Many times she felt that she might actually be beaten to death.
If she were dead, that would be fine, at least she could willingly close her eyes and look for the child she had never met. But she couldn't help but wonder, she hadn't even remembered what the child looked like yet, would the child regret choosing her as his mother?
How could someone as weak and incompetent as her protect her child?
Whenever Xie Mingzhu thinks of that scene, she feels as if a piece of her heart is empty.
That child became a source of heartache for her.
She could see the heartache in Shu Ying's eyes and didn't want to continue speaking in such a somber tone. Xie Mingzhu patted Shu Ying's arm and said, "But now that I see you have both a son and a daughter, I am truly happy from the bottom of my heart. Although I have lost the right to be a mother, at least I can watch Yueyue and Yangyang grow up safely and healthily. Yingying, I can assure you that I will love and care for them as if they were my own children."
A look of confusion flashed across Shu Ying's face. Instead of responding, she placed a hand on Xie Mingzhu's pulse.
Xie Mingzhu still had tears on her face and was somewhat confused.
"Yingying, I don't feel uncomfortable at all right now, why are you..."
"There's no such thing as being unable to have children, sister. Please don't speak yet, let me take a look at your specific physical condition."
When Xie Mingzhu saw Shu Ying's serious profile, she immediately shut her mouth.
She has been using spiritual spring water to recuperate during this time, and Shu Ying has added some traditional Chinese medicine to her diet. Compared to her previous frail body, she is now much better.
She remained silent, which made Xie Mingzhu nervous. She straightened her back and asked softly, "Yingying, is there something wrong with my body?"
Shu Ying withdrew her hand from her arm, her expression much more relaxed. She picked up a nearby cushion and placed it on her lower abdomen. "Sister, don't worry. You were indeed a bit weak before, and your first childbirth took a toll on your energy. The village doctor's diagnosis wasn't entirely wrong, but you've recovered since then. I just checked your pulse, and you're perfectly healthy with no problems whatsoever. So, the possibility of not being able to conceive is simply not true. You can rest assured about that."
Xie Mingzhu's eyes lit up for a moment.
Her heart had died years ago, but unexpectedly, Shu Ying brought her even better news.
She stared in disbelief at her arm; the veins on her wrist were visibly throbbing, healthy and strong.
"Yingying, you mean me? I can still have children? I can become a mother again?"
Shu Ying met her gaze earnestly and gave her a very affirmative look.
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