I feel like I've been living in a daze, completely lost. I've always been loved, but why does it always hurt so much?
I dared not look back, yet I had no idea which way to go. I wanted to bring Fu Guang and the others back from the depths of the old ruins, but I didn't know if I could do it in this lifetime; I thought of searching for a way in the mysterious realm, but I was afraid that the truth there would crush me...
I've always been a loser; I've lived a life of hiding. I don't think I'll be favored by luck in the future.
I'm afraid I won't be able to bring Fuguang and the others home. I'm afraid I'll bring trouble to everyone in District Nine. I'm afraid I... will become a monster.
"Luo Xuan, did I not do a good job?"
Chang Le's clever deer eyes were wide open, with watery traces flowing within them, and fear and confusion were buried deep beneath the tears.
Luo Xuan was stung by her self-reflection, self-blame, and inferiority complex; his breath trembled slightly.
Under Chang Le's tearful gaze, he shook his head firmly, his tone calm yet earnest: "Our Chang Le is the best, the very best girl."
Tears welled up in Chang Le's eyes and rolled down her cheeks. She turned her head away and wiped them with her sleeve, burying her face in it. Her back twitched, but she made no sound.
Luo Xuan raised his hand and gently patted her back. The little girl couldn't hold back any longer, turned around and threw herself onto his shoulder, bursting into tears.
“I dare not… cry… in the Dragon Tomb… Fu Guang Hui, will see…” Chang Le sobbed.
Last time, when she stayed at the Dragon Tomb until the very end, Chang Le suddenly didn't dare to cry in front of Shen Fuguang. She was afraid that Fuguang would sense it, worry, and feel uneasy.
Luo Xuan put his arm around Chang Le's shoulder, his heart aching so much that his jaw trembled uncontrollably.
He tried to keep his hands from trembling and placed them on Chang Le's back to comfort him: "Cry, it's okay, crying will make you feel better. You don't need to pretend to be an adult here, and no one will know. It's okay, it's okay..."
Chang Le clutched the clothes that had soaked his shoulder with her tears, until she was dizzy and exhausted. In her dazed state, Luo Xuan said to her:
"Chang Le is a little princess who deserves happiness. Never underestimate yourself. You are the pride of your parents, your lover, and all of us in the family."
Your future will be bright.
Fu Guang is the sun.
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