely breathing, her eyes were empty and weak, and her lips were as pale as her face.
Nong Yue stretched out her sleeve to help Leng Yue wipe the cold sweat from her forehead and face, and said, "I'm sorry, Nong Yue didn't expect that you have suffered so much injustice. You have also suffered a lot here. Maybe... maybe Nong Yue's thoughts are too selfish. If you want to leave, Nong Yue is willing to help you."
Leng Yue tried to force a smile, her voice was extremely weak: "I will stay."
"But, Nong Yue really can't bear it..." Nong Yue said.
"It will pass." Leng Yue fell into a deep sleep as soon as he finished speaking.
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