Pain is like a raging torrent; you think you're prepared, but it's all in vain.
"Ugh..." Chang Le trembled in pain, her fingernails digging into her clasped hands.
Only at this moment did she realize with absolute clarity that Shen Fuguang was dead and gone!
The person who pulled her out of her pale, despairing world and nurtured her into a rose in the normal world.
It's gone!
Chang Le opened her mouth in pain; she wanted to cry!
But! Why! Can't I cry?!
Chang Le plucked blood from his choking throat, but still didn't utter a single cry, not even a sob or whimper!
She was in excruciating pain, but her eyes only stung and she couldn't shed a single tear.
She clung tightly to the tombstone, frantically scratching her neck. Her lips had already been bitten until they bled, and tentacles had somehow burst forth from her body, reveling in the world thick with the aura of the underworld.
Tentacles surged forth in an overwhelming manner, bursting through the cracks in the tombstones, like an outpouring of pain, a deafening roar.
But the person at the heart of the pain couldn't even cry anymore.
Chang Le was in so much pain that he almost collapsed under the tombstone. His thin, blood-stained back leaned against the tombstone, as if the person was still standing behind him.
She couldn't cry, so she could only laugh.
I don't know why I'm laughing, I just want to make some noise to prove that I'm really, really in pain.
...
"Look at me now,"
She's even forgotten how to cry.
I won't cry anymore.
Why don't you come back and teach me again?
Shen Fuguang, it hurts so much...
Wouldn't you feel sorry for me?
Fu Guang,
I suddenly realized,
It seems... I've never hugged you.
I really
I'm going crazy!
tomorrow,
"Why is it still so long?"
—From "Random Musings" by Chang Le
November 16, midnight, Dragon Tomb.
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